Now baby there were times when selfishly
I'm wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and just be there:
Where you are
Where you and I can breathe together
(and we will breathe together baby)
Once again (oh, we'll be dancing in the moonlight)
We'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to be
And you'll be smilin back at me
(only then will I be free) Where you are-Jessica Simpson feat. Nick Lachey

Alex's Pov

I woke up the next morning to find Randy gone part of me knew he would be gone but that didn't stop it from hurting. But I needed to live my life until we could be together again. It was kind of like I was loosing Randy like I lost Dave but obviously not exactly the same kind of loss. I went into the bathroom and ran the shower. When I came out I found the note Randy had left me.

Alex

It killed me to leave this morning but it had to be done if not being able to hold you in my arms for a while will keep you safe then I'll do it. I will se you soon I love you with my heart and soul.

Randy

I found out that Randy had sent all my clothes from one house to another and that when I finally did go downstairs that this was a hide away house. Deacon and Destiny ran towards me when I reached the bottom of the stairs.

"Hey you two mommy has missed you so much" I said picking them up.

"Miss" Deacon said

This suprised me I didn't expect him to have learned some new words while I was gone. I walked into a very crowded kitchen. Elanie,Bob,Becky,Nate,Malcom,Ric,and Paul were preparing to eat breakfast.

"Ok I can understand why most of you are here but why are Ric and Paul here?" I asked

"We're your kidnappers/bodyguards" Ric informed me

I rolled my eyes.

"Great my husband couldn't get real bodyguards" I joked

"He didn't trust anyone else" Paul remarked

Bob took Destiny from me and put her in her highchair and I did the same with Deacon. We ate quietly well as quietly a 10 people could eat.

"We heard about Dave's grandmother" Becky said

"Yeah but she is in a better place now" I replied

"Alex could I talk to you in the other room?" Elaine asked

The other three Orton family members looked at eachother.

"Yeah sure" I said as we left the kitchen

"Alex I don't know if you know about this yet but I helped Danielle and I'm truly sorry I didn't want to but she said she would kill you and the twins"

"It's ok I'm just glad you told me and that the police are going to catch that nut and put her where she belongs" I replied

"Alex I am sorry" she said

"I know and I'm sure you were doing the right thing I've known you my whole life and I know you wouldn't intentionally st out to hurt Randy and I" I said

She smiled a little and then sighed I could tell she was relieved that I had forgiven her.