"Kagome..."

She looked away from his golden gaze. How much had she cried for him over the years? How much had she given him hints that she loved him? How many times had the well met her crying face? Too many times for her to take another. She heard his footsteps draw close slowly.

"STAY WHERE YOU ARE!" she screamed still looking at the ground. She heard his erupt stop.

"But--"

"Go back Inuyasha..."

"But--"

"GO!" She was now glaring at him as tears flowed freely down her cheek again. "I DON'T WANT YOU HERE!"

His face became sad then determined. "NO!" He picked her up as she struggled to get out of his grasp. "NO! NOT TILL YOU LISTEN!"

"WHY DON'T YOU GO BACK TO KIKYO?! YOU SEEMED TO BE INJOYING THAT KISS ENOUGH!"

He looked away as she said those words. "It's not like that..."

"THEN WHAT IS IT INUYASHA?! CAN YOU HONESTLY EXPLAIN WHY YOU KISSED HER BACK?!"

He flinched to the last question. Could he really explain that? No, no he couldn't. He let go of her as she backed away.

"I'm sorry I caused you so much pain..."

He turned and walked away, leaving her in the darkness of the forest. Hearing her cries as far as he could till they disappeared along with the one he left behind.

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He had put her stuff near the well in her time and left. Trying his best to keep away the need to goto her as he smelt the salty tears she shed up in her room. Back in his time he never talked to Shippo. He told Kaede that Kagome won't be coming back too soon, he didn't have the heart to tell either of them that she'd be gone. He blamed himself for losing someone again. Someone he cared for more than anything. He couldn't help it, as the first tears trickled down his cheek. He felt so weak, and his anger grew with pain. Was it good to finally cry? No, it wasn't. It just put more through his head as flash backs went through his head.

'Filthy hanyou'

'Tainted blood!'

'Die Inuyasha!' she screamed as arrows flew.

'You betrayed me Inuyasha!' she said grasping the cut. 'Kikyo...'

'Suffer Inuyasha...' 'Naraku...'

'I DON'T WANT YOU HERE!' '...Kagome...'

His lower lip trembled. He couldn't take how his heart felt. Had he done this to Kagome every time he hurt her? Had she really felt like this? His guilt rose as he watched the storm clouds that formed above him. The rain fell but he never moved. Mixing in with the tears that were flowing too freely now. He could see the pain, hurt, betrayal, in her eyes. Cinnamon brown, faded over, as the tear ran down her cheek.

"GO!"

Every memory of her being hurt flashed before him. Hit him hard as his eyes went wide. Everytime it had been Kikyo. EVERY TIME!

His anger rose towards her. He wanted to blame her for everything, but he soon notice he took part in it. He was half responsible for doing that all infront of Kagome. For betraying Kagome. He still had feelings for Kikyo, but Kagome's rose further than that. He just never got the chance to tell her. The one time he tried, she had fallen asleep on him. He put a wane smile to that, but it left very soon after that. He couldn't smile. Not without Kagome. She was the only one who could ever make him smile, only her. His eyes burned, stung. He never cried before. The feeling was intirely new to him. He didn't understand at first were the water on his cheek came from, till he finally noticed it was him. He cried for her, just as she cried for him. Heart broken again...

I'm so tired of being here.
Suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
Cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
You used to captivate me by your resonating mind,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.

Inuyasha jumped from his perch and walkeddeeper into his forest. He could not take the broken hearts of his friends, if he could not accept his own...

(A/N:)

No definitions...if I ever get more I'll put them on

Disclaimer:The song My Immortal is not mine. It offiacially belongs to the beautiful Amy Lee and her band Evanescence. I thought this song went so well with Inuyasha though...

Hey just started out this story...no review yet...I guess thats because I update too late hehehe...

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--Liz--