2nd Chapter.
Hiei's Pov
I don't know why I felt so cold with in my self I had done nothing wrong. It was that slut of a Youko thinking he can just sleep around whenever he wants……well no way I wont have It we are through……..but that look……that look he gave me when he saw me with that women. Jealous fox……hn…….or saddened fox… I don't know what to do I am so confused….. I just want to go and rip out the throats of every single person who slept with him….including him….but then I just want to go to him and hold him till the pain is gone from those beautiful eyes of his…but I cant …..then he would consider me weak…. I need to talk to someone about this …..someone wise…that's it.
Hiei then ran off into the night to the temple of Genkai….
When he arrived the old woman was sitting under a tree meditating…..or something….. "Hiei what brings you here?", Genkai asked without opening her eyes. "Hn….", he replied curtly. Genkai then got up from her sitting position and walked toward Hiei. "Surly you did not come all the way out here to say hn and leave?", she stated sarcastically. "Its about Kurama", he looked down to his feet sadly. "Oh…. I heard…..So you came here for advice huh?...well I have some advice for you…." She said while walking closer to the Koorime. She sat him down on the bench. "Hiei…….bad things happen and sometimes there is nothing you can do about them….I know about your little secret..". Hiei then unsheathed his sword and pointed it to Genkai's neck. "Put it away Hiei its not worth getting beat", she stated. He glared at her and sat down….She continued "You see Hiei everyone has scars on there hearts otherwise they would be a shallow bastard….or at least that is what a great demon once said…", Hiei blushed at this remembering how he had said those exact same words to Kurama a while back.. Hiei let the old woman continue.. "Now even though Kurama has done some things most likely regrettably you should comfort him and….and fix your problems".
"I should never have come to you…you have gone senile in your old age…", Hiei snarled at Genkai. "Hiei please sit back down and listen……The Flower that blooms in adversity is the most rarest and beautiful of all….", She ended with a sigh. Hiei sat contemplating what she had said. "What is that supposed to mean?", he asked rudely. She chuckled faintly…. "It means Hiei ….you don't meet a guy like that every decade", She then broke out in fits of laughter. I still don't see what's so funny but she was right you don't meet someone as great as Kurama everyday……I miss him so much…it sounds so pathetic of me….but I do….I love him so much how could he do something like this to me….I just want to go back to the way we were before….I have to speak to him….I must! I Flit off again this time toward Kurama's apartment…
When I arrived it started to rain again. I wiped my hand across the foggy glass to get a better look inside. What I saw was nothing out of the ordinary except for Kurama lying in his bed with medicine covering his nightstand. What was that for? Was he sick? I had to know….. but I didn't want to scare Kurama or his mother if she was here most likely taking care of him. So I went to the door. I knocked once. Knocked twice. No answer. So I just let himself in…I had never been or even seen this part of Kurama's apartment so I was easily intrigued at all the pictures lining the wall. I saw one with Kurama at probably the age of three….smiling cutely with a spelling bee award in his hand. Whatever the hell a spelling bee is, it sounded stupid….I found the stair case leading up and took it. I had to smell around for Kurama's room because I didn't want to walk into the other ones accidentally. It didn't take very long seeing as how I smelled the strong scent of roses. I gently opened the door so as not to wake up the sleeping Kitsune. I glided across the floor towards his bed, kneeled by the side of Kurama and placed my hand to his forehead. I quickly took my hand away feeling his burning temperature. Surprised I felt again. Oh no. He has a high fever this may not be good…. "Hiei….." He said my name he must be having a dream. "Hiei don't leave me please don't leave me ! I love you! Please……" Tears leaked down from Kurama's eyes. I started to feel the aching in my heart again "Kurama I will never forgive you for what you did and may never trust you again…but I cant ever stop loving you…" Kurama started to open his eyes a little and seeing me he gasped and pulled the covers over his head. Scared out of my wits I almost bolted out the door but stood my ground. A smile re placed my saddened look and I tried to pull the covers from his face but he just wouldn't budge. " Please Hiei go away…I don't deserve to look at you" I could hear him say. I tried again to pull the covers down but alas he was pretty strong. "Kurama please take the covers off of your face…I want to talk to you" It took a second but suddenly the covers slowly slipped from his covered face. When his whole head was revealed my breath caught in my throat. He was so beautiful even when sad. His eyes were brimmed with water and his cheeks were stained with tears giving it a red glow. When he looked at me he smiled faintly but then it turned to sadness. New tears fell from his eyes. He then cried freely unable to stop. I just couldn't take it anymore so I grabbed him and pulled his head into my chest. A muffled voice reached my ears "Im so sorry Hiei…I never meant to hurt you…I love you so much… Can you ever forgive me?". I had my head rested on top of his head and he was snuggled against me. I thought about it for a moment… " No…" His breath hitched and he pulled away. He wiped the tears away with his hand and said unemotionally " I understand…I blame only myself…goodbye Hiei…just know that I love you" He started to get up but I pulled him back down. He looked at me confused. "You didn't let me finish what I was saying" He sat waiting. "No I will not forgive you and no I will never really trust you…" He looked like tears were going to spill again. "…but I would die if I never got to see your smile or be with you again" His eyes shone and he smiled brightly. Pulling me into a hug he asked "are you serious? Do you want to be with me again?" I nodded and could feel his smile against my shirt. " I am so sorry Hiei….I know you would never do anything like that to me…". I couldn't breath after he said that. He pulled away worried and asked " Whats wrong ?". I cant lie to him…I had to tell him the truth but what if he gets angry at me. "Kurama…you know that night we went to Yusukes Christmas party?" He nodded and looked very confusedly at me. "Well you do remember how we got a bit mad at each other and you had Yusuke take you home? Botan…she needed a ride home too and so I …gave her one…" he still looked a little confused but then started to tear up at the realization. "…I was just so mad at you and she was so drunk I didn't think she would remember…" Kurama's anger started to show. "I don't know why I did it….but I love you and it would never happen again I swear" He stood up and glared at me "How could you Hiei! Do you know what that could be considered as? RAPE! That's what! Does she know about this huh! I cant believe this….I cant believe you! I feel so sick right now…you had me feeling guilty when you're the one who cheated…with a friend! I cant believe this! Why don't you leave! I cant handle this kind of stress! I cant even look at you! Leave!". I stood sullenly and looked into his eyes. "Please Kurama…". " No I cannot forgive you…or trust you…ever." There was a cold look in his eyes, that once brilliant green hue was gone replaced by cold hard dark green. I ran from his room, down the stairs and into the cold night air. Tears cascaded to the floor as I ran into the safety of the woods. My home. My sanctuary…..