The Night I Died...
Disclaimer:
I don't own Jimmy Neutron (that WOULD be sweet) and I don't own Hilary Duff's song, "Dangerous to Know", either. (And I don't want 2, she does great on her own) Srry 4 all u Lindsey Lohan fans out there, but I liked this song for this particular one-shot fic.
The words in bold italics r the song words, but the bold words with the regular text is Cindy's narration of what's happening to her heart.
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My heart hurt so badly. I didn't know why, but then again, I guess I kinda did.
Some secrets need to be kept
Some stories should never be told
Some reasons shouldn't be understood...
Love sucked. Especially for me. Or maybe it was this way for all or most eleven-year-old girls like me.
I laid in bed, darkness everywhere, tears streaming down my face like rivers that seemed to have no ending. My heart was hurting ten times as it had ever before.
Who needs all the answers?
Who takes all the chances?
Who said the truth's gonna save you?...
I needed Jimmy. My sweet, caring, loveable Jimmy. I just needed him so much right now. I felt like I could just die crying if he didn't come to me soon.
And it's dangerous...
Dangerous to know...
"Cindy?"
I heard that sweet voice I had so longingly waited to hear, and felt the hand of my sweet genius wipe my tears away. But my heart still remained so painful. No one-not even my sweet, caring Jimmy-could help that.
I was a law unto myself
When you found me out on my own...
He lifted my head so carefully as if I was so fragil and could break and sat behind me on my bed.
"Shhh...it's okay. Just lie on me."
My head dropped on his shoulder at the command as my heart's beat felt slower and slower.
Do what I have to do
Say what I have to say
Go where I have to go...
"Cindy-Cin, talk to me."
"Jimmy..."
He wiped the last of my tears that I could manage to get out and gave me the soft kiss I had also so longingly waited for my whole eleven-year-old life.
There's no safety in a kiss like this
It's dangerous...so kiss me!
Kiss me!
"Cindy, I love you. Please believe that. I never meant to hurt you like I did."
"I know, and I do. I-I love you...too."
Slower, hurting more, slower, unbearable pain, slower...
Some secrets need to be kept
Some stories should never be told...
"Cindy, hang on! Sweetheart, listen to me..."
Slower,numb-slower...
"I'll meet you again-don't wait for me...and don't bother to miss me..."
Slower-barely going, sl...
"Cindy, no! Cindy! No...(crying) no, no no..."
Some secrets need to be kept...
I hope you all liked it! It was my first one-shot song fic, and I might have more coming along soon! (I'm working on one right now...)
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