A/N: Hey so this is my first SG/Atlantis story I read one cross over and thought why not try one of my own. Anyhow so, let me know what you think of this one I've had this idea in my head since I first saw Stargate Atlantis, but just never typed it up until now I didn't know how it would go. Anyhow so, Read and review it does a writer good.

Disclaimer: Nope I don't own anyone or thing from SGC or SGA.

The Tiniest Things Mean A lot

"Major Sheppard you should see this." a young female said as she knelt next to a body. Major Sheppard walked over to her.

"It's a wraith or what's left of it." he said as he looked over the body then to the young woman who was kneeling beside the dead body.

"What do you think killed it?" she asked curiosity taking control of her mind now. Wow this is as close to these things as I could get without it killing me. She thought as she ran a hand over the wraiths hand that was laying next to it.

"I'm not sure." he said plainly he was also curious as to what killed the wraith. It had huge claw marks across it's lower part. A arm had been ripped off and it's head was laying on the other side of the body. He saw the woman's hand sliding over the ripped off arm of the wraith and suddenly he wanted nothing more than to take that hand and run it up his arm.

He was then distracted by a loud scream and the quick movements of his team with gun fire. The wraith had attacked them one had grabbed the woman that had been kneeling beside him she was screaming and fighting the wraith off." Sabrina!" John yelled.

"Let me go you disgusting owe stop please!" was all he heard from her.

"Wait this one has a strength within her that is part her and someone else." the wraith hissed as it's claw moved over the girl's stomach." There is so much life here. Beautiful strength is all through it's veins." The next thing Sabrina knew was this intense pain like a part of her was being ripped from her then a thick darkness took her over.

Gunfire continued as Major Sheppard made his way to Sabrina whom the wraith had left. She didn't look like she had been killed, but then again he shot the wraith that had been sucking the life out of her. As Ford covered him he lift Sabrina up off the ground and sprinted over to the gate. His team retreated into the gate. The moment they came through the other side he yelled for medics to come.

"What happened to her?" Weir asked concerned as she looked over at Sabrina.

"The wraith attacked us she was examining a dead wraith's body they caught her off guard. Actually both us." John said feeling so guilty over what happened to her.

"She's still alive." Beckett said as he checked for a pulse and Sabrina's eyes flew open." Sabrina can you hear me?" he asked in a stern voice.

"I'm" she started, but the pain came rushing back to her she cried out in pain instead." Oh god I think some thing's wrong with my child." this news shocked everyone around her

"Child? what do you mean?" John asked curiously

"I'm pregnant I mean..." she stopped again and took a breath" I wasn't sure, but the sympathoms..." she took another painful breath." Please Dr. Beckett don't let this baby die because of my neglect. If anyone has to die please let me be the one if it will save my baby." her painful pleadings touched the hearts of everyone around her.

"No, don't you talk like that." John whispered to her. It almost broke him to hear her pleading for her baby's life and offering her own to save it.

"Don't worry I'll do everything I can." he said knowing that if she was pregnant and the wraith had attacked them her child never survived. He glanced over at Major Sheppard who was thinking the same thing. Sabrina had passed back out and they took her to the infirmary.

John waited for Dr. Beckett to come back out and tell him what he already knew. He just needed time to process everything and figure out how he was going to break the news to Sabrina. He remembered the first time he saw her. It was during their first week here she came out of nowhere and killed a wraith that was about to kill him. She told him that she came from Earth as well over a year ago. She thought that they had come to take her back, but when he told her they were staying she insisted on staying with them. He felt an immediate attraction to her and the more time they spent together the stronger it grew. She studied with Dr. Beckett since she had been in medical school before she came here. He agreed to help her get the knowledge she needed. She saved the lives of many of his team as well as his self. He just wished that he could've save her baby's life. Their baby's life. He knew she not been with anyone since that night they were stuck in her room because the power went out. She was freaking out about not being to get out of her room he had come in to ask her about going on a mission with him. He had a urge to kiss her so he did and she kissed him back. Things heated up pretty fast and the next conscious thing he really knew was that they were in bed naked and her head was on his shoulder. Being with her was like being home. That had been three weeks ago.

"Maj Sheppard?" Dr. Beckett called out to him.

"How is she?" he asked

"She's doing good, but the baby didn't survive." he grimly informed him of what he already knew.

"Does she know?" he asked feeling someone had just ripped out his insides.

"Yes, she does. She blames herself because she was out there and she didn't protect her child. She wants to see you, but thinks you don't want to see her." he said softly

"Why would she think that?" John asked as a crease formed between his brows.

"Major she lost your child she blames herself for it so naturally she thinks you will to." Dr. Beckett explained to him the best way he could

"Can I see her?" John asked needing to see for his self that she was alive.

"Of course just don't upset her she's in a fragile state of mind now." he said in a deeply concerned voice.

"I wouldn't." John said as he walked into Sabrina's room. She looked like a lost little girl laying there with fresh tear streaks down her cheeks. A tiny cut was across the right corner of her forehead and she had bruises on her throat from the wraith.

"Hey." she said softly as she adjusted herself to a comfortable position.

"How are you?" he asked as he pulled up a chair and sat next to her side.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I wanted to be sure and now... I'm sorry." tears start to fall from her eyes.

"Hey, hey look at me." He makes her lift her head to look at him" This was not your fault the wraith is to blame you did what you had to do to protect both of you. If you have to blame someone blame me." her eyes looked right into his.

"John none of this was your fault you didn't even know." she said her voice a little shaky.

He reached for her hand and she held on to his.

"Will you stay until I fall asleep?" she asked softly

"I'll stay until you want me me to leave." he said as he moved closer to her bedside and held her hand up to his cheek.

She smiled sleepily as she closed her eyes.

John watched her sleep for the longest time. She felt like his home. He had never felt that connection to anyone before, but he did with her. He wanted to have a future with her. He wanted so much with her. Tonight they had lost their child he could've lost both. They can grieve together and when the time is right they'll have another baby.