Inner Feelings Chapter 8: Harder to Breathe, a danny phantom fanfic

Marrin's thoughts with 'Harder to Breath--Maroon Five--EDITED'

This isn't even FUNNY! Thought the 14-year-old as she slid her CD out of her player. "Baloney," She muttered, throwing it in the garbage. Her little roommate 'brother' was SUCH a pest! She hopped on her bus to the library. As she got there, she realized that Danny was exiting. She let out a sqeak and hid behind the building. She knew he'd probebly talk to her, and she had no desire to chat right now.
As she entered, she sat at a computer, the only one still on. She noticed the last person on the net hadn't logged off. She checked identification.
Her heart stopped.

Danny's ID.

How dare you say that my behavior's unbearable?
You are so condescending, unnecessarily critical
I can get very physical Against my will
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry, and make me think why I'm even here
This double vision I was seeing is finally clear
You are perfect, I think I love you
Not very well taken, but I hope you feel it too

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way I'm gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a demon who haunts her dreams like me
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

She regretted what she did next. She opened Danny's journal and checked his latest entries. She found tonights.

Song: Heart Shaped Box: Nirvana

Mood: VERY confused

Last night, I followed a raven to Sams' houseLong story and phased through to find her making some of Grandma Fentons Cookies. She caught me eating them and we had an argument. A long argument that ended with a kiss.

Today was…very odd. Sam seems to act like it didn't happen, but she's still acting nervous. In Math, we had a bunch of homework—

She stopped reading.Her heart sank as she saw the kiss entry. She felt her misery returning to her body like a cooling minty liquid. "I knew it," She muttered, logging off. She closed down the computer, no longer wanting to do her project on the French Revolution. She hopped another bus and went home. Marrin trudged to bed and let her misery fill where happiness had been seconds ago.
The night shone and snowflakes drifted down. Christmas was in two days. She looked at her suitcase by her bed. In two days, she decided, she'd let Amity fade from her life and trudge somewhere else… Unless anyone cared.

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
My subconscious says 'You never never listened to a word I said'
I'm clutching my pillow and writhing in a nervous sweat
Hoping someday I'll get over the hurt he did

Marrin watched the snow drift down, her eyelids closing. Tommorow she'd pack.

And in two days she'd start a new life. Again.

It kills
It burns
It is painful to learn
That he can never be mine

It thrills
It stings
When I feel the pain you'll bring
And I wish that I was back at home