IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING! With the hurricanes hitting Florida and my family living there I've been stressed out and crap. And don't worry kagome will go back to her normal self. But I'm not sure if I should continue the story or not.....

Last Time:

Kagome found out her family was killed. She turns Goth and starts cutting herself.

This time:

Sesshoumaru awoke to find Sesshoumaru nowhere near her. She was surprised when she didn't wake up to the loss of warmth but shrugged it off. She slid her legs off the bed and stretched a little bit.

Kagome hummed wandering threw the halls following Sesshoumaru's most recent scent. She finally ended up in the dinning hall where rin and Sesshoumaru sat eating their meals. More like rin was eating and Sesshoumaru, well was staring at a tapestry.

She took her place next to rin and gave a slight head nod instead of a bow. "Rin Chan, Sesshou Kun" she greeted as cheerful as she could due to the fact her family was dead. Then she finally realized about where would she stay when she went to present day Japan anyway? The CSI and FBI were probably already investigating her house.

' I can never go home, all I need is someone discovering the well.' She shook her head and poked at her food, not really in the mood for eating. She saw rin was done and took that as an opportunity of escape.

"Rin Chan...would you like to come play in the garden with me?" she asked sweetly, no matter what the case she was always cheerful to rin.

"Hai...Rin would like to play with Kagome sama." She squealed happily.

Sesshoumaru was about to interrupt when kagome began to speak again.

"No sessy, I'm not hungry, ill eat later promise...bye!" she said while running after rin.

Sesshoumaru pondered that thought; his mate had not really eaten in a couple days. Is was rather odd, ever since she came back from her area she's been weird. Before he could voice his opinion to her he could hear her and rin laughing outside.

He loved to hear her laugh. It made his day, also seeing rin have a motherly figure. Sesshoumaru walked up to his room and stood on the balcony. The balcony just so happened to over look the garden the girls always played in.

He listened to rin babble on about the flowers and how it was nice to have a mommy and someone to keep himself happy. His ears only perked up when he saw kagome's face sink.

-Back with Rin and Kagome-

"KagomeSama.... why do you look so sad at the mention of you being my new mommie? Are you not pleased with me as your child?" the young girl asked with hurt in her eyes.

Kagome picked the child up and hugged her in her lap.

"No...Rin I will always love you and I hope ill always be there. Its just you see...." She held back a few tears, "my mommie, little brother, and grandfather were killed by some bad people. And my mother always told me shed always be there, but not she's not, even though I shouldn't blame her I still do." She looked down at the ground.

She knew rin wouldn't completely understand, but she did understand the death part because rin hugged her around her waist and said it would be ok.

Sesshoumaru took this as a time to step in, seeing how she never revealed this information to him.

"Rin.... Go to the dinning hall. Kagome and I will be there shortly" he stated simply. She asked no questions and scurried off.

Sesshoumaru took a seat next to kagome on the ground. He wanted to speak but couldn't for she beat him to it

"Look Sesshoumaru, I'm sorry, I've wanted to tell you. It has been hard for me to talk about and I rather take my pain out in a different way. Which I'm sure you already know." She stated looking down at her wrists, she frowned slightly.

She looked up at Sesshoumaru who had pain coursing threw his eyes. She silently began to sob until Sesshoumaru picked her up and carried her to the bedroom. He laid her on the bed and curled up next to her. He whispered soothing words to her and held her in a tight embrace.

The two fell asleep there, not wanting to leave each others embrace. They woke around the same time due to the face the sunlight was beaming in the room. Kagome sat up to be startled with golden orbs meeting her own.

"good morning sessy-kun." She said actually cheerful.

She figured it best not to dwell on the past instead focus on the future, which looked very promising as the Lady of the Western Lands.

"Good morning to you too kagome." Sesshoumaru said while getting dressed "How did you sleep last night?"

Kagome sat up and bed and began staring out into the gardens and inhaling the wonderful scent that flooded her nose. She completely forgot Sesshoumaru's question until he tapped her on the shoulder.

"Kagome.... Are you ok?" he asked with a lil concern in his voice.

"Huh what...oh yea Sesshoumaru I'm fine...just thinking is all." She stated while turning her gaze from the garden to the kimono Sesshoumaru laid out for her.

It was a beautiful black silk with red trimming around the outline. It had a red dragon the coiled its way down her right side only to be entwined with a white dragon that coiled down her left side. At the top of the kimono was a blue crescent moon.

She was breath taken at the sight of it let alone the feel. She slid herself into it with the help of Sesshoumaru to tie it for her. Sesshoumaru took a step back and looked over her. His eyes widened, she looked magnificent.

It was his mother's kimono. She wished for him to give it to his mate after she had died. It hugged her curves in all the right places and made her look so much older. While Sesshoumaru was drooling of her, kagome was doing her hair. Kagome brushed her long flowing hair and pulled it back into a low ponytail.

"Sesshoumaru, are you ready to go?" kagome asked while pressing out any lines in her kimono.

Sesshoumaru looked confused for a moment before kagome spoke. "Sesshoumaru...Its Inuyasha and Kyatto's wedding remember? We received an invitation a month ago."

-flashback-

Kagome was sitting in the front garden watching the beautiful skies roll by. She heard a horse trotting in the distant. She arose to see a messenger

" Good afternoon milady. I have a letter to ask your presence at Lord Inuyasha and Lady Kyatto's wedding next month. It is to be held at the Northern Castle. That is all." The man bid her a farwell and was off to the southern lands.

Kagome went in to tell Sesshoumaru. She found him in his study doing some work like always.

" Sesshoumaru...Inuyasha and Kyatto are getting married. The wedding is next month. We are expected to be there. No arguments." And with that kagome left the room.

-End flashback-

Sesshoumaru shook his head as her remember that fact. "Oh...yes....well I guess we should be on our way then." He took her arm and linked it with his as they walked out of the front gates. They walked on foot for about a mile. Then kagome transformed into her giant doggie form and took off. Sesshoumaru soon followed in his full form as well. The only was to tell the difference between the two dogs was that kagome's ears were black while Sesshoumaru's was white.

After about an hour, they saw the gates of the northern lands. They both transformed back into their more human like appearances where as kagome forgot to hide her ears. They walked up to the front gates and was greeted by Inuyasha.

Kagome ran forth and hugged him. "god its been for ever Inuyasha, how have ya been." She said releasing him and petting his ears like she used to do.

Inuyasha purred... " its been pretty good....Kyatto had out first pup about 2 weeks ago. She's inside with her now. We named her Kagome...after you of course." Inuyasha stated when he saw the joy in kagome's eyes.

It wasn't until then that he noticed her dog ears. He took this as a time of revenge. He began playing with her ears. That is, until kagome bit his hand.

"Keep your hands to your self." She said nicely liking the blood off of her fangs and retracting her ears. She was about to snap at Inuyasha but Kyatto walked up with the pup in her arms.

GOMEN FOR NOT UPDATING! You guys have to tell me if I should continue or not. When I get 70 reviews ill update again. And if you guys have any suggestions then plz let me know.Till then ja ne

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