Chapter 3

Alone, forever...

Is this really how it is going to end

Is this really what fate puts on my plate

Can this truly happen to me

I'm suppose to be the purest

Loveable and capable of everything.

But this, I don't' think I can

This can't be the true me

"You still can't be mad at me, this all happened over 500 year ago!" The apparition yelled, tears threaten to fall.

"The years don't matter, the pain is all that counts, you killed him, you were the one that killed Inuyasha!" Kagome yelled, her tears falling, making blood red jewels as they hit the ground, she cursed the damned items.

"Inuyasha. Huh? That is all you really ever cared about, how? I don't see, he treated you like you were dirt Lady Kagome, couldn't you have seen that, and when he raised his sword to you, that was all I could take, so what if I am forbidden, I care for you, you are my sister after all!" The apparition screamed. He had done what was right. He knew that much.

"He raised his sword to me, but not by his own will, he had tears in his eyes, he was under Naraku's control, the sword wouldn't have harmed me, I'm a miko, the sword would have hit my barrier, Inuyasha knew that, that is why he went under Naraku's control, to get closer to him so he could kill him, but you killed Inuyasha, or only hope of defeating Naraku."

"Shippo?" Kurama asked, this was all confusing for him.

"Yes?" Shippo looked at the boy that was helping him find his okaa-san.

"Kagome, your mother..." Kurama stopped, he smelt his friend, with the girl. The girl he was suppose to be helping the boy find.

"My okaa-san, she is so pretty, you'd like her, I think you two would get alone well, do you know anything on plants, oh 'kaa-san loves to talk about plants, she knows so much about them. She can talk and talk about them like they were her children, she taught me all that I know on them, and she says that I still have more to learn, she's training me in every way possible to be like her, and otou-san, she says that he was the best before he went and got killed. She yells at him from his grave, its heart wreaking to see her cry like she does. Even in her sleep, she lets out the most deifying screams of pain. I don't know if she'll live thou this." Shippo kept on ranting and explain about his mother's condition, getting Youko all worked up.

"She still cries for me, I made her promise not to do this to herself if anything should happen to me." Youko sounded hurt, memories were all that he had of her, he thought she would have been dead in this time period, how was it that she was still alive, and Shippo was still at his young age, none of it made since.

"I don't get this!" Shuuichi yelled, his head was hurting more and more now!

"It will all reveal the truth soon, I hope." Youko stated matter-of-factly, as in this had better explain what the fuck is going on, or someone is going to pay!