Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way that I say I love You
This is the way that I say I'm Yours
This is the way, this is the way Learning to breathe-Switchfoot

A/N: People were asking me where the twins were when Randy left they were at his sister's house so no he did not leave them alone.

Randy's Pov

I got home at about 3. I was completely wasted which wasn't like me the only other time would have been When Alex and I got married no I don't want to think about her. She left and broke my heart once before it isn't going to happen again. Sure I loved her but what does love get you nothing but heartache. I staggered inside the house I was about to go upstairs and pass out when I noticed someone sitting in my living room in the dark.

"Who's there?" I asked

"Randy honey it's mom" she said

"What the hell are you doing here" I asked stumbling forward.

"Making amends but first we need to sober you up" she replied

She helped me into the bathroom and then turned on the shower and left. The hot water hit my body it clearedmy mind a little. Just enough for me to think straight. I walked to my room and threw on a pair of pajama paints normally I sleep in my boxers but I felt more comfortable wearing paints in front of my mother. Mom was in the kitchen when I walked in she handed me a cup of black coffee. I drank it and sat down.

"Feeling better?" she asked

"I guess except for my heart being ripped out by my own wife" I replied

"It's not her fault honey" she said

"How is it not her fault it's not like anyone pushed her out the door?" I asked infuriated

"Honey do you remember about a year ago you dropped the kids off and Danielle was there?" she asked

"Yeah and I had a really bad feeling" I said remembering the day "but what does that have to do with anything"

"When Danielle's mother died I promised her that you and Danielle would be together but never did I expect you to find Alex, so when Danielle came back she wanted to collect what she thought was her's and I didn't want to help her but she said if I didn't she would kill Alex and the babies and I couldn't take that risk" she explained.

"So basically you helped her rip my marriage apart" I said after a few minutes.

"What would you have wanted me to do?" she cried "I don't know how she found out about Adam but she did"

"So Alex really thought she was seeing Adam?" I asked

"Yeah that was her plan to make Alex think she was crazy and a danger to her family so she would leave" Mom answered

"If what you are telling me is true then Alex will go to the one person who would never doubt her sanity" I said running upstairs

"Randy what are you doing?" Mom asked

"I have to get her back, listen I want you to call the police and then I want you and dad to get Becky,Nate and the twins and go somewhere safe ok" I told her. She nodded.

"Randy I'm so sorry for all of this" she said

"It's ok mom you were only doing what you thought was right" I said. I left I just hope I'm right about where Alex is going.

A/N: Where is Randy going? Does he really know where Alex is? Will he get there in time before she does something stupid? Stay tuned and find out.