Now I am not so new at writing….but I am new at the internet language. I am getting use to it…and no I am not like 30…I am young! Just not good with the internet language. Thank you for the reviews shinebright-starlight (thank you very much for all the compliments even though I don't like them, I appreciate them) BAMlover, and Kaya333. But anyway hope that you like this chapter and you will tel me what you think. ) Megs
Disclaimer: I no own! Not that I don't want to, I just can't! But I do own the character Emily Howard and the Howard clan. I have no intention of making a profit. I just want reviews! Nothing more nothing less! Flames, anything! So haha, you people cant sue. :sees lawyers, runs:
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Last time;
"What are these fits!" Bianca yelled in anger. She was the only one in the room that had no idea what was going on. "What the hell is going on here! You all seem to know what is wrong…then fix this! Get her out of this!" Bianca said as a tear fell down her face. She wiped it away before it could reach her cheek. Rich and Maggie looked at Bianca with compassion and pity. They knew that Bianca had no idea what was going on and yet they went on fighting without telling her what was going on. On the other hand Mr. Howard was looking at the young woman with hatred, and disrespect. But Maggie and Rich looked at each other and then nodded what they had to tell Bianca what was going on. They didn't have the patience to wait for Emily to do it. So the two love birds went on to tell Bianca what the fits are and what happened to Emily, to Emily's mother, and to Mark, Emily's son.
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Maggie and Rich had told Bianca what had happened to Emily when she was a young teenager. They told Bianca about how RAMS became fixated with Mary, Emily's mother.
"B…RAMS was a small little thing when Mary was attacked." Maggie said as she went to hold Bianca's hand. Bianca pulled away and just sat back down and held Emily's hand.
"Go on…" Bianca said not even looking up. Now Maggie was in tears. She hated this…Maggie never wanted Bianca to go through anything like this…but here she was just pushing it on her as if it were some sort of candy. Now Rich saw the tears coming out of Maggie's eyes and he wrapped his arm around Maggie and pulled her closer to him, and continued for Maggie.
"My mother…she knew the leader…she tutored him…and everyone knew that he liked her but never had a chance." Rich was looking back at his father to just to see that he had left the room. Emily was still shaking, her head was moving back and forth and she kept saying things that were un-hearable. They were just sounds, jumbled up sounds that no one could understand. Rich went on;
"So he and his group decided that my mother was going to be there next target. After all she was engaged to Richard Howard, the most powerful man in the world." Rich said sarcastically. "They were known only by the people of New York. They would only attack those of money, of a rich blood line. So they went after our mother…and did what they did to ever woman they assaulted…" Rich was hesitant to go on. He knew that Bianca had been raped by the vile Michael Cambious, so he was unsure if he should go on. Bianca saw him stop talking and she didn't realize why until she had her head staring into his and Maggie's eyes.
"they…raped her…" Bianca said in a whisper barely hearable. Bianca then turned her head and just squeezed Emily's hand even tighter than before. Maggie did the same, but she squeezed Rich's hand. Rich went on;
"yes…they…(cough) raped her." Rich was getting very uncomfortable. "To make it all worse they never left her alone. They assaulted her three times after that….killed my aunt Emily…and left my…mother pregnant…with…" Rich was trying not to let out tears of his own. "Me…they left her pregnant with me." With that said Bianca and Maggie looked up at Rich with amazement. Bianca knew that Rich was not Emily's half brother but by rape! Maggie was in complete and total shock. Not once did she ever hear this part of the story! Not once! So Maggie did the only thing she could do at the moment. She squeezed Rich's hand for dear life. There was nothing in the world that was going to make her let go…except if he asked her too. Not even Jonathan could tell her to let go! Maggie felt weird…she touched Rich…and her hand quizzerd. Her whole body went num. Maggie loved Rich and she knew it. All she had to do was grab his hand and she found that old candle that she thought had burned out years ago. Maggie had completely not realized that Rich was continuing this horrid tail. (Tale? Sorry (very sorry)
"The gang, to get back at our parents for putting Patrick behind bars…was to go after me and Emily. It was the perfect plans…torture our parents by torturing us! For me…I got away from the punishment when they found out that I was Patrick's son …but for Emily the torture got worse. They went after her through her friends, school, work, home, and then letters and e-mails…it just got worse and worse until our mom died. She killed herself…she thought that with her gone then they would move on. That the cycle would be complete and they would leave Emily alone…leave us all alone. But it never stopped. Emily was only told about what was going on when she was 13…after they finally got to her. Our mother was 21 when they attacked her….but Emily….God she was only 13! 13!" Rich now had a tear falling down his cheek. Bianca had tears falling down her face even before Rich got to that part.
"Thirteen! Thirteen!" Bianca was now repeating over and over out loud. Mr. Howard came back in at that point and he saw the way Bianca was…he saw how all three of the younger generation was. Mr. Howard put his hand on his son's shoulder and pulled his fingers in and went to tell the rest of the story.
"Yes…she was thirteen…so her son would be about…thirteen now…I took her son away for one reason…and that was to keep him safe." Mr. Howard said as she closed his eyes and when he opened them had two single tears coming from his eyes. Maggie had let go of Rich's hand for one reason…and that reason was because Bianca had started to sway back and forth, like she was going to faint. Bianca did faint…right in Maggie's arms too. When Rich saw that, he put his hand on Mr. Howard's hand and went to help Maggie get Bianca up. It was too much for her…it would be too much for anyone. Nut Bianca had too much going on already…with getting Miranda back…having to decide whether or not to help Babe…and now whether or not to stay with the woman she loved. It was too much…it was just way to much…too much
'Too much…it's all too much…I don't know…what do I do? I don't know…that is for you to decide and for me to find out…I love her but…I know you do…and she knows you do but can you stay with her now that you know her past…if it were just me I would go for it but I have to worry about Miranda too, if it were going to just be me that these men would come after then I would have said bring it on…but Miranda…yes…I see what you are getting at…but are you going to give up without giving it a shot?' Bianca was thinking that while Rich and Maggie drove her home. Emily was not waking up so…Mr. Howard was taking her to the hospital and even though Bianca insisted that she go too…Maggie and Rich were just a very hard team to beat. They two were very strong as a team…and they basically picked Bianca off of the ground and put her in the car and drove her home. Well Rich picked her up and put her over his shoulder and carried her to the car and put her in. Now at first she was hitting him and telling him to put her down, but…after Rich got her outside the house Bianca stopped and just put her head on her hand and put she shoulder on Rich's shoulder blade, pouting the whole way out. Maggie at this sight could not help but laugh. (I can just imagine that…lol) They all needed to laugh and right now they all could not help but laugh…but once Bianca looked out the window her mind would go right back to Emily…and what was going on. What she was going to do…and how she would have to do it. But in ten minutes Maggie and Rich had dropped her off…and they wanted to walk her up and stay with her for awhile, but Bianca wouldn't have it.
"No…no…you two go home…I'll be fine…I go to bed and in the morning head over to the hospital to see Emily…" Bianca saw the looks she was getting and knew she had to be more convincing…but she didn't have the energy too, she was way too tired to fight and do anything but go to bed and worry about Emily. "Really… (Yawn) I am fine…just take good care of her Rich!" Bianca said as she gave him a look and walked into her building.
Rich knew the look he was given…it was the look that meant 'don't you dare take her back to her abusive boyfriend!' look. So Rich gave her a wink…not that she saw it, Bianca was already half way to the elevator by the time he stopped zoning out. He was too busy thinking about how he could kill this Jonathan. Rich was so dazed he didn't realize he just drove Maggie back to the apartment where her abusive boyfriend was waiting for her. But when he saw that Maggie was not getting out he smiled to himself. He knew that she was not sure what to do but…but if she didn't get out that meant she wanted him to take her home.
"Do not get out of this car! I have too! No you don't! Yes I do! No…yes…no stay in this car, here in this car with Rich. I…you want to…yes but…but nothing let Rich take you home to his place, let him take you away from Jonathan. But i…you love Rich…Jonathan I love…no! You love Rich and you are going to see that he loved you back whether or not you tell him you love him…we have to go…no! Yes…No! Yes…NO!...Yes! Yes? Did you just say…yes?' Maggie was so confused and so much into thought that she didn't realize that she and Rich were lip locked.
'She is kissing you dude! Kiss back! No! Yes! NO! YES!' Rich looked at how Maggie was kissing him, and he saw her eyes were closed and she was asking for entrance. Maggie's tongue started to move on its own…it was rubbing on Rich's lips waiting to be let in…and when Maggie was least excepting it…she got what she wanted. Rich had opened his lips and his tongue was now moving the way it wanted...until……..?
TBC…
Hey, sorry for the cliff hanger. I guess it is like cliff hanger Friday on soap net. Oh and just a heads up there will be new additions all this week but next week Presidents week I am going away so I wont have a pc or internet. So… reminder just a heads up for next week not being any updates. But tell me what you thought. Oh and um…I hate to do this but um… shinebright-starlight um in your last review you told me I should write my own sap? I am sorry again for doing this but what does that mean? Sorry, I am just interested to know what it means.