When marissa woke up she knew in a couple in hours her ryan would be leaving to chino with his ex who says shes carrying his baby. "Marissa You have to go at least say good bye and try not to break down." she thought to herself Marissa got ready and looked out side the window she could tell this day would be horrible even before it started. Ryan wokeup he knew today was the day he has to say good bye and waking up knowing he was leaving and marissa was mad at him was the worst. Ryan took a shower and got ready and headed into the main house. He saw everyone awake wished this was a dream that he never had to leave he just wished someone would wake hime up form this night mare Marissa headed downstairs and called summer. "heysum" "hey coop" " sum doyou want to come over I need some one to talk to about today this is the worst day of my life I would rather die then go through this." "coop stop don't say that I'm on my way over sweets I'll see you in like 15 k." "k bye" "bye" Marissa grabed a bagel out of the frigde and some cream cheese and the toaster. Whale marissa was eating breakfast summer came in the door. "hey coop hor are you." "like hell I mean how can he leave me how can he just go like this doesn'the care one bit about how I feel I mean I know he tells me he does but does he really?" "yes hedoes you no he does he's going through a lot to but he thinks the most important thing is to be with this baby so he's going and you guys are still going to talk you own a phone." "I knowsum but I love him and it tears my heart apart to think that in a few hours he will have left me for some girl who claims she is caring his baby I mean what if it isn't his." "coopits ok don't worry here I'm calling seth to tel us when he's leaving." "Hey Cohen?" "No this is Ryan" "Oh put cohen on the phone" "ok hold on" "hello" "Hey cohen its summer" "hey summer whats up?" "wellcoop and I were wondering what time ryan was leaving?" "umm I have no clue hold on" "hey ry when you leaving?" "umm I think around 1'oclock" "k" "he says one" "k thanks cohen" "yupp" "waitcoop wants to talk to you." "Hey seth" "hey marissa whats up?" "are you going to say good bye when ryan leaves?" "yeah think so why are you?" "I don't know sum may force me but I don't think so." "wait your not coming why?" "cuz I think it would be oukward with teressa or what ever." "no it wont don't worry."" "I think you should at least say good bye c'mon marissa." "I'll think about it but I'm not saying I will ok." "k well think about it I'll come pick you up of you diside to come ok?" "ok bye cohen" "bye Marissa " Ryan was thinking what the fuck shes not going to say good bye are you kidding me c'mon I'm only her boyfriend or what ever gosh i care about her more then anything i mean I don't expect her to be supportive but at least say good bye. "hey seth did she really say she wasn't coming to say good bye?" "yupp" "she thought it would be to akwards with teressa there and you leaving with her and all." "hmm well I'm going to finish packing." Ryan said as he left the kitchen "I have to go and at least say good bye she thought or at least I should go and make and apperence its not fair to him no matter if he is leaving me his girl to go back." Marissa said this out loud to her self she knew if she was going to go it would have to be now or never even though it was going to kill to see him leave her at least she got to see him that one last time." ryan was packing up his things getting ready to take them out when he saw her. He saw her out the window looking at him although she looked sad and fragile she looked so beautiful. Ryan ran out side nd hugged her really tight and kissed her on the cheek. "marissa I'm so glad you came." "Marissa replied softly I love you ryan and even though you leaving." Ryan could feel her pain he knew she was in bad shape he was her night in shainning armer and he was leaving. "ohh baby I wish I could stay right here with you I wish I didn't have to leave" Marissa look down at her shoes and realized this would be to hard for her so she turn and start walking back to her house. "wait where are you going." "It just hurts to much to whatch you leave i cant put up with it any more." Ryan could tell now that she was cry he ran up to her and grap her arm pulling her into a hug. As soon as he touched her she started balwing. And a tear came down his face. "I'm sorry ryan but I cant do this I cant watch you leave me and everyone I just cant I have to go." "please don't go its as hard for me as it is for you…do you think I want to leave you? Cause I don't more then anything" " I know baby I know" Marissa said with tears stereaming down her face she knew he had to go but she didn't want to.Ryan lead Marissa into the pool house where all of his stuff was packed. "I'll come back as soon as I can I promiss." "I know but ryan what am I soppossed to do just wait here for you hoping you'll come back what if you never do what if I'm waiting here for ever whale your off having baby with teressa." "marissa there is nothing between her and I I have to take care of this babie so it doesn't grow up like I did its not far to it." "I no I just wished this never happened." "me to" "promises me something…you'll never for get me" Marissa said trying to hold her tears in as hard as she could "That's impossible I could never forget you." All of a sudden they heard a car honk. "I guess its time." "yeah" marissa said they bothstood up and marissa hugged him as tightly as she could he hugged her back and it brought more tears to both of their eyes.Ryan lead the way out of the pool house with him bags on his shoulders with marissa holding his hand and following him. He saw teressa standing out side of the car waiting and lets just say she didn't look happy to see them holding hands ryan putting his bags in the car and walked to the front of the house where sandy and Kirsten and seth were standing. "hey guys don't worry I'll be back." "I hope so" Ryan hugged Sandy and Kirsten and told them he would miss tham and thank you for everything.he turned to seth and said, "Hey my man you have fun with summer and watch over my girl he smiled and seth shook his head. "take care of your self and call if you need anything." "I will man and thanks for everything." Ryan walked towards marissa he could see a couple tears running down her cheeks. "hey its going to be alright I'll be back soon ok and then everything will be perfect I just have to go back for a while ok I promises I'll come back I'll never leave you." Ryan had tears trailing down his cheaks but marissa wiped them off with her finger tips and said. "it's ok baby I'll be ok just go I know i will get over it." she smiled at him telling him it was all ok but he knew she wanted to cry up in a ball and just cry for days he knew that about her and he just hoped she didn't do anything stuipt. Ryan leaned down and kissed her "Ryan" "yeah" "can wejust stay like this for ever just right here?" "I wish" "ryan can you promisss me one thing?" "anything" "promises me you'll never forget me no matter what happens ever…and I meen like no matter what happens between you and any other girls or anyone." "marissa you're my only girl." "promiss" "I promiss and I promiss to come back and soon as I can." Marissa want and hoped she could beleive him. She went on her tippy toes and kissed him gently on the lips. "i love you Ryan Atwood and no one can change that i'll never forget you. "i love you too marissa your my one and only girl and i hope you never forget that."