Of Lost Souls Chapter 1, a van helsing fanfic

Of Lost Souls

By: Belle K.

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Chapter 1: Death of Seasons

Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!

Tara sat in her room teetering on the edge of consienceness, but she could care less. She felt a sort of satisfaction knowing that he never won. When she cut herself she felt like she was temping him with victory, yet never fully giving in to defeat herself. She smirked thinking about how he must feel. Victory looming like a storm out at sea while he must sit on shore watching it while never fully experencing its beauty. It made her feel powerfull because

she knew that it was the one thing that he had no power over. At the same time it made her feel afraid because she knew that after the sun rose she was at

his mercey again.

Nothing, from nowhere, I am no one at all

Radiate, recognize, one silent call

All the while she didn't know that someone was forming a plot to help her. Tara picked up her mother's old book.

As we all form one dark flame

Dance in array!

The spine was so tattered from use that you couldn't read the title that was once written in gold. All that was left was a few faded letters that were mere shadows of their former beauty. On the red wripped cover, in the same faded gold color was written,"Mythical Beasts" She opened it up and a picture of her mother fell out. It was her mother holding Tara with the silliest grin imaginable on her mother's kind raidiant face. Tara picked up the old photo and kissed it before returning to the inside cover. There on the Title page numbered one, her mother had witten out Tara's full name. There, in navy ink, was written Tara Belle

Mckay Keat.

Nothing, from nowhere, I am no one at all

Radiate, recognize, one silent call

As we all form one dark flame

As we all!

She touched her mother's fine handwriting and a tear escaped her dark lashes. Tara's green eyes turned blue and she began to cry. For about thirty minutes she sobbed into her pillow. She cried until she had no more tears to cry. Then she creptinto her bathroom and grabbed her razor. She put the blade to her chest and drug it as hard as she could across the pale skin there. She did this repeatedly until the room began to spin. That's when she knew she had cut to much.

'Oh no....What have I done!'

Love your hate, your faith lost, you are now one of us!

Bella couldn't stand it any more and appeared before her daughter. "What are you doing?" The spirit asked softly. Tara didn't have the energy to react to her mother's apperance. She had lost too much blood. Bella made her book's pages open to the pages about Van Helsng and Dracula and chanted a spell. The book began to glow. Tara and the book disappered. A silent tear made it's way down Bella's cheek.

1888

i tried to kill the pain

but only brought more

i lay dying

and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal

Van Helsing was going back to the church after finishing off Mr.Hyde. He was walking up the church steps and somthing caught his eye. As he came closer it looked sort of like a....like a body! Van rushed to th person side and gently trned it over to find it was a girl! He picked her up, careful of her wounds he brought her into the church.

i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming

am i too lost

to be saved

am i too lost?

my God my tourniquet

return to me salvation

my God my tourniquet

return to me salvation

He busted through the catedral door yelling at the top of his lungs,"Father! Father! Come quickly!" The elderly man rushed as fast as he could out there. "What is-" he stopped mid-sentence whenhe saw her. "Hurry to the basement!" They rushed down there and puther in a room. One of he Friars here had once been a doctor so he volenteered to help her.

do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me

i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?

"What happened!?" The Father asked franticly. "I don't know. I just saw her near the steps." Van answered calmly. Just then, the Doctor/Friar came out of the room. "This girl was attacked." theylooked at each other and began biccering about whoes fault it was when the Friar spoke again,"But about half of th marks were not cause by an attack. Van and the Father both looked at him. "Ten who did it?" Van asked. "If my guess is correct she did it t herself."

my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide. (2)

later that night

Van and all of the others in the church were awaken by a scream. When Van and the Father gt to her room almost every other person there was crowded around her door. The two hed to force their way threw the crowd. Van was the firs to speak to her. "Who are you?" He asked as he kneeled by her bed. Her head whipped around to look at him. "I am Van Helsing. Who are you?" "I am Tara." she said and as the father came tothe other side of the be she gripped Van Helsing's collar and got as close to him as possible to get away from the father.

End Chapter1!

(1)Miseria Cantare -- A.F.I.

(2)Tourniquet -- Evanescence

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