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crazy person called aleera: what a name. Im still struggling on who he will end up with. I think he should go with one, then I find another reason for him to go with another, and so on. please keep reading! have a loli and thanks for reviewing!

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Last Time…

We all make small talk as Greg and I sit in the back. Okay, Jay was right, Greg isn't such a bad guy. Well, not when he's under the impression that Jay was cheating on him with me. Which technically she was, but I wouldn't put it past her.

No one can stand the old Slytherin charm.

That's it, I'm definitely crazy. All these things are popping into my head and I don't know what they mean. Well, I shouldn't think so much about it.

"We're here!" Jay excitedly announces.

"Jay! Greg! Over here!" I hear a voice yell when we get into the huge mall.

Losing my Faith

Chapter 5: Hello's and What?

A girl about 5'8" with dark brown hair, almost black, comes running towards us. "Hey guys! It's awesome to see you!" She hugs Greg and Jay then takes notice of me.

"Hello." She says, her green eyes widening and her full lips curving up in a seductive smile. "I'm Meghan."

"Hello, Meghan. I'm Draco. I'm staying with Greg and Jay for a little while." I grin, noticing her eyes wander all over my body. Good, she better be cause I'm checkin her out too.

She has perky green eyes, dark brown hair, which is almost black, she has pale skin, with a few freckles around her collarbone and on her arms. She is wearing a pale blue tank top, with tan low rider capris, low enough to show plenty of skin. Wonderful. I feel myself smirk as I work my way back up, past her C cup chest. "Draco. Where does that name come from?" Meghan asks as she brushes a piece of her hair out of her face.

"Meg," Jay interrupts our flirting. "Hon, Draco needs to go shopping. We need to be on our way." Is someone jealous? Nice to know I'm irresistible.

"Alright. Are you guys going to Hot Topic? I love that place!" Awesome. Now we can shop together.

"Yeah, we were just on our way there." Greg informs her. "You going to go there first, or some other store with Jay?"

"You guys can go there, Greg and I were going to go to Abercrombie first. See you later guys." She winks at Meghan and pulls Greg off in another direction.

Meghan looks at me. I just look back. "So, uh, Meghan, where is this place?"

"You don't know? I would have expected you to know. And by the way, you can call me Meg." That's a nice name. I nod. "So, lets be on our way now, shall we?" She takes my hand in her small ones and we start walking. Jay and me never held hands…

"Meg, do you have a boyfriend?" Shit, I shouldn't have said that out loud. Now she thinks I'm hitting on her. But I am, right? Or am I hitting on Jay? Ugh, damn it. I can't even get my mind straight. It would be horrible if I met another gorgeous girl. Then it would be even more complicated.

"No." No?! Really? A girl like you, it would seem a swarm of boys would be fighting over you. "Well, I broke up with my boyfriend, Chuck, a month ago. He, he was kind of sleeping with, er," Who?

"Your sister?" Just a guess.

"No, actually my mom." What? Shit. That's wrong. That's, ewe, that's disgusting.

"Why would he do that?" Your mom must be at least 40, since your 17, I'm, guessing.

"You would expect my mom to be over 40, right? She's not. She's only 32." What the fuck? That means…

"You mom was only 15 when she had you?" No, that's absurd.

"Yeah, she was a total slut. She slept around. But her parents never knew she did. When she had me, she had no clue who was my dad. So she made up some dumb lie that her boyfriend got her pregnant, he raped her, or something like that. Then he ran, and fled from the horrors of having a kid. They believed her, and took care of me while she went to school." Are you about to cry? Meg turns away and slips her hand out of mine.

"Meg, don't." I take her hand in mine and squeeze it reassuringly. She looks up at me, her dazzling green eyes, a dull shade of sadness. There's not even a word do describe the pain in her eyes. It's so depressing. "Please don't look so sad. I have only known you for a short period of time, and I already know what you look like sad. Now that's not very good, right?"

"Yeah, hehe." She giggles. I hate giggling. It's lame. But I'll let it slip. "Sorry for that." She looks up at me again, all the sadness gone, and her dazzling eyes show all the happiness in her. "Okay. Look we're here."

I look up to see a big red edgy sign saying Hot Topic. This place looks…odd. We walk in and immediately my ears are blasted with the loudest music I have ever heard. "Meg! Meg!" I yell at the top of my lungs. "You gonna get your stuff first?"

"Sure! If it's okay with you." I nod my head. God, I can barely hear myself think. "Great! Let's go!" We push and pull our way through the mangled crowd inside the store. "Draco, stay here, will you? Just for a second." She disappears into the crowd and I'm lost. I'm all by myself.

Then someone pushes me down to the grown, and comes toppling down on me. "Excuse me! I'm so sorry! It's just so crowded in here! I hope I didn't squish you!"

"Oh, yeah. It's no problem. No, you didn't squish me. You're too light to do that." I get up on my feet and help the girl up. "I'm Draco. Nice to meet you." Very nice. A girl somewhere between a dirty blonde and a light brown hair stands up. She has bluish greenish hazel eyes, and is about the same height as Jay.

"I'm Heather. Thanks for helping me up. I've got to go now, I'm here with my stupid brother." She waves good-bye to me and runs to the entrance, her hair flowing. I hope I meet her again.

"Draco! I'm back. Let's go get your stuff now." I turn around and see Meg with a small bag.

"Is that all you got?" I ask with confusion on my face.

"Well, it's actually a lot of stuff, it's just a ton of small stuff." Whatever. Let's go get mine!

"Where are they boys things?" Woops. Shouldn't have let that out, I hope I wont have to tell her I lost my memory. "I, uh, haven't been here before. Not to this mall, at least."

"Oh, sure. Well, it's right there." Meg points to a whole bunch of baggy clothes. Baggy? What? I thought they were going to be tight fitting. Oh, well, anything would look good on me.

After spending a few bucks (or pounds), Meg and I are done shopping at Hot Topic. We meet up with Greg and Jay at the Burger King inside the mall. Wow, didn't know they could put a restaurant inside a mall.

"Shut up! Just shut up!" Jay screams at Greg, and then she runs out of the mall.

Greg is sitting at the table by himself, his head buried in his hands. "What was that all about?" I ask Meg, running over to Greg.

"I have no idea, but it DEFINITELY does not look good." She replies, beating me to Greg. "Greg? What was that? You guys looked so happy just a second ago."

"She," Greg pauses and looks up at me. "She broke up with me, and she's gonna move out, going back to her parents."

WHAT?! Am I stuck with Greg until I get my memory back?


uh-oh. does this mean something. could this be a slash fic? hmm, who knows, the only way to find out is reviewing and keep reading! just wanted to make sure i go this out before New Years!

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