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…Last Time…

"Shut up! Just shut up!" Jay screams at Greg, and then she runs out of the mall.

Greg is sitting at the table by himself, his head buried in his hands. "What was that all about?" I ask Meg, running over to Greg.

"I have no idea, but it DEFINITELY does not look good." She replies, beating me to Greg. "Greg? What was that? You guys looked so happy just a second ago."

"She," Greg pauses and looks up at me. "She broke up with me, and she's gonna move out, going back to her parents."

WHAT?! Am I stuck with Greg until I get my memory back?

Losing my Faith

Chapter 6: More memories and boyfriend

"What? Why?" I pant, out of breath. "What did you say to her?"

"I don't know. I just asked if she ever thought of breaking up with me. She was quiet, so I stayed quiet too. When we got here, I asked her if there was anything up with her and you." Me? Oh no. I hope She didn't say anything. "She was quiet again, so I asked again. And she screamed at me 'Well if you don't trust me maybe I should just leave! You know BREAK UP!' It's all you damn fault!" He growled and stood up. "Thanks a lot, you stupid ferret. I told her I did trust her, but I just wanted to know what was happening, that's where you guys came in and saw her telling me to shut up." With a fierce look in his eyes, Greg glares at me. He then whispers to me with hate. "You'll get yours one day soon, Malfoy." Malfoy? Is that me? Does he know something that I don't? Without another word, he walked away, disappearing into the forever-growing crowd.

"Draco, what did he say?" Meg asked me, turning my head to face hers.

"It, it was nothing. Well, I have no place to stay now." Hmm, maybe with you, my dear Meghan?

"I would LOVE for you to stay with me, but my parents wouldn't allow that." Oh yeah. Damn parents. "I could call Jay on her cell and see if you can stay with her again." Cell? What the hell is that? Who cares, I just can't get my mind off of what Greg said. Malfoy. Is that me?

Draco Malfoy…

"Draco, my son. A part of being a Malfoy means that you have to be strong."

"Yes, father. Malfoys can't show emotion. Only proudness. Malfoys do not strut, we walk with out heads held high."

"Good, now repeat to me the Malfoy code of conduct. Now Draco!"

"Malfoys do not feel pity to weak and senseless. The weak aren't meant to strive, only to be the puppets of the powerful.

"Good boy. I would like you to meet someone now."

"Draco? Draco, are you okay?" Meg shakes me from my vision of something.

"Yeah. Uh, why would you ask?" I hope I didn't do something weird…

"Draco, you we're zoned out. I was shaking you for two minuets, and you just stood there. Then you closed your eyes and you would open them. It was very weird and scary."...Too late. I did do something weird. I just stand there, not knowing what to do. I mean, what can I tell her? 'Oh yeah. I was having a vision from what I think was my past. Did I mention I lost my memory? Yes, I'm starting over. I am crazy because Greg knows something I don't about myself. Isn't that great?' No. I definitely couldn't tell her a thing. What if she knew something about me like Greg does? Nope. Gotta keep my mouth shut. "Whatever. I called Jay and she said that she would meet you at Greg's loft. Let's go."

We start to walk out of the mall, without a meal I haven't had one for a couple of days. I'm starving. "Wait, Meg. I haven't had a meal in couple of days. Could we, you know, grab a bit at Burger King?" Whatever they have there.

She hesitates for a little while and then nods in approval. "Okay. We can have a meal, then we'll meet Jay at Greg's loft." After two 'burgers' and one 'milkshake' later we were on our way to the loft. It was quiet, a mix of comfortable and uncomfortable silence. I should definitely look up on the Malfoy thing Greg said. It's really irking me! I NEED to know what he was talking about, I wont be able to rest until I know.

We arrive at Greg's loft, he wasn't there. Thank goodness. I giveMeg a peck on the lips, and get out of the car to gowith Jay to Greg's loft.

Jay grabs a bag and stuffs all her stuff in it. She puts a sticky not on the TV saying:

Greg,

Anything with post-its on is mine that I had brought. You're gonna be missing plenty of stuff. I'll be back for them later.

Jay

Wow, that's pretty harsh. She then walks all around the house claiming more thing to be hers: the stereo, microwave, some bed sheets and pillows, the smaller of the two couches, and a few more other things.

"Jeez, Jay. Why did you bring so much stuff to his place?" I asked her while we were riding back to her house.

"I don't know. I guess I just thought that we were gonna be together for like, ever, I guess. I don't know why I would think that, but I did. And now I feel like and idiot for ever thinking that." Jay shakes her head and brushes some hair out of her face.

I wonder if Jay will ever feel that way about me and her, if we ever get a chance to get together.

We pull up into the driveway of her parent's house. "How are your parents goin to take this?" I ask unbuckling this belt lying across my chest. "Aren't they going to be asking about Greg?"

"Well, umm. I really didn't think about that much. Actually, I didn't think about it at all." That's just great. I hope they'll accept me. I feel like no one would ever accept me.

Well, here we go! I think as Jay opens the door with a key and yells, "I'm home! Mom! Dad! I brought my new boyfriend with me!"

BOYFRIEND?!
I know, not much of a chapter. I totally wanted it out since it hasn't been since last year (lol!) please review!