Make out session?

Emily stood looking at Bianca, who was still crying. But now she wasn't in eye contact with Emily. Bianca had not looked up to look at Emily, since she had seen the engraved words on the key. She kept reading it over and over in her head. Just trying to figure out what it meant. Was Emily giving her a key to a house? An apartment, a loft, cabin, something to do with living situation.

'I told her that I thought that this apartment was going to lose its size when Miranda started to grow...but she is still a baby. I told her that I was looking into buying a house, but what in the world is she doing giving me this key? Why am I still crying? Its not as if I wanted a ring, we haven't even said that we were together. Why did I want this key to be a ring? Daaa...you love her! I have am not saying anything to that. Oh, and why is that?' Bianca still had not looked up to look Emily in the eyes. Bianca saw that Emily hadn't tried to come anywhere near her. She knew why too, 'you pulled away from her. You started to cry and yell at her for giving you a gift, and you yelled at her for trying to explain herself. So yeah I think that she had every right not to try and comfort you. YOU WONT LET HER!' The voice was getting to the point but it didn't have to yell.

She got it. She had yelled at Emily for trying to explain and now the voice was yelling at her explaining what was going on. Bianca finally pulled enough courage to look up at Emily. Tears now pouring down her face. She looked right into her love's eyes and just stared. When Emily saw Bianca's eyes see went to go toward her, but then stopped herself. She looked down, breathing in air trying to convince herself not to run over and hold the younger woman for dear life. Bianca saw the berry haired woman move closer but then pull away deep in thought. When she saw that she in turn looked down, dropped the key, and went to fall to the floor cupping her face. Right as Bianca was to hit the floor she was caught. She was stopped from the spot she so wanted to be in. She wanted to be on the floor. She just wanted to crawl up into a ball and yell and hit herself for the way she was acting. She pulled away at first, rejecting the affection that she was being given. But she couldn't get out of Emily's arms. They had wrapped around her, and were not letting go. The hold wasn't of violence but a emotion and one of comfort. Emily had seen in the corner of her eye Bianca falling to the floor and she didn't care anymore she was going over to her friend/girlfriend what ever they were, she went and held on to her. Stopping her from hitting the floor. Emily wasn't going to let go.

"Get off...get off of me!" Bianca said hitting Emily's shoulders trying to make her point very clear. All Emily had to say was "No."

"Let go...please let me go. I...I don't..." Bianca was still in tears and she had no idea why. It was like all the emotion that she was holding inside was now going to come out.

All the rage, hate, love, sadness, happiness, fear, everything. She had felt so many things over the last year, things that she could never let out. She cried over her dead child, she cried still over how long of a time had been denied her, and the rage, fear, sadness, and happiness that had been there that just hid behind a mask was now coming out. And it wasn't far, Emily had down nothing but care for Bianca, love her, take care of her and Miranda, be there for her and now she was letting all of this crap out on her. Bianca sat there trying to get free of the grasp, but with the more she tried the more she didn't want to leave it. She felt safe, she felt wanted, she felt loved.

"Bianca I am not going anywhere, do you hear me? No where. Now just stop it...tell me why you are crying like this. Please I promise you I am not running anywhere. I wont leave you, I can't Bumble bee." Emily just held on to her friend even tighter, not to prevent her from breathing but to prevent her from getting out of her grasp.

"You just go ahead and cry." Emily noticed that Bianca had relaxed against her touch and was now sobbing into her chest. "Shhh...its ok...its ok. Every thing is going to be ok." Bianca just sat there and cried into her friends chest. Bianca was doing the same thing Maggie had done the night before, without even knowing it. Emily sat there rocking Bianca back and forth telling her everything was ok

"Hey, no worries. You have your daughter everything is going to start to get better, I promise. You and your daughter are going to have a life that you deserve. No one deserves this more than you bumble bee." Emily just sat there holding her love. Bianca had stopped crying and was now just holding on to Emily, her head still against Emily's chest.

"Make love to me."

"wha.."

"Make love to me."

"Bee, are you serious?" Emily said as she pulled Bianca's head off of her chest so she could look into those two brown eyes of hers.

Bianca was now looking in Emily's eyes seeing hurt, sadness, and confuse meant. She looked down right as she saw them, not able to keep them where they needed to be.

'What the hell was I thinking? I just asked her to...you asked her to make love to you. I know but...where is this coming from? I want her...you want her to what, make love to you? There are those words again. Yeah well you just said them out loud and now you can't say them. Well yeah...well yeah nothing you just asked Emily to take you, and now you can't say anything. Did you think about what the hell you just said? You know that she...I know she doesn't want to, me. She doesn't want me.' Bianca's thoughts were now just fighting over what she had done; she still hadn't gotten an answer from the woman sitting next to her.

'Oh just kill me now and get it over with. You don't want...' Bianca's thoughts were cut when she felt lips on her own. 'She's kissing me!' Emily had just sat there and wondered what she was going to do.

'She just asked you to make love to her...I know I heard her too. I know you did but...you don't know if you are ready for it. Well yeah...well yeah your butt you want her and you know it. You love this woman and you have still not even tried to so her how much. You haven't even kissed her yet. I know but if I kiss her now it is like she was asking me too and I...well then say something did you not see her eyes when she looked at you. There was want, love, and fear in them and right now the fear is growing to horror. She took a leap by asking you that, so what are you going to do about it?' Emily sat there and just wondered what in the world she was going to do.

Her conscience was right. There was no way to answer this question with out it ending badly so why not, not answer it at all. With words that is. Emily bent her head down to meet Bianca's lips. She had wanted to kiss those lips so many times, but she knew if she kissed them then she would lose control of what scenes she had. But now she bent down and kissed Bianca's lips and just waited to see if it could go anywhere else. Emily brought one of her hands to Bianca's face lifting it up, so she had easer access. Emily put the other on Bianca's hip, letting the younger girl chose what they should do next. Emily prayed that either they stop soon or Bianca show what she wanted to do. Bianca knew what she wanted. She wanted Emily and she wanted her now. When Bianca felt Emily's hand on her face she knew what Emily wanted as well. Bianca picked up her hand and put it on Emily's at first. She then moved it up Emily's arm to go around her neck where the other hand would meet her. When Emily felt Bianca start to respond she was ready to die. She felt like her skin was on fire. All she wanted in this world she had in her arms. Finally when Bianca's arms reached their destination, Bianca started to respond more.

She wanted access, she wanted to taste Emily. When Emily felt Bianca's tongue lapping her lips asking for access, she just smiled into their kiss and let Bianca in. When Bianca felt Emily smile into their kiss she just smiled back and went for what she wanted. Now both of Emily's hands had made there way to Bianca's hips. Emily didn't want to pull Bianca into anything she didn't want so she waited for her allowance to do anything more then she already was. They just stayed the way they were for hours. Stopping to catch their breath and once to put Miranda in her crib, but right as they were done hey would go back to what they had been doing. They showed so much want and passion in each kiss that it left them gasping for air. They were sitting on the couch having a make out session when the door was burst open and exposed the two.

"Oh my God!" The voices at the door rang out through the room and right into the two startled women that had just realized who and how many who's had just seen them making out.