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Last Time…

I check my self out in the mirror, Hey not bad, I'm pretty good looking for a guy without a past. KNOCK! KNOCK! "Come in!" I yell fixing my tie. "Oh, hey you, Jay."

"Wow, how did you get it so clean?" She says readjusting my tie. Wow, she gets comfortable around people, FAST.

"I don't know. But I'm ready, are you?"

"Yeah, totally." We walk out of the hospital in total silence. We even arrive at her apartment building in silence. "So," She says while we're in the elevator. "What's it like starting over?"

"I don't know, but I guess it could be nice." If I had any idea what my past was like.

"Listen, Draco," Oh, I like the way my name sounds when you say it. "I have to tell you something, about my personal life…"

Losing my Faith

Chapter 3: Oh, I see and Dreams

"Go head." I say.

"Well, Draco, see, I have a –" When she opens the door she's immediately knocked down.

"A dog?" So? A lot of people do, what's the big deal?

"Get in there Chewy." She says pushing the huge Golden Retriever into her apartment. Wow, nice place its pretty big, the biggest I've seen in this life. I have no idea if I was rich or not in my past, but in this life of mine now, it's pretty big. It has a white loveseat, and two couches, a plasma screen TV, a huge tow-door sliding glass door, a fairly big kitchen, and three doors leading to bedrooms, or bathrooms. "You see, Draco, I have a-"

Before Jay could finish, a guy with dark brown hair, green sunset eyes (which are green eyes with red/orange around the pupil that looks like a sunset), about 6', which is 1 inch shorter than me, and olive skin. He wraps his arms around the 5'8" Jay and buries his face into her silky black hair and kisses her neck. Eww, he's shirtless, he's only wearing jeans. That should be me kissing her. "Hey, baby. Where you been? Oh, hi, who are you?" He says FINALLY taking notice of me. I can't believe this; the first girl I meet has a boyfriend. Fan-fuckin-tabulous.

"Draco, this" she says wiggling her way out of his hands, "is my boyfriend, Greg Prefer." So, this is what she wanted to tell me. That's great, that's just really great.

"Hello, Draco. Nice to meet you." He says reaching his hands out for me to shake. I don't wanna touch you. You've taken the girl I wanted.

But what can I do, but shake it. "Hey, likewise." NOT.

"How about, I let you guys get to know one another, while I go change out of this." Jay says, indicating that the black knee-high skirt and slightly see through pink shirt.

"So," Greg says after putting on a green shirt and grabbing a coke out of the fridge, " What bring you around here?" Oh, how thoughtful of you for getting me one too. I take the coke and open it then sit on one of the white couches.

"I'm kind of here to, well, stay with you guys." I say. Ha! Look at all the coke coming out of his nose. God, that's hilarious.

"What?!"

"Yeah, I kind of-well not kind of, but, I lost my memory. So I have amnesia, and Jay found me and took me to this hospital near here. I don't remember what it was called-"

"St. Mango's." Greg said taking off his shirt again because of the coke.

"Yeah, that's it. Well, she took me there and the nurse told her that since she found me, I'm legally with her, BUT NOT IN THAT WAY!" I add seeing how Greg looks like he's about to pummel me "So until I get my memory back I have to stay with you. I know what your about to ask, 'Why don't I just stay at the hospital?'. Well, the nurse said I couldn't since they didn't have any medical backgrounds about me. Which means," He cuts me off.

"That you don't have the insurance to pay them" Exactly. I think nodding my head. "Well, good thing that we have a guest bedroom." He says laughing. Hmm, not really funny. No, its not, at all. "Well, that's Jay for you. Golden heart that couldn't turn anything away. Nice to have you here." Yeah, thanks for letting me hear the fakeness in your voice.

"Hey, Greg." I say, standing up from the couch. He turns to me, from going back to his room. "Mind telling me where my room will be while I'm here?"

"Oh, yeah. It's the one over there." He says pointing to the room across their master bedroom. "I'll make sure to send Jay out here when shes done." I nod my head.

"Wait." He turns around again, I can tell he's pretty pissed that I'm here. "Do you have any p.j.'s I can borrow? You know, just like pajama pants."

"Oh yeah. Totally. You can go into 'your' bedroom and check it out."

"Okay. Thanks." I walk into the room. Hmm, this is pretty big too. Nice big window, a queen-sized bed. Wow, Jay and Greg must be pretty rich. The bed has red and white silk sheets, and the bedroom coordinates with it. Well, except for the 40-inch TV, and the bookshelf. I lay down on the bed and wait for Greg, or Jay (mostly Jay) to come in. Wow, I'm totally at peace.

"Muggles. They're DISGUSTING."

What the hell are muggles. Are these flashes from my past? Hmm, I better-

"Knock. Knock." says a voice. Hmm, its Jay. I can tell by her voice, and the way the room fills up with the scent of vanilla. "Oh, sorry. Did I wake you up?"

"Oh, no, you didn't. I was just taking in the home-y feeling of it here." I say sitting up and looking at her. Hey, shes got those pants I asked for. Awesome.

"Okay, that's great. I'm glad you like it here." Only because you're here. "Well, Greg said you asked for some p.j.'s. So here you are." She comes in fully. Wearing only a light blue tank top and white boy shorts saying all over "U LOVE ME" and "I LOVE YOU TOO" with red and pink hearts all around. Must have been from Greg. Damn him. Jay walks over to 'my' bed and sits down ten hands me the p.j.'s. "Well, you better try them on. I nod my head. "I'll be right outside the door, and when your done call me in."

"Sure. Thank you so much for this Jay."

"Yeah, no problem." She walks out the door. No problem. No, there is one I can sense it. I don't know how, but, I can tell there's some kind of problem with me staying here. I shrug off the feeling. I take of my shirt and examine myself in the mirror. Wow, I have nice abs. 6-pack. I think they're a hella lot better then Greg Popcorn's, or whatever his name is. Next I take off my jeans. Hmm, I wonder how "built" I am, if you get what I'm saying. I take the elastic of my black silk boxers and tug on it a little. Wow, I'm hung like a friggen walrus! Awesome. God, just think about Jay and what she's wearing, mmm. That's turning me on. Oh God. I'm getting hard. Okay, calm down. Breathe in, and out. In and out, in and out. Okay, that's a lot better. I slip on the green and blue plaid p.j. pants. Wow, it's really comfortable. Then I hear a knock on the door. Hmm, it's probably "Jay. "Come in!" I say readjusting the pants and turning around to face the door. Yep, my suspicions confirmed. It's the very sexy C-cup Jay.

"Oh!" She gasps. "You don't have a shirt on," Woops. Did I forget to put it back on? I smirk in my head. "And I can see some of your boxers." Oh poo. I forgot to pull it up all the way, didn't I? Hehe, now I'm grinning like crazy in my head.

"Sorry, I just didn't see a need to put a shirt back on since I'm going to sleep." And so I could show my abs off. I hope you like them.

"Yeah, I totally get what your saying. Greg does the some thing, except he just sleeps in his boxers." Damn him for getting into the picture! "Well, I just wanted to make sure that they fit you," then she whispers something so faint, I could barely hear it. "And they damn well do." Score! She thinks I look hot in them. Sweet. Now I cant help but flash a cheeky smile. "What are you so happy about?" She asks sitting on the bed, motioning for me to sit next to her.

"Oh, I uh." I heard what you said, that's why. But I can't say that. "Oh, I just saw this bird outside fly into a building." I say rubbing the back of my head, and look outside. Wow, that was a really lame excuse. How often does a bird do that? Umm, probably NEVER! I can feel her eyes on me. And I think I like it. She's checking me out! "So," I say turning back to her. She quickly averts her eyes. "How did you and Greg meet?" why did I bring him up again? I just got myself mad!

"Well, we met about 2 years ago, and we moved in together about, I don't know. Say, 1 year and a half ago." What?! You only knew each other 6 months before moving in with him?

"Wow, that's fast. Who suggested moving in."

"Greg did. It was my birthday, September 22," that's her birthday. I better keep it in mind. "And he said he had a surprise for me. He said, 'It's in the city. So I'm having my mom drive us there.' And I just went along with it." What? That means that you were only 15? Holy crap. That doesn't make sense. "Yes, I know, I was only 15, and he was 16. So why didn't he drive us, instead of his mom? Well, it turns out that, well, his mom bought this place. It seems she and Mr. Prefer had gotten a divorce. So, we got here and I said, 'Greg, why are we at an apartment?' and he said, 'Jay, my parents got a divorce. So, I'm living with my mom, since my dad is moving to Florida. I was supposed to go with him, but I couldn't leave you. It would break my heart.' It was the sweetest thing I had ever heard." She paused and looked at me straight in the eyes. "Then, he said, 'I talked to my mom and told her how special you are to me. And how close your house it to here.' And my parent's house really is close to here. About five minutes away if you drive. Anyways, I said, 'Okay, well, at least you don't live so far away from me.'. Then he pulled me into a different room. This room, actually, and he asked, 'Jay, will you move in with my mom and me?' I thought he was kidding. So I started laughing. He looked so down, then I realized he was serious. I told him I couldn't since we were still too young." No, Jay. Don't look away from me. Please.

"Yeah, I wonder what your parents might have said."

"Actually," 'Actually?' what do you mean 'Actually?'? "when I got home, my parents said that they were going on a vacation, to get away from all the stress. So I had to stay with a friend for 2 months. Then I suggested Greg. They were so fired up, and they said no. But I persuaded them, and my mom called Greg mom. So for two months, Greg and I lived together. He was supposed to sleep on the couch while I slept in here, and his mom in the master bedroom. But, he would never sleep out there. He would sneak in here at about 10:30, a half hour after his mom went to bed, and sleep with me." SLEEP WITH YOU?! Oh my gosh. That's sick. "No, don't worry, not like that. We're both still virgins." Oh okay that's good. At least I know I'm gonna be the first one to have you. Hehe. "So, I would set my alarm clock to 6:00. Mrs. Prefer would us usually get up at around 6:30. Greg and I had to be at school at 8:15, and Greg's mom had to leave at 7:15, so Greg would drive us to school."

Wait, that means you and Greg had 6-6:30, and 7:15-8:00 to be alone. What did you do during those times. "Hey, that means you guys had plenty of alone time." I raise my eyebrow in suspicion.

Jay blushed. "Well, we wouldn't get very far because we still had to take showers." That's good. "Anyways. I dint really answer your question, did I?" She laughs again. Oh, how lovely it is.

"Umm, no. Now that I think about it." I laugh along with her.

"Yes, well. We met at my friend's house. They were neighbors, and he came over to her house alot. One day, when I was there, he was too. So Monique, our common friend, had to go to the kitchen to help her mom with something. Greg and I started talking, and I found out that we were going to be at the same school the next year, and I was so ecstatic! We talked for quite a while, it turns out, that Monique was helping her mom with dinner for 30 minutes. We hit it off, and we stayed friends for about a month more then he asked me out."

"Hmm, I see. Well, looks like we hit it off too. We've been talking for, wow." That long? really?

"What? How long." She asks tugging at my arm. Wow, that's the first time you've touched me. Beautiful. "Come on Draco, tell me!"

"Okay, okay. No need to get physical." I say sarcastically. Oh man, she let go of me. "Well, we've, or mostly you've been talking for an hour and 15 minutes."

"Wow, that means its already 10:45. It's almost 11. you better get to bed soon. You, me and Greg are going to go shopping for your clothes tomorrow." Really cool!

"That's awesome! Well, thanks again, Jay. G'night." She kisses me on the cheek and walks to the door and turns around. "Good night, Draco." Then she walks out.

I touch my cheek. Wow, it feels tingly there. I get tucked in under the silk blankets.

I'm gonna have good dreams tonight!

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