I had to change the ending. Sorry for the confusion. I had to fix it up so it would fit with the rest of the story. Let us just pretend that Bianca knew Emily was representing Babe and Jamie, so it wount be a problem. There is going to be a big twist that has to do with Jonathan and Emily. Did they know eachother? Or was Emily just another one of his victims? Is there a threat to Pine Valley? Is the Gang leader of the R.A.M.S. in Pine Valley, and what does that have to do with the Howard Clan?
Roommates
They were finally alone. It was a big surprise to see that they had made the front cover of a magazine. They were also relieved from all the fighting and the arguing that had gone on. Kendall seemed to hate Emily with ever fiber of her being, but she seemed to calm down after the little encounter with Bianca Miranda and Emily. Every one saw the love they share for each other, it was just a shame to see that they didn't know what was right there in front of them. Now the only thing that was on Bianca's mind was finally getting what she wanted. The two woman were now sitting on the couch just laughing at the last thing that was said by Emily's older brother. (who was madly in love with Maggie) Bianca could see the want in Emily's eyes, and Richie had that same look in his eyes, but his was towards Maggie. Richie seemed to want Maggie as much as Bianca wanted Emily, and vies versa. The laughter simmered between the two women and the room was now filled with a silence that was deathening to both. They only sound in the entire apartment was the sound of both Emily and Bianca's breathing. It was as if it were Christmas, nothing was steering not even a mouse. (Hopefully they don't have rats in the apartment.)
"Emily...?" Bianca was now turning her body so that she was looking at Emily's face. The silence was broken and by the most beautiful sound that Emily could have ever wished to hear before. Emily had her head up against the back of the couch when she tilted it forward to look into those brown chocolate eyes.
"What ups beautiful?" Emily asked as she smiled at the face she was staring at. Bianca saw that and she couldn't help but smile and blush. "hey, is that a blush?" Emily stated as she went closer to Bianca and picked Bianca's head up to look at her. Bianca felt that touch, it just made her feel like she was on fire. Her skin where Emily touched had gotten on some sort of open flame. So she had no chose but to move her hand to Emily's. Her skin felt as if it were going to fall off if she didnt get fire off of her skin.
'Yeah, yeah you are just using that as an excuse...so you can touch her.' Bianca's little devil conscience was trying to tell her what she was really going. The voice was getting louder as Bianca moved her hand to Emily's hand, and moving it up her arm to her shoulder. Now the same feeling that Bianca was feeling was making its way to Emily's skin.
"Do you feel that?" Bianca asked as she moved her hand slowly up her girlfriend's arm. Emily just closed her eyes and tried to control the urges she felt.
The only thing that Emily could do was nod her head, she was loving this feeling and she wanted more. Emily stopped herself from what she was about to do; Emily had put her other hand on the back of Bianca's head and was bringing their bodies closer, bringing their lips closer. Bianca wanted Emily, but when she saw how Emily had stopped moving them closer Bianca took it upon herself to close the now, very small gap between them. Bianca could hear her heart start to bond harder against her chest as she became ever so closer to those lips. Bianca's body ached to be under Emily's, it needed her, it wanted this burning feeling to be the only feeling. When Emily pulled away from Bianca's forwardness it nearly crushed Bianca. Bianca looked up to see Emily almost in tears. Bianca knew that when Emily had pulled away that there was something wrong, but now she saw that it was her; it was her forwardness that had gotten Emily so upset. Bianca could just look into Emily's eyes and see want, and need, but she could also see uncertainness. It was the same glow that was in her own eyes. Emily saw the hurt look on Bianca's face when she had pulled away and she was crushed. Emily wanted to be with Bianca, but right now if she kissed her, she knew she wouldn't be able to stop. Emily wanted to know that this is what Bianca wanted. Emily needed to know that Bianca wanted this as much as she did, and that Bianca wasn't afraid of it.
"Did I..." Bianca went to ask as she was cut off by a finger in front of her mouth.
"Come on..." Emily said as she stood up. Bianca sat still on the couch. Her mother and uncle Jack had taken Miranda for the weekend, so Bianca didn't have to worry about Miranda. Bianca had time to figure things out between her and Emily, without her having to worry about her daughter. Kendall had seemed to lighten up on Emily for the time being, Erica on the other hand loved Emily, Erica was not sure if she was ok with Bianca going out with a Howard; but she saw the way that Bianca looked at Emily and Erica knew that there was something there. So the billion dollar love affair had Erica Kane on their side. (That had to be a plus.)
"Where are we going to?" Bianca asked as she was pulled up from the couch.
"I still have to give you your gift." Emily said as she went into Bianca's room and grabbed a bag packed with stuff. Then Emily picked up the key that had been kicked under the couch, grabbed her coat and Bianca's coat, grabbed Bianca's hand and led her out the door.
"Emily where are we going?" Bianca could only say those words as she was guided to Emily's car and her door was opened for her. When Bianca sat in the passenger seat all she could think about was where in the world they were going.
'My gift? The key? Is she bringing me to a house? Where in the world are we going?' Bianca thought as the car started and they seemed to arrive almost fifteen minutes after getting into the car.
Emily had put the car in park and gotten out to open the door for Bianca. When Bianca walked out of the car the first thing that she saw was a three floor cabin. It was more of a mansion type house but the outside was all of logs. It was the exterior of a log cabin, with the interior of a mansion. Bianca was speechless at the sight of this place. Then she looked at the gate, it said Bumble Bee, and Little Angel estate. When Bianca saw that she knew that the key she was now being handed was the key to the front gate of the most beautiful house she had ever seen. Bianca had told Emily when she was just a child that she had always wanted to live in a place like this. It wasn't to large and it wasn't to small. It was almost the exact same thing she had told Emily about the last time they saw each other as children. Bianca had not spoken a word ever since they had gotten into the car. Now her face was all that Emily needed to see. Bianca was in awe. Bianca loved it. Emily could tell by the smile and the opened mouth that Bianca loved it.
"Well here you are. Home sweet home. I hope you don't mind see, I had bought this place a long time ago, they just finished the work on it about two months ago. I was thinking of spending my summers here, and when we became close again I decided to pain the place myself, and see what you may think about moving in with Miranda and being roommates. But look if it is too fast then you " Emily said as both women walked into the living room area. Bianca had not looked at Emily once, yet. Now Bianca couldn't take her eyes off of her. Bianca heard her say roommates and Bianca couldn't help but be shocked.
"Roommates?" Was the only thing that would come out. Though there were about a hundred other things that wanted to come out, that were much more important.
"Well, if that is a problem then I could..." Emily was now twiddling with her fingers.
"No! No, you this is your house I should be the one asking if I could live here." Bianca said as she went over to the older woman and grabbed her hands. "This is yours not mine." Bianca said as she now squeezed Emily's fingers. "No, this is our house, this is ours." Emily said as she squeezed back. Bianca smiled and put her head on Emily's chest. The two stood there like that for about ten minutes. One looking at the house and its beauty the other looking at the beauty that was now leaning against her chest. "Hey..." Emily said as she looked down at the shorter woman. Bianca looked up and smiled, "you wanna see Miranda's room?"Emily said as she took Bianca's hands in her own. Bianca was now staring blankly at Emily.
"Yes..." Bianca said as Emily brought her to a pair of twin oak doors. "You really like oak doors don't you." Bianca said as she held on to Emily's hand until Emily let go so she could open the doors. When the doors opened Bianca's mouth was once again hanging open. She was blinking uncontrollably and was wiping her eyes over and over again to see if this was real.
"Do you like it?" Emily asked as she walked into the large room.
The walls were blue with clouds painted all around. The walls were painted by hand. They had the clouds and the sun setting around them. Then right on a last cloud on the wall there was an angel looking down at a house. The house was the one that the two girls were standing in at that moment. Though when Bianca saw the angel she stopped dead in her tracks. The angel was her grandmother Mona. It was her face, it was her. Mona was the angel on the wall right above Miranda's crib.
"I...I what can I say its..." Bianca went over to the picture of her grandmother and put her hand on it. Emily saw that and she smiled. Emily wasn't going to tell Bianca this but Emily was the one that painted the room. Emily was in fact an extremely good painter. She loved it, so much that she decided to paint this room for Miranda, and Bianca.
"You don't have to say anything, except yes." Bianca heard Emily say that and she turned to look at Emily. Bianca had a fresh tear running down her face, so when she turned to see Emily Bianca ran over to Emily she jumped on her wrapping her arms around Emily's neck and her legs around Emily's waist. Their faces were now just centimeters apart.
"I love it! Thank you so much..." Bianca went on but was cut off and given a frown from the woman she was now straddling.
"There's a but in there, right?" Emily said still frowning but looking in Bianca's eyes. Bianca saw this and she shock her head.
"No, no there is no 'but' in there. Though there is a yes." Bianca told her friend, her girlfriend as Emily pushed back some stray hair from Bianca's face. Bianca shuddered at the contact. Bianca hoped that Emily didn't feel her shudder but Emily did.
"Hey, there are still so many rooms I have to show you. I worked to hard on the rooms, for you not to see each and every one. " Bianca just smiled as Emily carried her out of Miranda' room and into the hallway.
Both woman were losing it inside. They wanted each other, but on the outside they had their masks' on to hide the desire, and want that resided in them. Right as Emily got them to the next door she had to let Bianca down but she didn't want to. Bianca knew that if she didn't act now then they would be looking at rooms all day instead of...doing other things all day. Right as Bianca felt Emily's grip grow lighter she knew it had to be now. Emily had made the first move last time, now it was Bianca's turn to make it, not to mention the second move. Emily saw Bianca's face coming closer to hers and she knew that if she let Bianca's lips touch hers it would be over. She wouldn't be able to control herself. Emily felt Bianca's breath on her face and she lost it, Bianca was moving way to slow for her liking. Emily took the last ten degrees into her own hands and caught those soft lips that she had wanted so much. When Bianca felt those lips on hers, when they should have another ten degrees to go she knew that Emily had moved closer.
'She wants it as much as you do you fool.' That was the thought that went through both of their minds.
Their kiss went on, and on. Neither of them wanted to be the one to stop it. They both knew that they were giving in to something that they shouldn't, but they didn't care any more. They each had waited long enough.
'My god you have only been wanting this for two days and you have given in. Emily must have waited this whole year. I know...no I don't think you do. What do you mean? I mean she has been holding these feelings in all this time, she has no idea how to let them go. You never wanted her like this before. It has killed me enough already that we haven't, that she isn't...I know but you have given in to your feelings, but she isn't sure if you are ready to yet. You haven't once told her how you feel. Meanwhile she told you three months ago how she felt.' Bianca was getting a lecture from her other side of the brain.
While that was going on Bianca's weight had pushed both of the girls into the door. Though they both didn't seem to care that they were just forced into a large oak door. They were now in the bedroom that Emily had come to show Bianca. They didn't even look to see what the room looked like. They were too busy. Though they both were looking at it in a matter of seconds. The one thing that nether of them wanted to happen, happened. The kiss was broken off.
"I...I can't do this." Emily said as she lightly put Bianca down to on the bed and walked out of the room. Bianca was now looking down at the floor trying to process what just happened.
'What in the hell did you just do! I don't know, I can't do this I just can't. Are you crazy, you have wanted this forever. You wanted Bianca ever since that night at the party in school. She's the reason why you and Stacey broke up. She is what you have wanted for the last six years. And now you turn around and say no! I just can't do this, I can't do it, I won't do this!' Emily started to chant in her head as she walked down the stairs to the basement.
Right as she hit the door to the basement she closed it behind her and just sat on the first step. Emily was holding her head in her hands with her elbows on her knees, holding her hands and head up. Emily had been so busy crying that she didn't even hear Bianca walk in and down the steps. Bianca had gotten up five seconds after seeing what happened and she saw Emily go into a door and she could hear her walking down stairs, so Bianca followed her. Before Bianca opened the door she was ready to yell her lungs out at Emily for braking that kiss and leaving her in that room. But when Bianca saw Emily on the last step of the stairs crying, Bianca's heart broke. Bianca had never once seen Emily cry, not once. Bianca knew when she heard Emily crying that there was something wrong. So Bianca went down the stairs quickly and quietly. When Bianca got to the second stair she stopped and sat down behind Emily. Bianca then put her arm out and wrapped it around Emily's shoulders, and pulled Emily closer to her. Bianca was happy to see that Emily didn't pull away from her like she had done just a few hours ago. Bianca did the same thing that Emily had done for her. Bianca just rocked her back and forth telling her it was going to be ok. Emily had felt Bianca's touch and she had that same feeling again, like her skin was on fire. Emily just leaned into the touch and let Bianca try and soothe her.
"I love you, I love you so much...I just..." Emily was cut off by the softest lips she had ever felt on her own. This kiss only last a few seconds but it still set the two woman on fire. Bianca had pulled away from their kiss to look deep in those blue diamonds of Emily's and melt.
"I love you too Em. I just didn't know how to tell you, and I am so sorry if I did ..." now it was Bianca's turn to be silenced by the lips she loved.
Emily had turned around and lifted Bianca off the stairs and walked them back to the living room. Where Emily put Bianca on the couch slowly, following after her. Right as Emily had put Bianca on the couch Bianca lifted her body up to meet with Emily's as it was going down. When Emily felt Bianca under her pushing back up against her she smiled into their kiss. Fighting back a moan that pleaded to come out. Bianca felt the smile against her skin and smiled back. Emily wanted access to Bianca's mouth so she pulled on Bianca's bottom lip. Asking for the right of passage. Bianca on the other hand couldn't hold in her moan at the pleasure she was getting out of this. The smile that had been on Emily's face grew two times it original size.
That's why when Emily pulled away from their kiss before even getting what she had asked for, Bianca got worried. Emily pulled away from the kiss and pulled herself back a little, catching her breath. Bianca had followed those lips that pulled away but stopped after she saw they were out of reach, so she sat up more straight and looked into Emily's eyes. They both had to catch their breath after what they had just gone and done.
"Wha..." Bianca went to speak but stopped when she saw Emily trying to say something.
"Is this...do you...what is it that..." Emily was stopped by Bianca grabbing her hand and putting it under her shirt. Bianca took Emily's hand as she saw what the question was going to be and put it under her shirt. Bianca was now sitting on her knees holding Emily's had under her clothing.
"You... I want you..." Bianca moved Emily's hand down closer to her womanhood, "inside of me. I want you to make love to me." Bianca was looking Emily straight in the eyes as she said that so Bianca would know that Emily saw she was not joking, that she was serious.
Emily saw the look that was being given, and she could feel it as well. But Emily had to make sure that this is what Bianca wanted. Emily needed to know if Bianca really wanted her.
"Bee...you...?" Emily was cut off by Bianca slipping her hand right where it needed to be for an answer. Bianca's skin felt like it was going to fall off, the way it was jumping when Emily's hand was put on it. Bianca's heart had stopped when she realized how close Emily's hand was from her core.
'Just take me...' was the only thing that was going through Bianca's head as she bent her head back.
Bianca felt Emily's other hand on her waist, pulling her closer to Emily's body. The hand Bianca was holding in place didn't move closer, it moved farther away. Bianca looked up into Emily's eyes with bewilderment. Emily looked at the want in Bianca's eyes and matched it with her own, but also with the fear of truth. Emily pulled Bianca closer to her and looked Bianca in the eyes before she kissed Bianca once again. Emily than pulled her hand out of its spot completely and looked Bianca in the eyes.
"You have to know something first." Emily stated as Bianca now sat up straight and looked Emily in the eyes. Waiting to hear what needed to be said before they go any further. Yes, Bianca was very disappointed about what Emily just stopped; but she saw the look that Emily was giving her. Bianca knew that these next words could destroy what was just about to happen.
'What ever she says we will get through it together. There is no way I am going to lose her to this next statement. Never again, am I going to be with her! I love her, and she knows it, and that is all that matters. Miranda and Emily are all that matters now…you still have no idea on what she is about to say do you? No I don't. Well then we are in for a ride. What is that supposed to mean?' Bianca was trying to get herself ready for what was coming.
Emily took a deep breath and she went on to tell Bianca what she had done.
"I have…."
"Big case…I know. You told me already...and look I am fine with you representing her (her being Babe)as long as it doesnt come back to haunt me.?" Bianca was trying to see what could be so bad that Emily would stop there actions.
Emily moved her head so she was no longer looking in Bianca's eyes. Emily couldn't take this, she wanted to be with Bianca, and everything she had was telling her that this was the woman that she would spend the rest of her life with. Bianca had seen the way that Emily turned her head, and she knew that Emily was trying very hard to stop what they had been doing. So Bianca made it easier for Emily, Bianca stood up, letting Emily's hand go, and stood behind her. Not touching Emily Bianca stood there and waited for what was killing Emily inside.
"Em…you can tell me. I'm not going anywhere; I swear I'm not going anywhere." Bianca put her hand on Emily's shoulder and stood her ground.
'Well yet anyway when you hear what has to be said you'll run for the hills.' Emily told herself over and over again.
"Hey…Em…" Bianca turned Emily around to just see tears falling down Emily's face. "Em…" Bianca could care less now; she wrapped her arms around Emily and pulled her into her. Letting Emily cry on her shoulder, let Emily cry her eyes out; give Emily the chance she needed to cry. Just the same way that Emily had done for her. They soon were on the floor, Bianca still holding Emily close to her heart. Emily just seemed to cry, just as she had done. Now Bianca knew what it felt like, to be the one that was left out in the dark about the person she loved. To not be able to help the person she loved.