I
couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it
everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the
same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many,
too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she
belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where
she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to
dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside,
find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find
what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too
many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she
belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where
she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to
dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her
dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen
behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's
fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She
wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken
inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her
eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh
oh
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
Randy's Pov
I woke up the next morning Alex was still asleep so I decided to just to watch her. It's amazing how much I missed her the connection we share is very strong it is like we can read eachother just by looking at one another. She stirred a little so I laid back down I didn't want her to know I was watching her. She opened her eyes.
"Hey morning Beautiful" I said
"Morning" she replied
"How did you sleep?" I asked
"After the nightmare I slept fine" she said
"Well we should get up and get something to eat" I said as I stood up. She did the same and then stretched. We walked down stairs to find my mother making breakfast
"Hey you two" she said
"Hey" we replied at the same time
"I'm making choclate chip pancakes" she told us.
"Yes!" Alex exclaimed
Both my mother and I looked at her.
"What did you think I would forget Elaine's famous choclate chip pancakes" she said
I just rolled my eyes.
"Alex you are one of a kind" I said
"Yeah and don't you ever forget that" she said
My mother laughed.
"Do you two ever stop when you were kids you used to argue 14 years of seperation some things don't change do they?" she asked
I just smirked and waited for Alex to answer she seemed to be thinking.
"Somethings do change" she said
"Ok enough deep pondering let's just eat" Elaine commented
We all ate.
Alex's Pov
After breakfast Randy and I just hung out the next house show wasn't for another three days so we were in no hurry I was having a blast just hanging out with Randy and his family. It was about 2:30 in the afternoon and Randy, Becky,Nathan, and I were in the living room watching a movie. We were watching Troy it was a good movie but I wasn't really paying attention I had this nagging feeling that something was wrong but I didn't know what. Then my cell phone rang I stepped outside into the back yard.
"Hello" I said
"Is this Alexandria Hart?" a male voice asked on the other end of the phone.
"Yes" I answered
"Is your fiancee David Bautista?"
"Yes is everything ok?" I asked
"Ma'am I sorry to have to tell you this but you fiancee was involved in a car accident and he was pronounced DOA when the paramedics got there"
Randy's Pov
I noticed something out of the corner of my eye. Alex had fallen to her knees I could tell something was wrong. I went outside only to find Alex hysterically crying.
"Alex what's the matter?" I asked
"Dave is dead"
Well another chapter finished. I'm not really sure what to do next review and give me some ideas. Also the song in the beginning was by Avril Lavigne just in case you didn't know.
