Disclaimer: I own nothing except Alex and maybe other characters i decide to add.
Alex's Pov:
I'm so confused I really care about Dave but I can't help wondering what might have been if I had stayed in St. Louis. Randy and I had always had this connection we can read eachother almost all he has to do is look at me and know something is wrong. I ran away once when i was 14 I made it back to St. Louis I stayed for a week with my aunt but I was afraid to see Randy because I was so different then and i was afraid he would be too. I eventually went back to Boston and when my mom asked me where i had went and why to told her I went home to visit. Now I was sitting outside the arena thinking I didn't even hear Randy come and sit next to me.
"You really shoudn't smoke it's not good for you" he said.
I jumped a little in surprise but then i relaxed.
"It's not real I quit a year ago but the cravings are a bitch so I used bubble gum one to ease them" I told him
"I never pictured you a person who would smoke" he said
"I was 14 and stupid" I said
"Can I ask you a question?"
"Yeah sure shoot" I said
"Do you ever wonder what would have happened if you had stayed I mean who knows we could be married right now" he said
That was a possibility our parents had always planned on Randy and I getting married. But of course we protested we were 5 we didn't want to marry our bestfriends. I laughed.
"Yeah I think about it sometimes" I said
"How's your mom?" he asked changing the subject.
"You're changing the subject, she's fine now do you think about it?" I asked
"I don't want to talk about it" he said
"You do don't you" I teased
"No" he said
"You are a liar" I said
Then he did something that suprised me he leaned over and kissed me. I kissed him back for a minute but then I pushed him away.
"What are we doing I'm engaged to Dave" I said
"Alex I'm sorry I don't know what came over me" he appologized.
"It's ok just don't tell anyone about this ok" I said
He nodded but looked a little disappointed.
"I've missed you" he said as he walked away.
I put my head in my hands and sighed. Things just got a whole lot worse.