I know how disappointed all of you are about my Caribbean Cruise fic. I know one in particular who is. But I promise to make it up to all of you. Anyway, here is Chapter 4
Disclaimer: I own nothing, (except Sakura, and a very special character you all will remember from my previous story.)
Chapter 4 The truth about Tensiaga Three days later…"We'll be right back Sesshomaru!" I yelled waving to him from AiUne. Rin held onto my waist as AiUne climbed in altitude.
"We're going to go see Shippo and Kagome, Rin."
When we got to Kaede's place Rin jumped off and immediately started to play with Shippo.
"Hey guys. Where's Kagome?"
"In her time. She should be back any minute." Sango said.
"In the mean time I have something to ask you Lady Sakura." Miroku said walking over to me.
"Take one more step monk and Hirakotsu is going in your skull." Sango said threateningly.
"I-I wouldn't dream of it Lady Sango. My heart only belongs to you." Miroku said stroking her hand against his cheek.
"I'm back everyone!" I heard Kagome shout. I looked towards the well to see her running up to us.
"Hey Kagome!" I shouted waving to her.
"Uh…Sakura! Hey!" Kagome ran to me and gave me a hug.
"Hey, I have your uniform, if you want it."
"Thanks!" I said happily. I went into Kaede's hut and changed into my fresh clean uniform.
"Ah, much better than that horrible Priestess outfit."
"Well I got to run. It was nice seeing you again."
"Wait, can't you stay just a little bit longer? I just got here." Kagome begged. She started giving me the sad pouting, puppy dog eyes.
"Oh Kagome don't do that…fine, We'll stay for just a little bit longer.
When Rin and I got back to camp the fire was ablaze and I found Sesshomaru staring at his sword, Tensiaga.
The next morning, when I woke up, he was still staring at the sword.
"(Yawn) You know, no matter how hard you stare at it, it won't change." I said. He glanced at me and I smiled.
"Well, I'm going for breakfast and a bath." I said standing up.
"Take Jaken with you." Sesshomaru said suddenly.
I looked over at Jaken to see he was fast asleep.
"No can do, let the poor thing sleep. I'll take AiUne instead." I grabbed AiUne's reigns and started for the hot springs.
'He must be thinking of his father and the war 50 years ago. I can only guess that he's thinking why Inuyasha got the Tetsusiaga and him Tensiaga. Everyone can see it but him. He's still beating himself up for not being there for Satsuki, and he shouldn't. I could tell him what I think."
When I got back to camp Jaken had a fire going, and Rin was dancing around it like girls at a bonfire at a Girl Scout camp. Sesshomaru, though no longer sitting down and staring at Tensiaga, was still very deep in thought.
"Sister! Master Jaken and I started a fire for breakfast!" Rin said happily, prancing around me as I walked.
"That was very kind of both of you, thank you." I praised and took out a pan from my bag.
"AiUne caught a few rabbits while I was taking a bath, so we have some for dinner as well."
"HURRAY!" Shouted Rin who was jumping up and down.
Later Rin went off to play with a ball that Shippo had given her, leaving Sesshomaru and I to talk.
"Hey Fluffy. You…okay?" He glared at me and looked away.
"Well fine Mr. Grumpy pants, I was just trying to lighten the mood." And with that I ran off to go play with Rin. Let me tell you, if you wanna play, you better be prepared to play all day.
Occasionally, Sesshomaru would look over and Rin and I would smile and wave to him. He would always glance away but then look back secretly. When dark rolled around, Sesshomaru was still deep in thought and staring at his sword again. Jaken was busy stoking the fire and Rin and I had played so much that she had fallen asleep. I placed a blanket over her and sat next to the fire, legs tucked at my side. We had already eaten the rabbits AiUne had caught. He was laying peacefully net to me.
"MOMMY!" I looked around startled to see Rin, who had screamed out for her mother and was now crying. I stood up and rushed over to her side.
"Rin, Rin what's wrong?"
"I had that dream again. I watched that thief murder them!" Rin cried out.
"Oh…oh, oh, oh…shh…it's alright, it's alright. I'm here." I picked her up gently and held her tightly to me. She cried and cried.
"Shh. Don't worry. I'm here. Sissy's here. Nothing is going to hurt you. Sesshomaru and I are here. Nothing is going to happen to you. Shhh…it's okay Do you want me to sing you a lullaby?"
Rin's crying stopped slightly and nodded. I started rocking her back and forth.
(I don't own this song)
"mmmmmmm ooohoo
Here we are
Safe at last
We can relax
It seems the storm has past
Through it all, no one knew,
That all tears in heaven, would bring me back to you
Oooh
No one I know, imagined we would make it
But it only matters that we both believe ooh
You and me we're a miracle
Meant to be and nothing can change it
Mountains move and oceans part
When they are standing in our way
You and me, we're a miracle
Interesting watching over us
And heaven shines upon us everyday ooh ya
Every time, I found me defeat
You were there for me oh, by my side completely
You give me strength oh, You set me free heyaya
This is because of you oh, I'm more than I can be,
Oh When I'm with you, the world is ours to reach for
Together there is nothing we can't do oh oooOooOoo
You and me, we're a miracle,
Meant to be and nothing can change it
Mountains and oceans part when they are standing in our way
You and me we're a miracle
Interestin' watching over us
And heaven shines upon us everyday oh OoooOooOh
The chance is over likely
That we would ever be oh, two stars amoung the heavens
Destiny, right you to me
You and me
We're a miracle
Mountains move and oceans part when they are standing in our way
You and me we're a miracle, miracle
Miracle."
I looked down at Rin to see she was peacefully sleeping in my lap. I pet her head gently and smiled like a mother would to her child. I covered her with the blanket and looked over at Sesshomaru who was staring straight at me.
"What?" I asked.
"Satsuki used to sing that song to her village. The children would listen to her intently when she sang it." He said in his usual tone. He continued to have that look of deep thought.
"I never knew. I know you miss her but you never show it. Why is that?"
"…"
"Fine, don't answer me, but I will ask you one more thing…"
"Just go to sleep."
"Do you really want to know why your father gave you Tensiaga?"
"What would you know about him?"
"Sesshomaru, it doesn't take a genius to figure out why." He glared at me but continued to listen.
"Fine."
I smiled. I would finally be able to tell him what I thought.
"Okay, I think he gave it to you, to teach you something. So you could achieve your full potential.
"Huh?"
"Well, you already know one reason why Inuyasha was given Tetsusiaga. But the other is because of his human heart. That sword was especially made for him because only he can properly wield it."
"…"
"Because Tetsusiaga was made to protect Inuyasha's mother and all other humans, Inuyasha is able to wield it, because he is half demon. That, and his desire to protect Kagome. He loves Kagome very much and she loves him, too. Having Kagome to protect, because of his love and concern for her and her safety, are what allow him to realize his full potential. One time…he thought she had died. They had been fighting The Thunder Brothers Hiten and Monten, One of them fired a thunder attack at her and Shippo and he thought that they had died. But when he succeeded in killing the Thunder Brothers and retrieved the jewel shards, he didn't care. As you know she lived but it still took a toll on him. See it's those strong feelings for Kagome and his friends that make him strong. Tensiaga was given to you so that it could soften your feelings towards humans. It calls out to you from time to time to save someone doesn't it? Your father probably thought that you could make more use of it than Inuyasha could. Tell me, Lord Sesshomaru, when you see Rin smile, how does it make you feel? Or when she's sad or upset or in danger, how do you feel? What gives you power, is your concern for Rin. See, feeling for humans isn't a burden, it's what makes you humane. It means that your not some souless demon who's only desire is to kill, it means you have feelings and a heart, a kind heart, and you see the world around you. Do you get what I'm saying? That your feelings is what will unlock your full potential. And that, Lord Sesshomaru, is what I think." I finished. I looked lovingly down at Rin, petting her head as she slept soundly. I looked back over at him and he was staring right at me. It was a little unnerving. His eyes full of content and emotion and that scared me a little. Sesshomaru had never, ever looked at me like that before.
"Sesshomaru…" Before I could finish he had leaned over so close, if I had moved even an inch, our lips would be touching.
"How is it…that you make everything sound so obvious and simple. How is it, that when you speak or smile, emotions suddenly surface in me?" I stared startled into his golden eyes that pierced through mine.
"Se-Sesshomaru?" He moved closer. Now I really can't move. My face flushed. What was going on here?
"Why is it that you are the only thing in this word that can make me feel this way?" He asked.
"I uh…I…I…" I couldn't think of anything to say.
"…"
"I…(sigh) Shimatta ue ni yae seppun suru." I whispered. He placed a hand on my cheek and leaned forward, making our lips touch.
I felt a sensational tingle run through my body. It was something I had never felt before. Then I leaned into the kiss.
When we broke apart I was blushing 10 shades of red. He grinned at my blush but even the great Lord Sesshomaru was blushing. Just not as hard due to his pride.
Jaken stared in utter shock.
"Has Lord Sesshomaru actually fallen in…dare I say it, love with this mortal inferior woman?" He muttered.
"See, your more like your father than just his looks, You have his strength and his kind heart." I said softly.
"Maybe." He said slyly and kissed me again.
The next day I decided to visit Kagome, alone. I had told Sesshomaru and he nodded! Oh well, I…I was going to tell Kagome, what happened last night. Sesshomaru didn't even deny it. In fact, he even brought it up this morning.
Flashback!Sakura I…I don't deny…kissing you last night. I just wanted you to know that." He said and he even had a tinge of blush.
I smiled softly and nodded.
End Flashback!"AiUne, Sesshomaru has been acting really strange lately, but so have I. Then again, I've never felt this way either. What do you think?" AiUne growled softly.
"Me neither. I guess I'll just have to ask Kagome." He softly growled and I patted his neck.
I made my way to Kaede's hut but when I got there, only Kaede and a small cat that looked suspiciously like Kilala was there.
"Hey Kaede."
"Oh Sakura. I am glad to see ye again. How have you been?" Kaede asked kindly.
"Oh I've been great, a little mixed up, but great. Hey have you seen Kagome and whose is this?"
"Oh, Sango said that this was your early birthday present."
"She's mine?" I asked picking up the little fire cat.
"Kiara is her name. Sango said ye would need her."
"Wow. I can't believe it." Kiara looked a lot like Kilala, but her tail had a flame pattern on it instead of the stripes.
"So Kaede, where is Kagome?"
"She had sensed another jewel shard so they set out this morning."
"Do you know which way they were headed?"
"Due north of here I think."
"Thanks Kaede!" I yelled running back to AiUne. I hopped on him and we took off to the north.
"Will you be able to find her AiUne?" He growled softly and sped up. I looked down at the small cat in my arms.
"Kiara."
AiUne growled again and started to lower himself. I looked down to see Kagome and the others.
"Ah KAGOME! SANGO! HEY!" I yelled waving to them. They looked up in surprise and started to wave. We landed right in front of them.
I started to blush as I walked up to them and started to think about what I had come to tell Kagome.
"Hey guys. Thank you Sango. I love her." Sango smiled at me triumphantly.
Kagome looked at me for a moment, taking note that I was blushing and she smiled.
"Sango, come on, lets take a walk." Kagome said softly.
"Hey! What do you think you are doing! What about the jewel shards you sensed Kagome!" Inuyasha yelled. My smile faded and I looked away. Kagome frowned and looked back at Inuyasha with silent, sad eyes. She didn't yell, she didn't scream, she just stared at him sadly. It was a look that would creep anyone out. Inuyasha seemed withdrawn by her gaze.
"You know it's really bad when you can even creep a half-demon out. Miroku lets go find someplace to rest." Inuyasha said walking along the path and up to a tree in a clearing.
Kagome smiled softly at him and then turned back to me.
"So…what's wrong?" Kagome asked. I blushed deeper and started to walk.
"Oh come on, it can't be that bad. What happened? Did he hurt you?"
"No nothing like that. He…he…"
"He what! Come on tell me." Kagome persisted like an older sister trying to pry out info from her younger one.
"He…ki-kissed me." I said slowly and barely above a whisper.
"He KISSED YOU!" Kagome shouted. The forest rang with her words. Inuyasha definitely heard that one.
"Kagome!" I yelled covering her mouth with my hand.
"Sorry. He kissed you! Sakura, when did this go down?"
"I don't know, one minute, I'm explaining my theory on why he was given Tensiaga and Inuyasha Tetsusiaga and the next, he's in my face kissing me! I exclaimed. Kiara meowed again and I patted her head.
"And I was kissing him back." My expression softened to a loving smile but I was still bright red.
Kagome stared at me for a few moments and then Sango spoke.
"Sakura, do you…love Sesshomaru?" She asked me. I turned a dark shade of crimson and looked up at her.
"I…" I looked down at the ground
" I don't know. Do I?" I became lost in thought.
'I don't know, I mean, he's great and all, …and when I see him I feel warm and safe, and I…catch myself…I'm happy when I'm near him, but…is those feelings because, I'm Satsuki's reincarnation?'
"Sakura?"
"I don't know if what I'm feeling is from Satsuki, or if it really is my own feelings." I said sadly.
"Speaking of love…" I persisted.
"Eep!" Kagome squeaked.
"Kagome! I told you to tell him! You know you'll feel better if you just come out and say it!" I whined.
"I know, I know. I'll tell him later."
"The hell you are, you're telling him now." I started to push her and Sango helped.
When we reached the tree where Inuyasha and Miroku sat, we pushed Kagome onto the path, grabbed Miroku and Shippo and raced to the bushes to spy on them.
"So what's going on now?" He asked not opening his eyes.
"Inuyasha." Kagome said nervously. He looked up at her and saw her nervousness. He stood up and walked in front of her.
Kagome's POV'What do I do! I know that they're watching me. He's staring right at me! What do I say!'
"Uh…um…In-Inuyasha, remember when Kaguya tried to steal your human blood. And I told you that I…that I…l-love you. Well I…I meant it. I really meant it and I can't deny it any longer. Inuyasha I…" Before I could finish he grabbed hold of me and pulled me close to his chest.
"I meant what I said. I'm going to stay a half demon, just for you." My eyes were forming tears that threatened to fall at any moment.
"Inuyasha, I love you.' I whispered and my tears started to pour down my face. I was crying for a multiple of reasons. One, being that I didn't know if he felt the same way.
"I…I love you too Kagome." He said slowly, admitting to his feelings.
My eyes grew wide with shock and filled with new tears. He…he loves me.
"Really?" I asked him still crying silently. He wiped the tears from my eyes and lowered his head to mine. The next moments chain of events…
He leaned down and kissed me gently.
Shouts of 'YES!' and 'Finally' came from the bushes as well as excited screams and Shippo's whining of 'What's going on! Miroku!'
I kissed him back as tears fell from my eyes again. Tears of happiness fell from my eyes. Happiness that I never thought I could feel.
"Please stop crying Kagome."
"I'm just happy."
Sakura's POVI burst out of the bushes and hugged Kagome tightly.
"Ha ha! You did it! How do you feel now?"
"Much better." She said wiping the rest of her tears away. I smiled and hugged her again.
"Well, since I've already done what I came here to do…" I backed up to AiUne.
"You have to leave so quickly?" Kagome asked anxiously.
"I told you what I came to say. But…" I trailed off, my eyes glazed over.
"Don't worry about it Sakura. The answer is in your heart. You'll know when the time is right." Kagome said. She smiled and right there, she looked like an older sister. I smiled back at her and gave her a quick hug. Picking up Kiara, I climbed onto AiUne's back. As he took off I remembered something.
"Oh and Inuyasha! I'll keep an eye out for those jewel shards. Behave yourselves!" I added and his and Kagome's faces went red. I waved as long as I could see them and then looked back at the sky. The breeze was blowing my hair gently.
"AiUne, lets go home."
Hello, I know that this is only chapter 4 and that I'll have to live with. But you have to know that when you write this stuff in a notebook it seems much more along than it does when you type I on the computer. Anyway, I hope you like it. Sayonara.