A fire inside

I don't own Fruits basket or this song

I would never bother you

I would never promise to

I would never follow you

I would never bother you

Never speak a word again

I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here

You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this

Always knew it would come to this

Wow what a day, Yuki's head was spinning after all he heard. Thank god they were home he need to get some pills for his headache. Yuki could only close his eyes after what they said about his Tohru. Thinking no one could touch her beauty, grace, and innocence but after hearing about the news one word came 2 mind whore! How come every women he ever loved in his life was a whore? Maybe he was just gynepaphobic he wonder if he looked at his reflection in the mirror he chuckled. If any thing he was androphobic. Every man he met was abusive towards him in some way except for a few but he believed that would go sour eventually. Oh ya, he forgot what he was doing in the bathroom in the first place, he was getting aspirin for his headache. He reached toward the cabinet pulling it open with great force finely pulling it lose being pulled by a shit full of things then suddenly "OUCH!" as one of Shigure's razors hit the tip of Yuki's finger, he was bleeding now .

For some reason the pain was a relief. He was so fascinated by the blood and it crimson color and the blade... maybe he just a little...

Things have never been so swell

I have never felt this well

I have never felt so frail

I have never failed to feel

I have never felt to feel

I have never failed to fail Pain!

You know you're right

He had heard about people who did this. They were called cutters. Ya that's right. He had heard about it on some talk show. How they would use pain to help themselves forget or numb the emotional pain. He had felt pity for them. Thinking it was such a sad thing to hurt your self. But there he was slicing away at his arm, watching the blood fall, smiling at it. Making all of his pain and fear drip down along with it. Why hadn't he though of it before. He laughed again.

I'm so warm and calm inside

I no longer have to hide

Let's talk about someone else

Sterling silver begins to melt

Steaming soup against her mouth

Steaming soup begins to melt

Nothing really bothers her

She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here

You won't be afraid of fear

No thought was put into this

Always knew it would come to this

He smiled for a minute pulling up his right sleeve to begging slicing at the other arm. Remembering all the time him and Tohru spent together at his garden, that filling of being hole he thought he would find again. He did it with that razor blade making everything he felt at that moment disappear. Memories of his abusive father and mother gone. Forgetting about his brother who just now decided he wanted to be around. Akito's ranting and ravings. Kyo's constant nagging about him being the rat. All the nights he had cried him self to sleep. They were gone and all that was left was him and the razor blade. He was at peace.

Things have never been so swell

I have never felt this well

I have never felt so frail

I have never failed to feel

I have never felt to feel

I have never failed to fail

Pain!

You know you're right

Pain

Song by Nirvana R.I.P. Kurt Cobain