I hope that you like this chapter. It goes to Bianca after Maggie and Rich drop her off. I am working on Maggie, Rich, and Jonathan chapter...but it will take me awhile so please hang on...I hate to do that but I have to. Sorry.

HURRICANE TEARS

Last time:

Emily was not waking up so…Mr. Howard was taking her to the hospital and even though Bianca insisted that she go too…Maggie and Rich were just a very hard team to beat. They two were very strong as a team…and they basically picked Bianca off of the ground and put her in the car and drove her home. Well Rich picked her up and put her over his shoulder and carried her to the car and put her in. Now at first she was hitting him and telling him to put her down, but…after Rich got her outside the house Bianca stopped and just put her head on her hand and put she shoulder on Rich's shoulder blade, pouting the whole way out. Maggie at this sight could not help but laugh. (I can just imagine that…lol) They all needed to laugh and right now they all could not help but laugh…but once Bianca looked out the window her mind would go right back to Emily…and what was going on. What she was going to do…and how she would have to do it. But in ten minutes Maggie and Rich had dropped her off…and they wanted to walk her up and stay with her for awhile, but Bianca wouldn't have it.

"No…no…you two go home…I'll be fine…I go to bed and in the morning head over to the hospital to see Emily…" Bianca saw the looks she was getting and knew she had to be more convincing…but she didn't have the energy too, she was way too tired to fight and do anything but go to bed and worry about Emily. "Really… (Yawn) I am fine…just take good care of her Rich!" Bianca said as she gave him a look and walked into her building.

Rich knew the look he was given…it was the look that meant 'don't you dare take her back to her abusive boyfriend!' look. So Rich gave her a wink…not that she saw it, Bianca was already half way to the elevator by the time he stopped zoning out. He was too busy thinking about how he could kill this Jonathan. Rich was so dazed he didn't realize he just drove Maggie back to the apartment where her abusive boyfriend was waiting for her. But when he saw that Maggie was not getting out he smiled to himself. He knew that she was not sure what to do but…but if she didn't get out that meant she wanted him to take her home.

NOW

Bianca had just walked into her apartment and was looking around. Her thoughts kept going back to Emily...

Flashback

"Ok, here we go..." Emily turned her attention to the younger woman pulling on her shirt sleeve. "Didn't like the pancakes huh?" Emily said giving a glare at the child on the bed. "The little angel over here insisted that we make apple pancakes. She kept throwing the apples at me." Bianca giggled and let Emily continue. "I felt like I was Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz." Emily said, the child seeming to understand what Emily said because Miranda put her head down a little and smiled wide and large.

"No..." Bianca took a sip out of her cup spitting it right out in Emily's face, coughing.

"Is it that bad!" Emily said in one breathe...also wiping off Bianca and the child before she bothered to wipe herself off. Bianca just looked at her and blinked and nodded her head.

"Yes...that bad!" She said as she wiped her tongue and coughed once more. Emily looked at her and frowned.

"Sorry...I don't do coffee. I can't take the smell. I'm a fruit smoothie kinda girl." Emily said as she grabbed a towel off the basket and wiped up the mess of a liquid that just came flying out of the younger woman's mouth. "Jezz how much can you hold in that thing?" Emily said as she soaked up the liquid with the towel. Bianca laughed at the comment and picked up her little girl to go and change her.

"Sorry baby, I didn't mean to soak you too." Bianca said as she walked into the hallway holding Miranda in her arms. Emily just leaned against the door frame of the nursery, watching the two lovely girls in the room. She smiled and went back to Bianca's bedroom, she picked up the tray of food and walked back to the kitchen.

"Hey B..." Bianca remember ingnoring Emily's call. Bianca and her little girl were on the floor playing. Well Bianca was still trying to figure out the little game that Miranda kept doing with her hand and her ear. Bianca remember seeing Emily in the corner of her eyes. Emily had been standing in the doorframe of the living room watching her and Miranda playing on the floor. Miranda had seen Emily and smiled and made a noise. Emily had taken it as a 'please help me' noise.

"Oh, ok little angel I'll come and save you from your clueless mother." Emily had said to Bianca trying to make her mad. Bianca hit Emily on the back of the head for the small nasty comment. The two older woman got a giggle out of the littlest member of the trio. Bianca remembered how Emily had rubbed the back of her head in the spot where she had hit Emily. Bianca remembered how much she wanted to kiss Emily's head...just to see if it would make her head hurt any less

End Flash Back.

Bianca had not made it past the entrance of her apartment before she fell to the floor. Bianca broke down in tears. All the times her and Emily had been together not once had anything like that ever happened. Not once did Bianca ever put Emily into one of those fits.

'What could I have said? What did I do...? All you did was give into your feelings. I know I did but now look where that has gotten me...her! Look where it has gotten Emily! Well, what about you? I'm fine. No your not...yes I am...I am on your side, you don't have to lie to me. I am you remember. Of course you never let me ever forget. God...I don't know what to do...I do. What? What do I do? You go to your mother's. But...you need someone right now whether or not you are willing to admit it.' Bianca could not stop her crying. And her thoughts were going all over the place. Bianca just wanted this nightmare to end...and to wake up lying next to Emily. Have this all be one big bad nightmare. But it wasn't and Bianca knew it. So Bianca just sat with her knees pulled up to her chest, and cried. Bianca had her back up against the door, her legs up to her chest, her head upon her knees, and her arms wrapped around her legs. Her tears were now falling like rains falls in a Hurricane. Bianca had not the energy to get herself to stop...it took all she had just to remain sitting up, and not be lying on the floor in the same position.

Bianca had been crying for a long time now. It was now 10 oclock in the morning. She had been crying for almost 11 hours. Though Bianca had no idea how long...it all seemed to not matter. Bianca was still not waking up in bed next to Emily...she was not going to have the life she wanted with Emily...she couldn't. Bianca was not sure what to do. Bianca was not going to put Miranda in danger...but would Miranda be in danger if she had a life with Emily? This and much more were the things that were going in and out of her head when the Bianca heard and felt the door being knocked on. When Bianca didn't say anything or answer the door Kendall knocked again.

"Hey monster you in there?" Kendall heard Bianca crying and she went closer to the door and put her ear on it to see if she really did hear Bianca inside crying.

"B...Binks...Bianca open the door! B Open The Door! B..." Kendall could hear Bianca crying and saw the door was not opening. Kendall looked through her bad for her cell. Kendall had found her cell after some difficultly. Kendall dialed a couple of numbers and in the next ten minutes Jack, Reggie and Greenlee were at the door. Now the whole group was trying to get Bianca to open the door. Then Jack came out with a key and put it in the keyhole. When it was unlocked Kendall tried to push the door open but it was blocked by something.

"Binks...EMILY!" Kendall yelled into the room. She had gotten it open just enough to fit her hand to fit in it. Kendall just assumed that Emily was still at the apartment with Bianca, because that's how she had left them, TOGETHER! Then Kendall saw that the object in the way of the door was Bianca. Bianca was in a sitting position with her legs up to her chest and her head on her knees. When Bianca saw that she told te others why she couldn't get the door open, so they didn't think that she was incapable of opening a door. Greenlee took this as her chance. Greenlee pushed Kendall to the door.

"Hey..." Kendall said as she tried to stop herself from going into the door.

"You got the stinking form of a twig...what better time to use it!" Greenlee said as she continued to push Kendall to the door. Finally when Kendall fit through the crack she went and kneeled on te floor right next to her sister.

"Hey...monster!" Kendall said as she put her hand on Bianca's shoulder. Bianca felt the hand and leanded up against her sisters chest and kept crying. When Bianca was finally calmed and well dressed...Kendall and the rest of the gang thought that thy had waited long enough to hear what had went down. Kendall was the first to go.

"So...where is that bitch!" Kendall exclaimed not in the tone that anyone wanted to hear at this time. Bianca heard Kendall and she wanted to go over and slap her, for calling Emily that. Scratch that...without even thinking Bianca slapped Kendall on the cheek fast and hard. Everyone was happy to see someone finally do it, but...Bianca do it? Everyone was shocked even Bianca seemed to be shocked. After the slap went down the two sisters shared there shocked-ness by staring at each other.

Bianca was the first to talk.

"Dont...just don't call her that. You have no right...you don't know what..." you would think after 11 hours of crying that you would be all teared out, right? Not Bianca her eyes started to water again and Kendall was now not mad at what Bianca had done, she was sorry that she had brought the subject up.

"B..." Kendall and Greenlee both went to comfort her but were turned off when Bianca backed away.

"She was a victim..." Bianca started to say with tears still falling from her eyes.

"Of what sweetie..." Jack said as he saw the look Bianca was giving him. Bianca had just loked up to stare at her uncle Jack and forget that everyone else was even there.

"Of Rape...as well" Bianca siad as she stepped toward her uncle Jack. Everyone's mouth opened. Kendall and Greenlee both covered theirs after realizeing what Bianca had just said. They all waited for Bianca to continue.

"She is still a victim...and she will always will be..."

"Of what...? Rape?" Jack asked as he saw Bianca take another step toward him.

"Of RAMS ..." Bianca said as she hugged her uncle Jack. Everyone in the room knew what she siad...but the group RAMS was ended 13 years ago...! Then they all realized how old Emily was and how old RAMS last victim would be. 26...just the same as Emily...but the group was not done...they were still out there and they were waiting for Emily too...

"Oh no!" Greenlee said as she realized what the last step of RAMS was. "Did...did she..."?

TBC...

Hope you liked it...next chapter will be for Maggie and Rich...I think I am still not sure what I am going to do with there situation so just hang on for now on them...and get back into Emily and Bianca being together because they are going to be in the next couple chapters.

Megs