I've been sick and driven insane and so many other things. I myself keep lamenting over things again and again….I think I'm heading towards another big depression thing. Eh oh well. Anyway, you'll be happy to know that I'm updating this fanfic…duh you're reading the chapter….gomen. I'm out of it. Well than, enjoy the story. It's hopefully not to short, but no doubt sort enough. :Cries:

Warnings: Things are starting to get REALLY weird. I warn you, Setsuna's falling into a depression and things like that. So…with that in mind, you were warned.

Notes: means thinking

" " is normal talking

Note2: If anyone is wondering…Uriel somehow had his vocal cords healed in this fanfic…..yeah….:Coughs nervously and walks off:

Disclaimer: I only own Hitana. Hitana's my little baby. :snickers hugging him: The rest is all property of Kaori Yuki. Please enjoy. Tetsuya is also mine.

Ch,2: Lament of the Soul

"Hey, hey, hey. It's my favorite customer." A man with orange hair and a black top hat spoke as Setsuna walked into the bar. Twilight Shadows, where good and evil both could walk together in salvation.

"Hey." He muttered sitting down on a bar stool. The bar tender, Matse Mahtd. He claimed to be a friend of Kira's and frankly, he was the only one left he could talk to.

"So than, how are you today? Same problems?" He asked resting his chin in his hands, elbows on the bar counter.

"Worse." Set said sighing heavily. "I care so much about Kira…why can't he see that?"

Matse was silent for a few minutes staring at him for awhile. He smiled gently at the boy and turned to grab a glass.

"The normal?"

"Yeah."

"I'll tell you what." Maste said pouring Setsuna's drink and handing it to him. "Stop worrying about Kira. Seems to be he's got a boot up his ass."

Setsuna stared at this glass looking at the dark red liquid in his cup. Only in Twilight Shadows could set get this stuff being under age.

"I really don't think that'll work…I always worry about Kira."

Maste smiled.

"Let him go and I'll set you up with a good friend of mine."

Setsuna looked up at this.

"What are you talking about?"

"Do it. Ignore Kira and meet my friend Tetsuya. I promise, he'll be nothing like you've ever experienced."

Setsuna thought for a moment than finally nodded.

"….Okay. I'll see Kira only during our battles. It's not like he calls me much now anyway."

Matse smiled more and Setsuna took a swing from his drink. He put the glass back down and let out a small sigh of relief as the drink went to work on his nervous.

"Good?" Matse asked curiously even though Setsuna knew he already knew the answer.

"As always." Setsuna answered licking what remained off his lips. "Who'd of thought that human blood, could taste so good?" He asked going into a bit of a daze.

"Only Cain and his followers can answer that." Matse replied grabbing Setsuna's glass and beginning to refill it. This boy would prove very useful of his part. Now to just get Tetsuya to agree.

Hitana winced and let out a small groan pulling his covers closer. To many things were flashing across his mind. To many images.

"NO!" Hitana sat up in bed covered in a cold sweat. He took a deep breath trying to study himself, but found he could barely get any air in his lungs. Gasping he grabbing his water and drank the entire glass in one gulp.

"Hitana?"

The lights in his room flickered on and Hitana's head snapped up meeting Uriel's gentle gaze.

"Another nightmare?" He asked soothingly closing the door and than walking over to the bed.

Hitana nodded grabbing his pillow for comfort. Uriel smiled at this and took a seat down on the bed pulling Hitana into a relaxing embrace.

Hitana was like the son he never had, doll the lover he always wanted. In Hades he could remain and be happy, but as it always seemed for Uriel, fate had other plans.

He let out a small sigh stroking Hitana's hair a bit trying to get him to relax.

"Are you ready to tell me about the nightmares?" He asked in a father like tone trying not to scare Hitana, which was something very easily done.

"You wouldn't understand…" Hitana muttered under his breath. The same exact words he always told Uriel. Always the same.

"Why?" He asked as always.

"Because." Hitana replied as he always did. "You only love me half-heartedly."

This talk had happened hundreds of times before, but this time Uriel wanted an answer before his beloved little angel was taken to the physical plane. He would usually let it end here, but no, not this time.

"Hitana. How can you say that?" He asked trying to keep his temper in check.

"Because…." The boy choked back a few sobs. "You're getting rid of me."

Uriel's eyes widened in complete shock.

"Who told you that!" He demanded.

Hitana flinched pulling away from Uriel quickly. Hitana had done nothing wrong, but by nature was always shy and blaming himself for everything.

"N, no! No one told me…you forget….I'm not like others….my dreams…." He started shaking and his grip on the pillow tightened. "I swear I'm only telling you what I saw in my dreams."

Uriel sighed and uttered a small curse. The boy having been beaten for knowing things he shouldn't in the human world was easily scared and hard to calm after frightened.

"Please…you have to believe me! You believed me before!" He cried out hugging his pillow closer.

"Shh." He grabbed Hitana and was forced to drag him back into his arms, a smile on his face. "It's okay. I do believe you." He went on coaxing him. "When you do leave though." He whispered and than went silent choosing his words carefully before going on. "Do not worry. Follow what you think is right and do it."

Hitana nodded slowly and began to relax in Uriel's embrace. After all. When would be the next time he'd ever be near his Lord and Father Uriel?

"Lord Zaphikel." Raziel called out looking around his mater's room. He let out a small sigh seeing him no where and headed back towards the door. Just as he was about to walk through the door though, it slammed shut causing Raziel to fall back onto his butt.

"BOO!" Zaphikel yelled out happily while laughing and dancing around in a circle. "Hello Raziel!"

"Lord Zaphikel!" Raziel groaned sitting up and rubbing his temples. Zaphikel was really starting to get on his nerves.

Zaphikel kept on laughing and walked over to his desk. He sat down in it and smiled brightly at his little angel.

"Now. What is it that you wanted?" He asked calmly as though what had just happened a few minutes ago never did.

Raziel let out a small sigh and got to his feet brushing himself off.

"I received word from Doll. Hitana will be sent to the human world before the human morning."

"Hmm…I do have to wonder though. The boy is quite soft and shy…."

"Actually." Raziel cut into Zaphikel's thoughts. "Uriel gave Hitana a special power up. Doll said he'll be able to perform his tasks easily."

"Hmm….well I guess there's nothing to worry about." Zaphikel mused resting his head in both hands. :Though the boy is shy and soft, is spirit is strong. I do hope Uriel's "Power up" will even affect the boy.:

Raziel nodded to him and with a small bow headed towards the door.

"Oh, and Raziel." Raziel stopped at the door and looked to his master.

"Yes Lord Zaphikel?" He asked.

"The outfit you have on today makes you look rather cute." He said as though he had hundreds of times.

"Eh, Lo, Lord Zaphikel!" Raziel screamed out blushing. It was true, he was wearing a different outfit than normal, but that was because Zaphikel had destroyed his other ones. He was borrowing one of his friends right now, which more or less looked like a human's private school boy uniform. The top looked like the top of a Chinese kimono almost and the pants normal slacks. The shirt a dark blue with a gold trim, pants also a dark blue matching the shirt.

Zaphikel started laughing seeing the blush on Raziel's face.

"It suits you quite well."

"Lord Zaphikel! Go do some work!" He yelled back, the only thing he knew he could really say, and nearly ran out of the room slamming the door shut behind himself.

"Than again…" Zaphikel thought out loud. "Those long pants and shirt sleeves cover up those cut legs and ass you have."

"As the ruler of Heaven I can leave whenever I want." Rosiel said his eyes narrowed at the gate keeper.

"Y, yes, but it-" the gate keeper stammered, but was cut off by Rosiel. The ache in Rosiel's heart continued to grow and he deeply wanted to see his Katan again. His purplish blue haired beauty. The one that meant the most to him.

"I do not take disobediences lightly." He said growling. "No one, not even God himself will keep me away from Katan. Do you understand?" The inorganic angel asked grabbing the gate keeper by the chin. "No one." He ripped the angel's head off and threw it onto the ground.

Rosiel smiled at his hand work and walked through the gate. He was going home and this time, he wasn't coming back without Katan.

"Not again." Raphael sighed glaring at the blood stains on the ground and the head that had been carelessly thrown across the ground. Sighing again he walked over to the body and started to clean up Rosiel's mess. :The third one this month.: He thought to himself with a sigh. "Why can't he just tell the gate keeper where he's going, why, and a good estimate of when he'll be back! That's all they ask for!" The angel of wind screamed while picking up the mess.

Not only was it wrong though to do something like this. It was getting to be harder and harder to find gate keeper replacements!

TBC

I think this chapter is a bit longer than the first one. Not by much though, eh. Who knows. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoyed that chapter, I'll try and update soon again. See yeah than.

Nasakea:Sticks tongue out: Maybe……

Sesshys Desire: Lol. Well, actually, there's a reason for that. And it's just starting to show why in this chapter. Hope you like.

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