A/N: I know I haven't been faithful to you all with this story and I just wanted to tell you thank you for reviewing my horrible chapters.

Title: Secret Sinful Kisses

Chapter: Not ever

Rating: PG-13

Genre: Angst/ Romance

Summary: Hermione and Draco share a few Secret Sinful Kisses. Does Hermione want to take the relationship further? She hasn't told Ron or Harry yet. She still hates Draco so why does she still love him?

Hermione smiled and looked up at Harry and Ron they had really changed. Harry's messy black hair grew slightly longer and his then lanky and scrawny body was now chiseled and so was his jaw that brought out his emerald eyes.

If you peered close you could see his scar that desperately tried to hide in his black cascade of hair.

Ron grew taller over the summer as well. His shoulders were buff; his red hair tickled his collarbone that made his freckles stand out more than ever. Ron's blues eyes danced joyfully over her body noticing he wasn't the only one who changed.

Ron was always keeping secrets, but she'd let him keep the secret-for now. Hermione hugged Harry playful, and then hugged Ron.

She felt his washboard abs and her cheeks tinged with pink. Crooksanks looked up to Hermione who picked him up and held him in her arms. Ron petted Crooksanks head and he purred.

"I see you and Crooksanks are on a mutual bases," Hermione smiled.

"Yeah, I kind of have to being that he saved my life and all," Ron joked. Harry smiled sweetly and watched Hermione laugh. She was so beautiful. Harry hoped he was the only one that noticed. He couldn't bare to see her with someone else.

"So, how was everyone's summer?" Harry said tying to start a conversation.

"Hmm…well my parents are keeping me in check. They won't let me go any where without parental guidance. Over the summer when we went to Paris I learned some French words…but they were not the proper ones," Hermione and Harry laughed. " And my mother who speaks it asked me how what words I learned- I told her and she did a 180."

"Well, we went to the Muggle world. My father was outrageously annoying and kept walking up to innocent people asking them silly questions about cell phones, and computers. I learned some new things as well too. Like how to use a computer, the phone, and the toaster," Ron said counting them on his fingers. "Muggles do it the hard way though." Ron looked over to Harry. "H'about you Harry?"

"Ah, you know nothing much just another summer with the Dursely's. Hermione, Ron, I heard you made Head Girl, congratulations," Harry added smiling. Hermione blushed. He was so cute when he smiled.

"Yeah, I know right. It's amazing!" Hermione beamed. "But I wonder who made Head Boy. It might be a Ravenclaw, I bet it's Henry Loews he's been working extra hard. I hope he gets it."

Harry, Ron, and Hermione talked about the many things to come such as Qudditch, and all the other things. The trolley cart came by and they bought some snacks to eat on the long journey to Hogwarts.

Draco joined Blasie in the compartment door.He could already tell by the tension what Blasie was going to say as soon as they seated down..

"I heard about Hermis," Blasie said matter of factly,"I knew she wouldn't make it. You could see the doubt in her eyes. I never did liked her. She was a Slytherin but she didn't show it. Plus,"Blasie smiled lowly, "she did us all a favor by not being alive. At least we know now who needs to stay on the feild.We don't want weak leaders we need strong ones like you, Draco. You will make a good leader, you and I," Blasie leaned back and rested his hands behind his head, "I guess it's true about how only the strong survive." Blasie sighed and closed his eyes momentarly.

Dracograbbed his robes tigtly making his nuckles almost white from the amount of pressure he was straning not to use to beat Blasie down.

Hermis was a friend of Draco. She was kind, charming, and loyal. It was hard to believe that she was a Slytherin. She could have passed for a Gryffindor with her curage and bravery. The way that Blasie talked about her made him hurt.He didn't know a damn thing. Hermis died that day for him because he was going to give up. She tried to walk him through it but even she could see the failer in his face. Any longer and he would die.

and he would never forgive himself for her death in favor of his.

He was going to loose it-Hermis was stronger not Draco. And so she paid with her loyality to Draco and let them kill her instead of him. If he knew what she was thinking before, he would have told her to keep living.

"Just keep living Draco, for me,"Draco heard her speak through her dry lips.

He would never forget, not now, not tomorrow not ever...

"Are you alright?" said Blasie meaning anything but.

"Yeah," Draco said not looking at Blasie at all.

Blasie looked over Draco he was looking slightly sick. "You sure, Draco? Because I could just-"

"I'm fine."

Hermione smiled and watched the rainfall out the window. Her Head Girl badge was pinned on her fresh school robes. She couldn't wait to start her days at Hogwarts. The excitement of finding out who would be Head Boy made her itch with anxiousness.

Yeah I know it's short…meh.

Lili