Chapter 2: Beginning to Heal
It took nearly a week for Kagome to heal from her injuries. And all through that time her mind was plagued by dreams of her betrayal. It hurt her deeply that someone she had trusted for so long, whom she had put her entire faith in, would betray her so quickly.
She could not forget the pure desire she had seen in his eyes. Nor the shivers that had run down her spine as he had caressed her body. Had she not gotten away...oh she didn't even want to imagine the things that could have happened to her. No, she did not dare think such treacherous thoughts.
And what of the power he had spoken of. Yes, she was powerful but not beyond reason, as Malachi had made it sound. She wondered if she could really hold such power, but then thought against it. Her mother would've told her if she could. The Goddess did not leave her chosen in the dark, at least not for long. But Malachi would've.
She remembered; he would've left her shrouded in mist for all eternity. His little slave, his little whore. She growled and turned over in her sleep as she thought about it. And it was then that Kagome had an urge to kill. She had hunted before, and she was very good at it. But she had never hunted for the sheer pleasure of it.
However now, she wanted to hunt Malachi to make him pay for what he tried to do to her. She wanted to see him writhe like a worm on a hook. And it was those same thoughts that snapped her awake. Holding her head in her hand, she pushed back the evil thoughts of torture. Kagome was not a killer, let alone one who did it for joy.
She then looked around her to find herself in a lavishly decorated room. She lay on a queen sized canopy bed with snow white satin sheets and comforter. The black oak fore-poster bed had a protective feel to it, she felt safe on it. The room itself was luxurious albeit the simple coloring.
The only colors of the room were black and white, because of that; it took her a moment to realize that she wasn't colorblind. The faux fur rug was alabaster white along with the walls and comforter. The ceiling was black but bore the image of the night sky, complete with stars and moon. Kagome stared at the image of the moon; but it was a cresent so it would not bear her mother's face.
She sighed and got out of bed. She stretched out her wings for a moment and found they were still sore; she would need to be careful so as not to strain them. That taken care of she began to examine the rest of her room.
All the furniture was made of polished black oak, just like the bed. It was as richly carved as the bed, she noticed. The bed had landscapes carved into it. The bureau, chest, bookcase, and desk bore pictures of flowers and trees.
The vanity she found had been carved entirely from ebony, she had never heard of such a thing. But it was beautiful nonetheless. She stared momentarily at her reflection. Her eyes were a little blood-shot, and her cheeks were tear-stained. It was obvious that she had been crying, and that made her even angrier.
Because of what had happened, the thought of being weak and or helpless made her sick. She needed to get stronger, and she would.
A knock on the door diverted Kagome's attention from her own problems. Another knock came and Kagome realized the person was awaiting her reply. "Come in." She croaked; her voice was yet to heal from the ordeal. The door creaked open and in scurried a small mouse hanyou.
She scurried in quickly and stared at Kagome. Her beady black eyes widened with awe and reverence. She was small, only about 4'9" in height with gray-white skin and dark brown hair. Her rat-like tail twitched nervously as she shifted her weight from foot to foot.
"Good morning my lady." She said skittishly as if she was afraid Kagome might bite her. "Good morning." Kagome replied while watching her very closely. She noticed a few minutes later that it unnerved the little hanyou even more. Kagome had forgotten how much her eyes could bother people.
"Where am I, who are you?" She asked. "You, milady, are in the Western Lands. Lord Sesshoumaru brought you here." A shudder ran down Kagome's spine. She had heard that name before. Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, was not known for his generosity. "And me milady, I am Camela. Sesshoumaru-sama assigned me to oversee you when you arose." She declared.
"Oversee me? I am not a child that needs to be looked after. ." Kagome replied, in nearly a growl. Her wings unfurled making her look much larger than she was. Camela began to fidget even more. "It is what milord said, Lady Kagome. I was only following orders." She declared, even her voice was as meek as a mouse.
Kagome realized that she had to be careful with the little hanyou, if she did not; she would more likely than not scare her away. "I'm sorry Camela, you're right." That seemed to scare her even more. Her eyes bulged at Kagome's statement. "Milady, you should not apologize to the likes of me, I am but a mere servant." Camela said.
"Social rank does not matter to me Camela, if I do something wrong I should apologize." The little hanyou merely shook her head then began to scurry around dusting. After a moment she asked. "Would my lady like a bath?" It then dawned on Kagome how much she needed one.
"Yes, please." She replied, and saw a noticeable grimace run through Camela when she said 'please'. Camela came over to her bedside and pulled on a silk cord that Kagome had just noticed. Moment's later servants glided into the room, some carried towels, other had soap or scented oils, but they all headed in the same direction.
Camela beckoned for her to follow them and Kagome did. She found herself in a spacious bathroom. The tub was carved out of the wall and lined with red, gold, and orange tiles. The ceiling was designed like a sunset and was accented by the tiles. The tub was already filled with hot water. The servants staid as if waiting for something.
"They are waiting for you Lady Kagome, they are your bath attendants." Camela told her. Realization hit Kagome like a ton of bricks. "Oh no." She declared. "That is very...kind of them...but I can bath myself." The women began to shift nervously at her words. Summoning her courage, Camela told her.
"Milady these are Lord Sesshoumaru's order, they were assigned to attend to your bath as I am to attend to your rooms. I do not think Lord Sesshoumaru would be pleased with us for not carrying out his word, or with you milady for opposing them." Kagome sighed; she knew this was a battle she could not win, so she relented.
Slipping off her nightgown, Kagome slid into the tub. With nothing else to hinder them, her attendants took to their jobs. One washed Kagome's hair, two did her nails, while the last two scrubbed her skin. Kagome found that she did not like this...pampering.
But for the sake of her servants she'd endure it until she spoke to the demon lord. She wondered what would've happened had she not let them do their job. Would the Lord have punished them for her decision? And if so, how? Then remembering the stories she'd heard of the infamous lord, she realized she didn't want to know.
She was drawn away from her thoughts by the sound of someone clearing their throat. It was Camela; apparently the bath was over. With eyes turned down, one of her attendants offered Kagome her hand. She took it and was gently pulled out of the tub where she was then dried off and dressed in a chic midnight blue gown.
It was made of fine satin and was embroidered with black opals. It was cut off the shoulders, to allow her wings freedom of movement. As well as revealing Kagome's elegant shoulders and seemly neck. It slid inward emphasizing her small waist then spread out to form a flowing skirt. A sapphire pendant was placed around her neck and rested just above her mother's symbol.
Finished with their duties, her servants bowed and left. Kagome sighed with relief and hoped she could talk the demon lord out of this being a regular occurrence. She was too independent to want people to wait on her hand and foot everyday. It was then that Kagome realized that Camela was still in the room.
"Would my lady like a tour of the grounds, it would be a good idea for you to get acquainted with it. It's fairly easy to get lost." She asked. Kagome thought about it for a while, a walk would help her clear her mind. And if she could get into an open space she could test her wings.
"That would be nice, but could we also go to the gardens?" She asked. She was sure that if this place was as big as the hanyou claimed, it must have garden. Camela thought about it for a while and then replied. "Yes milady, I will take you. If you will follow me?" She said beckoning to the door. Kagome followed swiftly behind.
The moment Kagome opened the door, she was tackled by two very large, very furry creatures. Laughing she pushed her companions off her. "Good morning Moonlight and Dusk, did you miss me?" Their anxious faces answered her question. They gave wolfish grins and brushed against her side. Camela cleared her throat again and Kagome rose to her feet to follow again.
She had not dreamed that the palace could be this big; the corridors were at least fifteen feet high. The gray concrete walls were slightly imposing, and Kagome felt the urge to walk closer to Camela for some unseen reason. A reddish-brown rug ran down the length of the corridor leading the way.
There were countless doors and Kagome wondered how many she could get into. She made a note to test the doors when she returned. She saw many servants scurrying around tending to their certain duties. But she also noticed that they treated Camela with a mixture of distaste and aloofness.
She could not understand why they seemed to shun her, and noticed that when walking by one of them Camela normally held her head down. Kagome was so wrapped up in her own thoughts that she forgets to pay attention to where she was going. Before she had the chance to memorize the way, they were already in the gardens.
Her jaw dropped as she walked into the sunshine. Kagome had never expected to see such splendor. The garden was in full bloom and full of live. There seemed to be every kind of flower imaginable. She hadn't seen such gorgeous flowers since her mother's gardens.
"It is to my lady's liking?" Camela asked. "Yes." Kagome replied. "Yes it is." Camela smiled at Kagome's shocked expression, she seemed to relax more out in the open. "I helped plant and grow most of them, I am glad to you like it Lady Kagome." She admitted.
"I like it very much Camela, you did a fine job." Camela blushed and curtsied. "You are safe within the barrier Lady Kagome, feel free to look around." She told Kagome. Camela bowed again then scuttled away, without another word. Kagome sighed.
****Just when she was beginning to open up.**** Kagome thought.
She began to wonder around the garden, it truly was a beautiful place. Irrigated streams and ponds gave life-giving water to all the foliage. A variety of trees produced both shade and protection from outside visitors. And the amazing array of flowers was spectacular.
There were roses, lilies, lilacs, daisies, tulips, hydrangeas, hibiscuses, magnolias, carnations, freesia, jasmine, chamomile, and thousands more with even more colors. Kagome could not help but feel at home here. She always felt at home in the wilds. She could tell that a lot of love had gone into making this garden what it was today.
Her attention shifted when she heard the sound of laughter. Curious, Kagome followed the sound to a clearing. There she saw a small girl child running away from a squealing toad youkai. In her hand was a staff with two grotesque heads on top, apparently she had stolen it from the demon.
The child giggled with glee as the demon fought in vain to catch her. The demon stopped when he saw her, he glared at Kagome while panting. The child laughed even more when she saw this, but did not pay attention to where she was going and collided with Kagome. She fell back and stared at her.
"Hello little one." Kagome said with a welcoming smile. Realizing she had nothing to fear, she returned the smile and stood up. But in that moment she had forgotten about the toad and he picked her up with his newly recovered staff. "Now I've got you, you filthy human." It croaked in a squeaky voice.
The child squirmed and tried to free herself, but it was in vain. Seeing this made Kagome's temper rise. "Put her down." Kagome growled, her voice like rolling thunder. The toad stared at her for a moment. "And who are you to order me, wench." Kagome's eyes narrowed with anger, and the air around her began to heat up as her wings unfurled.
She lifted her hand at the demon. "I am Kagome Higurashi, Daughter of the Moon and Heir to the Heavens, whereas you are just a lowly demon." The little toad began to float off the ground and the child was placed safely down nearby. She stared in awe, the youkai in a panic. "And I am NOT a wench." She then threw him into a thorny bush.
The youkai squealed and yelped as he fought to free himself from the thorny branches. The girl child was rolling on the floor with laughter. "Serves you right Jaken." She giggled then came over to Kagome. Jaken in reply muttered under his breath and ran away as fast as his tiny legs could carry him.
When the child had regained some of her composure, she ran over and gave Kagome a big hug. (^_^ isn't that cute) "Well you welcome." Kagome laughed. "What is your name little one?" She asked looking down into large chocolate brown eyes. "Rin's name is Rin." The child replied, Kagome smiled at her lack of proper English.
"And your name is Kagome?" Rin asked, a big grin on her face. "Yes it is little one, now what are you doing out here by yourself?" Kagome inquired. "Rin-chan is always out here by Rin's self, unless Jaken is here, and Rin no like Jaken." She replied. "I can see why." Kagome muttered.
It must have been then that Rin saw Kagome's wings and her companions. She gasped and stared at them. "No need to worry Rin, there just my wings they cannot hurt you." She declared knowing full well that it was a lye. "Dusk and Moonlight are friendly, they won't hurt you either." Rin still looked questioningly at her.
Kagome sighed and tugged a feather from off her right wing and handed it her. Rin smiled and twirled it between her fingers. "Thank you Kagome-sama, Rin like." She giggled. Rin extended her hand cautiously to Moonlight; the she-wolf approached just as cautiously and sniffed her hand. Her tail wagged slightly and she licked Rin's hand.
Rin laughed and pulled it back. Kagome stared at her for a moment. The child did not seem to belong here, she did not act like a servant and yet she was not nobility. Who was she? "Little one, how did you get here, where are your parent?" Kagome asked.
Rin's eyes shadowed for a moment. "Rin's parents died long ago Kagome-sama. When villagers no want Rin around, Sesshoumaru-sama took Rin in. He took care of Rin." Kagome stared at her amazed.
****He adopted her? ***** She realized.
****What a noble thing to do.**** She added. Kagome had to shake herself when she thought that.
****I am not supposed to think he's noble.**** She reminded herself.
"Does Kagome-sama like flowers?" Rin asked, ushering to the thousands of varieties around them. "Yes, I like flowers very much." Kagome replied. "Will Kagome-sama help Rin grow flowers?" Kagome nodded and was rewarded with a massive grin from Rin.
Rin took her hand and pulled Kagome towards a patch of newly blossoming earth. She smiled proudly down at the buds. "This is Rin-chan's garden. Sesshoumaru-sama let Rin use it." Kagome knelt down a few feet away from her, Dusk and Moonlight did the same only closer to Rin; they seemed to like her. Kagome watched Rin plant some seeds.
"Rin-chan likes her garden." She declared. "I can see that Rin, you can tell when a person puts a lot of love in something." Kagome declared while scanning quickly over the earth. She's planted carnations, tulips, magnolias, and ruby lilies which were all just starting to bloom. Except, she noticed, the rose bush at the end.
"Little one, why have the roses not bloomed?" Kagome asked. Rin looked up from what she was doing and sighed towards the roses. "Rin-chan has not been able to make those grow. Rin think flowers no like Rin." She said, close to a sniffle. Kagome sympathized with her. When she was little she had trouble growing things, but that was then.
"I'm sure the flowers like you a lot Rin." Kagome told her. "I think there a little shy, that's why they haven't sprouted yet. You have to make them feel welcome, make them feel like you want them here." Rin stared up at her. "How do I do that." She asked uncertainly. "Close your eyes Rin, picture they blooming. In your mind tell them you want them to bloom. Tell them you want them to grow big and strong, let them know you mean them no harm."
For a moment, Rin stared at her not sure if she should do such an odd task. But realizing she had nothing to loose she closed her eyes and did as she was told. Kagome smiled, she didn't think there would be anything wrong with helping out the flowers herself.
She pointed a finger at the patch of grass. Pale green light glowed around her hand and flowed towards the patch. Then the rose bushes began to grow. They bloomed a moment later, producing red, gold, white and pink roses. Kagome smiled and whispered to Rin. "Look Rin."
She shrieked with glee when she saw the row of flowering bushes. "Kagome-sama it worked! Rin made the flowers come! Rin made the flowers come!" She exclaimed. Kagome smiled down at her, pleased to have made the child so happy. But then she began to feel light-headed, her world was spinning and she flopped back down clutching her head.
Dusk whined and came to lick her face. Rin noticed too. "Is Kagome-sama alright?" Rin asked. Kagome smiled weakly up at her. "Yes little one I'm fine, just a little tired. Rin picked one of the red roses and gave it to Kagome. "Here Kagome-sama, make you feel better fast." She declared. "Thank you Rin, really I'm fine." Kagome told her.
"It will be of no use to try to deter her, angel." A deep elegant voice declared. Kagome spun around to see the most handsome man she'd ever met. "Once she has made up her mind, it is hard to change." He added.
He had beautiful ivory skin that was flawless and finely chiseled. His face itself was accented by twin magenta stripes on each cheeks and a crescent moon on his forehead. Flowing white hair was caressed by the wind around him. He wore a simple yet elegant white kimono with bluish-gray armor.
He observed her with golden eyes with a mixture of reserve and curiosity. For a moment all they could do was stare at each other. It was Rin who broke the silence. "Sesshoumaru-sama!" She squealed and ran to embrace him. The image reminded Kagome of that between child and father. She could not help but smile.
"Sesshoumaru-sama, Kagome-sama helped Rin grow flowers. Look!" She said ushering to the row of roses bushes. "They are nice Rin." He said, it was obvious to Kagome alone that this was not a normal happening for the demon lord to show compassion. She applauded him for the effort.
"I believe the Lady Kagome is a little tired, why don't you go pick some nice flowers for her and bring them back here." He told her. Rin smiled and did as she was told. "Be right back Kagome-sama." She called back to them, Dusk followed her making sure that nothing would happen to her.
When Sesshoumaru was sure she was out of hearing range he asked. "Who are you, angel?" Kagome stared at him, she'd never been referred to as an angel. Being called one now made her bring her wings close to her body. "I am Kagome Higurashi." She declared honestly. "But what is your relationship to Her?" He asked pointed to the symbol on her chest.
"I am Her daughter and heir to Her throne." He was satisfied with that answer. Sesshoumaru would not press the issue out here. To many could be listening. "How did you get here?" Was the last question he would ask. "Betrayal hit me hard, I fell a long way." That was the only answer he would get for the moment.
It was then that Rin reappeared laden down with an array of flowers. "Here Kagome-sama, Rin think these make you better." Kagome smiled at her and her innocence. Then Rin turned to Sesshoumaru and asked. "Is she Rin's new okassan (hope I spelled it right)?" She inquired. "No little one, I am not your okassan." Kagome replied.
The child frowned. The question took them both by surprise. Although it was more apparent to Kagome. "Sesshoumaru-sama, Kagome very pretty. Is she Sesshoumaru-sama's mate?" Kagome's eyes widened at such a thing. "No Rin, she is not my mate." He declared firmly. This time it was Sesshoumaru, Kagome could have sworn that he was blushing ever so slightly. ^_^
Rin held her head down and asked her final question. "Is Kagome-sama Rin's new mother?" She asked sheepishly. Kagome found she was lost for words. She felt sorry for the child. "I am sorry little one, but I cannot be your mother." The laughter from her eyes disappeared. Kagome's heart clenched at the sight.
Moonlight must've sensed the tension and bounded off, she returned with a branch firmly in her jaw. Presenting it before Rin, she wagged her tail patiently. Kagome mouthed a 'thank you'. Rin understood the attempt and threw the stick. Moonlight took off after it, with Dusk close behind. She laughed as they tripped each other up trying to get to it first.
Seeing her happy again, relaxed them both. By the third go, you wouldn't have guess that Rin had been forlorn. "You should be healing." Sesshoumaru told her, his voice controlled as he said this. As if it were common knowledge and need not be emphasized. Kagome stared at him. "Since when are you my keeper?" She demanded.
"Since you fell from the sky and nearly got molested by thirty-thousand youkai." He replied in the same tone. Kagome shuddered at the numbers. Could she really have brought that many? "You have already begun to heal, but you are not finished." He told her. "And how can I finish healing?" She wondered aloud.
"Acceptance, conquering, and meditation." He replied simply. Kagome stared at him. "What does that mean." It was not until then that he truly looked at her. "Accept what has happened to you, conquer whatever fears you have, and meditate to control whatever caused the former."
He did not know exactly what had caused her to fall from the sky, but he had an idea. And something inside of Sesshoumaru knew that she needed to be ready for whatever followed her. "I suggest you start today." He added.
Kagome 'hmphed', not sure if she should listen. But the idea was a good one nonetheless. Meditation had helped her before; maybe it would help her again. She rose to her feet and smoothed out the crinkles in her dress, she then stared to walk away in search of a secluded spot to meditate.
"When you are finished, Camela will bring you to my study." He too then stood up and walked away. Kagome found his arrogance a little grating, but at the moment she had other thins to worry about. She stole a glance at Dusk, Moonlight and Rin. The three were happily chasing each other. She smiled a final time then walked in the opposite direction.
She found a pond with a large boulder over looking it slightly. She flapped her wings testing. She felt no pain so she launched herself forward and landed gracefully on the massive rock. The view was nice, it was quiet and serene. The perfect place to meditate.
As she sat there, legs crossed with palms facing upwards, Sesshoumaru's words crossed through her mind.
**** Accept what has happened to you, conquer whatever fears you have, and meditate to control whatever caused the former.****
It was only the memory of the thought, but it haunted her a little. She accepted what had happened. She would meditate, but she did not know which fear she would need to conquer. Maybe it would come to during the meditation. With a sigh, she cleared her mind and began breathing deeply. Her last thought being.
****I will heal; there is no doubt in that. But what comes next?**** And to that, she had no answer.
It took nearly a week for Kagome to heal from her injuries. And all through that time her mind was plagued by dreams of her betrayal. It hurt her deeply that someone she had trusted for so long, whom she had put her entire faith in, would betray her so quickly.
She could not forget the pure desire she had seen in his eyes. Nor the shivers that had run down her spine as he had caressed her body. Had she not gotten away...oh she didn't even want to imagine the things that could have happened to her. No, she did not dare think such treacherous thoughts.
And what of the power he had spoken of. Yes, she was powerful but not beyond reason, as Malachi had made it sound. She wondered if she could really hold such power, but then thought against it. Her mother would've told her if she could. The Goddess did not leave her chosen in the dark, at least not for long. But Malachi would've.
She remembered; he would've left her shrouded in mist for all eternity. His little slave, his little whore. She growled and turned over in her sleep as she thought about it. And it was then that Kagome had an urge to kill. She had hunted before, and she was very good at it. But she had never hunted for the sheer pleasure of it.
However now, she wanted to hunt Malachi to make him pay for what he tried to do to her. She wanted to see him writhe like a worm on a hook. And it was those same thoughts that snapped her awake. Holding her head in her hand, she pushed back the evil thoughts of torture. Kagome was not a killer, let alone one who did it for joy.
She then looked around her to find herself in a lavishly decorated room. She lay on a queen sized canopy bed with snow white satin sheets and comforter. The black oak fore-poster bed had a protective feel to it, she felt safe on it. The room itself was luxurious albeit the simple coloring.
The only colors of the room were black and white, because of that; it took her a moment to realize that she wasn't colorblind. The faux fur rug was alabaster white along with the walls and comforter. The ceiling was black but bore the image of the night sky, complete with stars and moon. Kagome stared at the image of the moon; but it was a cresent so it would not bear her mother's face.
She sighed and got out of bed. She stretched out her wings for a moment and found they were still sore; she would need to be careful so as not to strain them. That taken care of she began to examine the rest of her room.
All the furniture was made of polished black oak, just like the bed. It was as richly carved as the bed, she noticed. The bed had landscapes carved into it. The bureau, chest, bookcase, and desk bore pictures of flowers and trees.
The vanity she found had been carved entirely from ebony, she had never heard of such a thing. But it was beautiful nonetheless. She stared momentarily at her reflection. Her eyes were a little blood-shot, and her cheeks were tear-stained. It was obvious that she had been crying, and that made her even angrier.
Because of what had happened, the thought of being weak and or helpless made her sick. She needed to get stronger, and she would.
A knock on the door diverted Kagome's attention from her own problems. Another knock came and Kagome realized the person was awaiting her reply. "Come in." She croaked; her voice was yet to heal from the ordeal. The door creaked open and in scurried a small mouse hanyou.
She scurried in quickly and stared at Kagome. Her beady black eyes widened with awe and reverence. She was small, only about 4'9" in height with gray-white skin and dark brown hair. Her rat-like tail twitched nervously as she shifted her weight from foot to foot.
"Good morning my lady." She said skittishly as if she was afraid Kagome might bite her. "Good morning." Kagome replied while watching her very closely. She noticed a few minutes later that it unnerved the little hanyou even more. Kagome had forgotten how much her eyes could bother people.
"Where am I, who are you?" She asked. "You, milady, are in the Western Lands. Lord Sesshoumaru brought you here." A shudder ran down Kagome's spine. She had heard that name before. Sesshoumaru, Lord of the Western Lands, was not known for his generosity. "And me milady, I am Camela. Sesshoumaru-sama assigned me to oversee you when you arose." She declared.
"Oversee me? I am not a child that needs to be looked after. ." Kagome replied, in nearly a growl. Her wings unfurled making her look much larger than she was. Camela began to fidget even more. "It is what milord said, Lady Kagome. I was only following orders." She declared, even her voice was as meek as a mouse.
Kagome realized that she had to be careful with the little hanyou, if she did not; she would more likely than not scare her away. "I'm sorry Camela, you're right." That seemed to scare her even more. Her eyes bulged at Kagome's statement. "Milady, you should not apologize to the likes of me, I am but a mere servant." Camela said.
"Social rank does not matter to me Camela, if I do something wrong I should apologize." The little hanyou merely shook her head then began to scurry around dusting. After a moment she asked. "Would my lady like a bath?" It then dawned on Kagome how much she needed one.
"Yes, please." She replied, and saw a noticeable grimace run through Camela when she said 'please'. Camela came over to her bedside and pulled on a silk cord that Kagome had just noticed. Moment's later servants glided into the room, some carried towels, other had soap or scented oils, but they all headed in the same direction.
Camela beckoned for her to follow them and Kagome did. She found herself in a spacious bathroom. The tub was carved out of the wall and lined with red, gold, and orange tiles. The ceiling was designed like a sunset and was accented by the tiles. The tub was already filled with hot water. The servants staid as if waiting for something.
"They are waiting for you Lady Kagome, they are your bath attendants." Camela told her. Realization hit Kagome like a ton of bricks. "Oh no." She declared. "That is very...kind of them...but I can bath myself." The women began to shift nervously at her words. Summoning her courage, Camela told her.
"Milady these are Lord Sesshoumaru's order, they were assigned to attend to your bath as I am to attend to your rooms. I do not think Lord Sesshoumaru would be pleased with us for not carrying out his word, or with you milady for opposing them." Kagome sighed; she knew this was a battle she could not win, so she relented.
Slipping off her nightgown, Kagome slid into the tub. With nothing else to hinder them, her attendants took to their jobs. One washed Kagome's hair, two did her nails, while the last two scrubbed her skin. Kagome found that she did not like this...pampering.
But for the sake of her servants she'd endure it until she spoke to the demon lord. She wondered what would've happened had she not let them do their job. Would the Lord have punished them for her decision? And if so, how? Then remembering the stories she'd heard of the infamous lord, she realized she didn't want to know.
She was drawn away from her thoughts by the sound of someone clearing their throat. It was Camela; apparently the bath was over. With eyes turned down, one of her attendants offered Kagome her hand. She took it and was gently pulled out of the tub where she was then dried off and dressed in a chic midnight blue gown.
It was made of fine satin and was embroidered with black opals. It was cut off the shoulders, to allow her wings freedom of movement. As well as revealing Kagome's elegant shoulders and seemly neck. It slid inward emphasizing her small waist then spread out to form a flowing skirt. A sapphire pendant was placed around her neck and rested just above her mother's symbol.
Finished with their duties, her servants bowed and left. Kagome sighed with relief and hoped she could talk the demon lord out of this being a regular occurrence. She was too independent to want people to wait on her hand and foot everyday. It was then that Kagome realized that Camela was still in the room.
"Would my lady like a tour of the grounds, it would be a good idea for you to get acquainted with it. It's fairly easy to get lost." She asked. Kagome thought about it for a while, a walk would help her clear her mind. And if she could get into an open space she could test her wings.
"That would be nice, but could we also go to the gardens?" She asked. She was sure that if this place was as big as the hanyou claimed, it must have garden. Camela thought about it for a while and then replied. "Yes milady, I will take you. If you will follow me?" She said beckoning to the door. Kagome followed swiftly behind.
The moment Kagome opened the door, she was tackled by two very large, very furry creatures. Laughing she pushed her companions off her. "Good morning Moonlight and Dusk, did you miss me?" Their anxious faces answered her question. They gave wolfish grins and brushed against her side. Camela cleared her throat again and Kagome rose to her feet to follow again.
She had not dreamed that the palace could be this big; the corridors were at least fifteen feet high. The gray concrete walls were slightly imposing, and Kagome felt the urge to walk closer to Camela for some unseen reason. A reddish-brown rug ran down the length of the corridor leading the way.
There were countless doors and Kagome wondered how many she could get into. She made a note to test the doors when she returned. She saw many servants scurrying around tending to their certain duties. But she also noticed that they treated Camela with a mixture of distaste and aloofness.
She could not understand why they seemed to shun her, and noticed that when walking by one of them Camela normally held her head down. Kagome was so wrapped up in her own thoughts that she forgets to pay attention to where she was going. Before she had the chance to memorize the way, they were already in the gardens.
Her jaw dropped as she walked into the sunshine. Kagome had never expected to see such splendor. The garden was in full bloom and full of live. There seemed to be every kind of flower imaginable. She hadn't seen such gorgeous flowers since her mother's gardens.
"It is to my lady's liking?" Camela asked. "Yes." Kagome replied. "Yes it is." Camela smiled at Kagome's shocked expression, she seemed to relax more out in the open. "I helped plant and grow most of them, I am glad to you like it Lady Kagome." She admitted.
"I like it very much Camela, you did a fine job." Camela blushed and curtsied. "You are safe within the barrier Lady Kagome, feel free to look around." She told Kagome. Camela bowed again then scuttled away, without another word. Kagome sighed.
****Just when she was beginning to open up.**** Kagome thought.
She began to wonder around the garden, it truly was a beautiful place. Irrigated streams and ponds gave life-giving water to all the foliage. A variety of trees produced both shade and protection from outside visitors. And the amazing array of flowers was spectacular.
There were roses, lilies, lilacs, daisies, tulips, hydrangeas, hibiscuses, magnolias, carnations, freesia, jasmine, chamomile, and thousands more with even more colors. Kagome could not help but feel at home here. She always felt at home in the wilds. She could tell that a lot of love had gone into making this garden what it was today.
Her attention shifted when she heard the sound of laughter. Curious, Kagome followed the sound to a clearing. There she saw a small girl child running away from a squealing toad youkai. In her hand was a staff with two grotesque heads on top, apparently she had stolen it from the demon.
The child giggled with glee as the demon fought in vain to catch her. The demon stopped when he saw her, he glared at Kagome while panting. The child laughed even more when she saw this, but did not pay attention to where she was going and collided with Kagome. She fell back and stared at her.
"Hello little one." Kagome said with a welcoming smile. Realizing she had nothing to fear, she returned the smile and stood up. But in that moment she had forgotten about the toad and he picked her up with his newly recovered staff. "Now I've got you, you filthy human." It croaked in a squeaky voice.
The child squirmed and tried to free herself, but it was in vain. Seeing this made Kagome's temper rise. "Put her down." Kagome growled, her voice like rolling thunder. The toad stared at her for a moment. "And who are you to order me, wench." Kagome's eyes narrowed with anger, and the air around her began to heat up as her wings unfurled.
She lifted her hand at the demon. "I am Kagome Higurashi, Daughter of the Moon and Heir to the Heavens, whereas you are just a lowly demon." The little toad began to float off the ground and the child was placed safely down nearby. She stared in awe, the youkai in a panic. "And I am NOT a wench." She then threw him into a thorny bush.
The youkai squealed and yelped as he fought to free himself from the thorny branches. The girl child was rolling on the floor with laughter. "Serves you right Jaken." She giggled then came over to Kagome. Jaken in reply muttered under his breath and ran away as fast as his tiny legs could carry him.
When the child had regained some of her composure, she ran over and gave Kagome a big hug. (^_^ isn't that cute) "Well you welcome." Kagome laughed. "What is your name little one?" She asked looking down into large chocolate brown eyes. "Rin's name is Rin." The child replied, Kagome smiled at her lack of proper English.
"And your name is Kagome?" Rin asked, a big grin on her face. "Yes it is little one, now what are you doing out here by yourself?" Kagome inquired. "Rin-chan is always out here by Rin's self, unless Jaken is here, and Rin no like Jaken." She replied. "I can see why." Kagome muttered.
It must have been then that Rin saw Kagome's wings and her companions. She gasped and stared at them. "No need to worry Rin, there just my wings they cannot hurt you." She declared knowing full well that it was a lye. "Dusk and Moonlight are friendly, they won't hurt you either." Rin still looked questioningly at her.
Kagome sighed and tugged a feather from off her right wing and handed it her. Rin smiled and twirled it between her fingers. "Thank you Kagome-sama, Rin like." She giggled. Rin extended her hand cautiously to Moonlight; the she-wolf approached just as cautiously and sniffed her hand. Her tail wagged slightly and she licked Rin's hand.
Rin laughed and pulled it back. Kagome stared at her for a moment. The child did not seem to belong here, she did not act like a servant and yet she was not nobility. Who was she? "Little one, how did you get here, where are your parent?" Kagome asked.
Rin's eyes shadowed for a moment. "Rin's parents died long ago Kagome-sama. When villagers no want Rin around, Sesshoumaru-sama took Rin in. He took care of Rin." Kagome stared at her amazed.
****He adopted her? ***** She realized.
****What a noble thing to do.**** She added. Kagome had to shake herself when she thought that.
****I am not supposed to think he's noble.**** She reminded herself.
"Does Kagome-sama like flowers?" Rin asked, ushering to the thousands of varieties around them. "Yes, I like flowers very much." Kagome replied. "Will Kagome-sama help Rin grow flowers?" Kagome nodded and was rewarded with a massive grin from Rin.
Rin took her hand and pulled Kagome towards a patch of newly blossoming earth. She smiled proudly down at the buds. "This is Rin-chan's garden. Sesshoumaru-sama let Rin use it." Kagome knelt down a few feet away from her, Dusk and Moonlight did the same only closer to Rin; they seemed to like her. Kagome watched Rin plant some seeds.
"Rin-chan likes her garden." She declared. "I can see that Rin, you can tell when a person puts a lot of love in something." Kagome declared while scanning quickly over the earth. She's planted carnations, tulips, magnolias, and ruby lilies which were all just starting to bloom. Except, she noticed, the rose bush at the end.
"Little one, why have the roses not bloomed?" Kagome asked. Rin looked up from what she was doing and sighed towards the roses. "Rin-chan has not been able to make those grow. Rin think flowers no like Rin." She said, close to a sniffle. Kagome sympathized with her. When she was little she had trouble growing things, but that was then.
"I'm sure the flowers like you a lot Rin." Kagome told her. "I think there a little shy, that's why they haven't sprouted yet. You have to make them feel welcome, make them feel like you want them here." Rin stared up at her. "How do I do that." She asked uncertainly. "Close your eyes Rin, picture they blooming. In your mind tell them you want them to bloom. Tell them you want them to grow big and strong, let them know you mean them no harm."
For a moment, Rin stared at her not sure if she should do such an odd task. But realizing she had nothing to loose she closed her eyes and did as she was told. Kagome smiled, she didn't think there would be anything wrong with helping out the flowers herself.
She pointed a finger at the patch of grass. Pale green light glowed around her hand and flowed towards the patch. Then the rose bushes began to grow. They bloomed a moment later, producing red, gold, white and pink roses. Kagome smiled and whispered to Rin. "Look Rin."
She shrieked with glee when she saw the row of flowering bushes. "Kagome-sama it worked! Rin made the flowers come! Rin made the flowers come!" She exclaimed. Kagome smiled down at her, pleased to have made the child so happy. But then she began to feel light-headed, her world was spinning and she flopped back down clutching her head.
Dusk whined and came to lick her face. Rin noticed too. "Is Kagome-sama alright?" Rin asked. Kagome smiled weakly up at her. "Yes little one I'm fine, just a little tired. Rin picked one of the red roses and gave it to Kagome. "Here Kagome-sama, make you feel better fast." She declared. "Thank you Rin, really I'm fine." Kagome told her.
"It will be of no use to try to deter her, angel." A deep elegant voice declared. Kagome spun around to see the most handsome man she'd ever met. "Once she has made up her mind, it is hard to change." He added.
He had beautiful ivory skin that was flawless and finely chiseled. His face itself was accented by twin magenta stripes on each cheeks and a crescent moon on his forehead. Flowing white hair was caressed by the wind around him. He wore a simple yet elegant white kimono with bluish-gray armor.
He observed her with golden eyes with a mixture of reserve and curiosity. For a moment all they could do was stare at each other. It was Rin who broke the silence. "Sesshoumaru-sama!" She squealed and ran to embrace him. The image reminded Kagome of that between child and father. She could not help but smile.
"Sesshoumaru-sama, Kagome-sama helped Rin grow flowers. Look!" She said ushering to the row of roses bushes. "They are nice Rin." He said, it was obvious to Kagome alone that this was not a normal happening for the demon lord to show compassion. She applauded him for the effort.
"I believe the Lady Kagome is a little tired, why don't you go pick some nice flowers for her and bring them back here." He told her. Rin smiled and did as she was told. "Be right back Kagome-sama." She called back to them, Dusk followed her making sure that nothing would happen to her.
When Sesshoumaru was sure she was out of hearing range he asked. "Who are you, angel?" Kagome stared at him, she'd never been referred to as an angel. Being called one now made her bring her wings close to her body. "I am Kagome Higurashi." She declared honestly. "But what is your relationship to Her?" He asked pointed to the symbol on her chest.
"I am Her daughter and heir to Her throne." He was satisfied with that answer. Sesshoumaru would not press the issue out here. To many could be listening. "How did you get here?" Was the last question he would ask. "Betrayal hit me hard, I fell a long way." That was the only answer he would get for the moment.
It was then that Rin reappeared laden down with an array of flowers. "Here Kagome-sama, Rin think these make you better." Kagome smiled at her and her innocence. Then Rin turned to Sesshoumaru and asked. "Is she Rin's new okassan (hope I spelled it right)?" She inquired. "No little one, I am not your okassan." Kagome replied.
The child frowned. The question took them both by surprise. Although it was more apparent to Kagome. "Sesshoumaru-sama, Kagome very pretty. Is she Sesshoumaru-sama's mate?" Kagome's eyes widened at such a thing. "No Rin, she is not my mate." He declared firmly. This time it was Sesshoumaru, Kagome could have sworn that he was blushing ever so slightly. ^_^
Rin held her head down and asked her final question. "Is Kagome-sama Rin's new mother?" She asked sheepishly. Kagome found she was lost for words. She felt sorry for the child. "I am sorry little one, but I cannot be your mother." The laughter from her eyes disappeared. Kagome's heart clenched at the sight.
Moonlight must've sensed the tension and bounded off, she returned with a branch firmly in her jaw. Presenting it before Rin, she wagged her tail patiently. Kagome mouthed a 'thank you'. Rin understood the attempt and threw the stick. Moonlight took off after it, with Dusk close behind. She laughed as they tripped each other up trying to get to it first.
Seeing her happy again, relaxed them both. By the third go, you wouldn't have guess that Rin had been forlorn. "You should be healing." Sesshoumaru told her, his voice controlled as he said this. As if it were common knowledge and need not be emphasized. Kagome stared at him. "Since when are you my keeper?" She demanded.
"Since you fell from the sky and nearly got molested by thirty-thousand youkai." He replied in the same tone. Kagome shuddered at the numbers. Could she really have brought that many? "You have already begun to heal, but you are not finished." He told her. "And how can I finish healing?" She wondered aloud.
"Acceptance, conquering, and meditation." He replied simply. Kagome stared at him. "What does that mean." It was not until then that he truly looked at her. "Accept what has happened to you, conquer whatever fears you have, and meditate to control whatever caused the former."
He did not know exactly what had caused her to fall from the sky, but he had an idea. And something inside of Sesshoumaru knew that she needed to be ready for whatever followed her. "I suggest you start today." He added.
Kagome 'hmphed', not sure if she should listen. But the idea was a good one nonetheless. Meditation had helped her before; maybe it would help her again. She rose to her feet and smoothed out the crinkles in her dress, she then stared to walk away in search of a secluded spot to meditate.
"When you are finished, Camela will bring you to my study." He too then stood up and walked away. Kagome found his arrogance a little grating, but at the moment she had other thins to worry about. She stole a glance at Dusk, Moonlight and Rin. The three were happily chasing each other. She smiled a final time then walked in the opposite direction.
She found a pond with a large boulder over looking it slightly. She flapped her wings testing. She felt no pain so she launched herself forward and landed gracefully on the massive rock. The view was nice, it was quiet and serene. The perfect place to meditate.
As she sat there, legs crossed with palms facing upwards, Sesshoumaru's words crossed through her mind.
**** Accept what has happened to you, conquer whatever fears you have, and meditate to control whatever caused the former.****
It was only the memory of the thought, but it haunted her a little. She accepted what had happened. She would meditate, but she did not know which fear she would need to conquer. Maybe it would come to during the meditation. With a sigh, she cleared her mind and began breathing deeply. Her last thought being.
****I will heal; there is no doubt in that. But what comes next?**** And to that, she had no answer.