A/N: This isn't exactly a second chapter to One Little Jump. It's more of a sequel but there's no need to make a second story so I decided just to make it as a second chapter.
I received a letter from Inuyasha. I was surprised as I knew that it was my fault Inuyasha left the town. I knew it was my fault his life was damaged. I wish I could say sorry to him but he has left no return address either.
I opened the envelope slowly and started reading it feeling guilty.
Dear Sango,
There is one thing. One thing only. The one thing that you cannot escape. One thing that may or may not attack you. It may be a blessing as much as it is a curse. You may already know what I'm talking about. Maybe had you suffered the same thing as me you'd understand.
Actually, yes you did. You did suffer. But you recovered quickly. Too quickly. Too fast for my liking you even took advantage of me. I know not to make such a mistake again. Life moves on. So should I. And so I moved on without you.
This is going to be the last time you'll probably ever hear of me. I'm not going back. And I don't want you to follow me and waste your life because of a mistake you did. I just wanted to let you know I forgive you. But I cannot trust you anymore. And I'm not going back either.
Stay with Miroku. You don't deserve him. Yet you have him. I won't tell him either when I'm gone. The most significant people in my life will be forgotten. I'm going to start fresh.
I remember when I first moved there. My parents had died. My brother abandoned me. Why am I telling you this? I'm not sure myself either. I saw you with Kagome and I instantly knew that I liked her. I knew she was for me. Question was that if I had enough guts to get Kouga out of her life.
Eventually I was caught staring at her. Everyone laughed. Not in that mean way but you already know that. You still remember don't you? I guess I won't find out and I don't wish to either.
Back then you were still nice. You were innocent I guess. A very attractive girl. I even started having a bit of a crush on you for awhile. Then all of a sudden you changed. You weren't Sango anymore. Kagome wasn't there for you. To keep you pure. She changed me instead. And with everyone falling apart she changed too. 'Til the entire world became corrupted.
What happened to you Sango? Why weren't you strong? Why weren't you always there for Kagome? Why didn't you support her anymore? Why did you have to change so badly?
I'm crying as I write this now. No, I'm not ashamed to admit this. This life of mine fell apart so badly. I'm sure you would be crying if someone had destroyed your life the way mine was destroyed.
The second Kagome jumped off I considered following her. I didn't think I could bear my life without her. And I couldn't. But I stayed strong for her. You could've done the same. You should've. You weak little bitch. You had it in you and you didn't use what Kagome had given you. You don't miss her. You're not happy but you're not sad. You're just a selfish ungrateful girl who expects everything to be there for her. I despise you for that.
I'm not saying I'm perfect. I shouldn't have allowed you to do what you did to me. I didn't use the strength Kagome had given me. I was too depressed. That's no excuse and I know it now. But you, you didn't even care. All you thought about was yourself and what you wanted. Without Kagome you could do whatever you liked. Fine, I didn't stop you although I should have. But that didn't mean you had the right to do that to me.
I used to call that place home. How could it be home? It may have been for awhile when Kagome was there but not anymore. Now it's just some stupid town that is just filled with happy and sad memories.
No, it's worse than just some hole. It's got you in it. I hate you for it. I hate you for existing in the first place. Why did you? Why couldn't I live in a life without knowing you? I wouldn't be in so much pain at the moment. The thing you don't understand is that all you did was help me to despise people I trust.
I hope your happy for corrupting my life. I hope you're happy for every bit of pain you caused me. I hope you live a happy life with Miroku and bear his child and do whatever you like with him for the rest of your life. You deserved it. You definitely deserved it. Yes, you deserve it for fucking up my life and fucking up Kagome's and every other person's life you met.
I feel sorry for Miroku. You may be the best thing that happened in his life but he seems to be the only person blinded by your beauty so that he can't see the darkness rising behind it.
Now I just wanted to say that I am a lot happier with a person I met. I have a new home, one where I am always welcome and not taken advantage of. It's been hard making friends though because of what you did. You really made it hard for me to feel comfortable with a person I classify as my friend. I still find it difficult. Because of al the damage you've done to me.
I still wish that you hadn't entered my life. I may have become wiser but nobody needs to experience this much pain.
Back to the previous subject, I'm now married and am expecting my first child. Well, apart from the one you bore me. Serves you right. I hope to God that you were in agony when you had born my child. To think he doesn't even know who his father was. All because of you! Stay away from me! I have dreams, crazy dreams. You are always featured in them. It's not a dream. It's a nightmare. It's crazy. All the time I wake up feeling hatred towards you. I cannot forget the incident. Even 7 years after the incident and I have lived happily for the first time after Kagome's death. Why can't you just disappear!
Inuyasha
I couldn't read the writing from that exclamation mark towards his signature because it was tear stained. To think I had caused such grief to him. I felt tears come out of my eyes. I knew what I had to do.
I ran down the road towards the cliff where Kagome had stood. I took a good look at everything. I stared into the horizon where the golden sun flared. The blue water was now gold again like every other afternoon.
I whispered "I'm sorry Inuyasha," as I prepared for my jump of my life. I felt Kagome's presence near me as I leaped off the edge. The air was rushing past my skin.
I knew that this was the only choice I had. I felt calmer with every second as the water approached me. I closed my eyes and braced myself for something I should've done so many years ago.
