 Charlotte stared out of her window, looking at the cars that came by every few minutes. She gave a sigh, and slowly jumped from her window at the peek of her mother's mansion. It had been 10 years since that faithful day... the day she had forgotten Inuyasha and became normal. Now was the day that her normal friends would celebrate the recovery, but for her it was a day she didn't speak nor do pretty much of any thing. Charlotte now having left her room descended down the stairs. Her mother greeting her with the same old smile. "Sweetheart what's wrong?" Her mother asked, for normally she heard her daughter say hello. "Mother... Why did I write my famous poem "Child Of A Million Deaths?" Charlotte asked, her voice having always now become sad. Her mother waited for her to be on the ground and not stairs. " Charlotte... I guess it's time now. You wrote that poem from all the times in your life that you wanted to be loved. You wrote it for many years, and the only thing you wanted to state was that you would love only one person, and if you ever lost that person you would slowly die, and become someone else. That's what you told me, and that's what I'm telling you." Her mother answered. "Then that's what I've become?" Charlotte asked.
Her mother smiled again. "You have become what you want to be. You write books filled with poems, you do your voice acting, you do acting, you make anime, you also sing. What more could I ask for?" her mother turned around and left. Charlotte didn't smile, but sighed. She walked into the living room, looking around she noticed a picture. It was of her, Melissa, Katrina, and Kelby. All good elementary friends, but their friendships had slowly faded, and only Katrina remained.
Charlotte took the picture out from in between the two jewelry boxes that squished the picture and observed the one behind. Charlotte was sitting there all alone, and her friends were smiling, some giggling, and Melissa was doing the same but with a smile. Charlotte smiled, but then looked closer seeing a faded red blur in the background. She brought it closer to her face, and her eyes widened. Dropping the picture she backed away. Rushing to the phone she called the cops. "Hello, Jacob... I need you to come over now. There's something going on in one of my pictures that could explain why I got in that sudden car accident. No! Just hurry up and get over here." Charlotte yelled. She slammed the phone down, and ran up the stairs, tripping a few times. She tried to open her door, but for some reason it was locked. Looking to the redness that was appearing in the corner of her eye saw what she had thought she'd forgotten... Inuyasha. Trying even harder to open her door noticed the figure coming closer.
Jacob rang the doorbell, and Charlotte screaming ran down the stairs the spirit following until seeing a figure at the door, as if faded away. Charlotte opened the door and hugged josh. "Oh my god!" He announced. " Charlotte what happened?" He asked looking at the blood on the walls, and the sword cut writing. It said: Come Back Before Death Renames Itself As Your Owner. Jacob shivered. Charlotte was shaking as if she was in a near death experience looked up to Jacob. "He's back ... I swear. He tried to touch me, and he locked my door, in which can't be locked. He's back, and he's going to kill me I know it." Jacob nodded, and looked around the house, coming to the living room.
"There... there he is. I told you all he was real, but no... you said that I was lieing, because she drew him one day. But that proves it... that only me when I was twelve knew how to kill him, and that's why he tried to kill me. He didn't want to die. None of them did, so they were going to take me to hell with them. I... I know it..." She explained, showing him the red blur in the picture. "Charlotte that guy is just a red blur, so there's white on it. That's probably just the light. No need to go crazy, but I do want to know how all this blood got here, and the warnings in sword cut." He pondered. Charlotte looked around her house. "Jacob, what you see I can't. All I see is my house at night... I don't see any blood." She started to get creeped out. Jacob looked at her, and scratched his head. "Well then what do you see?" He asked curiously. She looked at him. "I only see dark shadows, and blue. I don't see any red. Huh? Ah!" Jacob went to her side, and grabbed her shoulders. "Charlotte! Hey it's just me Jacob!" She still tried to break free. Kicking her legs up, her body in pain. What she was seeing wasn't Jacob but herself transforming. She was changing into the woman Inuyasha saw, and it was a physical change in the outer world, not like in the world she was seeing. To Inuyasha she was charlotte the child but to everyone else she was the teenage charlotte that was anime inuyasha obsessed. Charlotte continued to struggle, and Jacob got kicked in the groin, where there had been growing an erection from trying to clam her. He let her go, and walked to the phone he in pain that he wish could be subdued. "Hey... Melissa... Get over here now! She's lost it. Huh? Oh my god! Get over here you've got to see what shit's going on." He hung up the phone, and saw Charlotte in her Kimono bought in Tokyo when she was 16, and her hair up to where it looked butch cut. She didn't have glasses, or freckles anymore, and she wasn't conscious.
(If you want to see her, then e-mail me like you did for demon kagome, and rin if you did from my newest Sess/rin pairing demon diaries, but if not e-mail me and I'll post one to ya.)

To Inuyasha though she looked like a black, and purple haired girl, who could use swords, and miko powers. She wore different miko clothes, and clothes of their demon gods. She was what he desired. (To see a picture of Inuyasha's Charlotte E-Mail me) Charlotte awoke in the hospital, and looked to her left. She was being given oxygen, but why. She thought. Charlotte tried to raise her arms, but at the time being they felt so damn heavy. Jacob entered the room frowning. "What did I do now Jacob?" Charlotte asked, not noticing any changes. He went to desk where a bottle of dasani laid, and took the mirror next to it. "Charlotte look at yourself. Now some strange shit is going on, and the only thing I know is, is that it involves your freakin past. Now... I want answers and I want them now." Charlotte set down the mirror she had taken from his hands. "Well... it started on July fourth of the year 2004." Charlotte looked out to the window. "I was with my cousin Andrea and she continued to beg me to tell her another fascinating story that I wrote about Inuyasha. I agreed until lightning hit right in front of us. I didn't move, but then I saw it. Fire, but in that fire... I saw the one I desired. I saw Inuyasha. Everyone tried to keep me from walking to it, but I didn't listen... I wanted to see if he was real. I wanted it to be true. The closer to the fire I got the closer he was, and then I heard a voice. The voice of myself telling me that if I went in there I was going into the flames of lies, and hell. So I listened, and stopped. My cousin took me away, and I saw the image escaping the fire. He drew his Tut-Saiga and one by one killed them off. I was standing there covered in their blood..." Charlotte stopped.
A lump appeared into her throat and she felt tears burning her, as she resisted blinking. Jacob sat his mind trying to comprehend what she had just gone through, and the occurrence that happened in her past. "Continue..." He urged. Charlotte turned from the window, the clouds that covered the sky turned gray. Thunder roaring, and lightning clashing, as she closed her eyes. "He then... came to me and took me to the feudal world. I stayed with him, and loved him... and he loved me. Until one day; the day before my birthday... the day I returned to my time."
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Inuyasha waved goodbye, and looked to Kagome. "You silly hanyou." She spoke softly. Inuyasha put an arm around her as they walked away. "Kagome... she told me after finding out about the real us... that were just like actors on soaps. We play characters that people believe love each other but are only friends in the real world. You and I are actually from the same time, and you and I are only friends. The people we play love each other, not us. Weird how people in her world thought different." He chuckled. Kagome laughed with him, and departing to their separate ways he went into Charlotte's era. "Mom! You won't believe this, but Inuyasha and me are getting married! Really! I told you he was real, he's not just a cartoon. I know I know! You can buy the cake!" Her mother turned to her. "Huh? Charlotte! You're awake! Oh sweetheart... you've finally awoken from that comma of yours. What a silly dream you must have been having. Inuyasha is just a cartoon, you know that." Her mother answered hugging her daughter.
Charlotte felt tears beating at her eyes. No one believed her. Could be that it really was just a dream. She thought. Inuyasha appeared, and standing in front of her mother drew his sword. "Yeah... I'll show ya the difference between cartoon and real. Have a taste a this! Kaze no Kizu!" Charlotte shoved Inuyasha to the side making the attack go in the separate direction. Inuyasha growled at her. "What are you doing?" Charlotte's eyes were covered with a saddened aura, and she looked to Inuyasha a mark appearing on her ankle. [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[Flashback Over]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

Jacob waited patiently for her to continue, and in no time at all she did. "Next thing I know me and him are arguing like we did. Over nothing, and then he kissed me. I don't say anything but the things running through my mind are; That If I'm to protect my family, and the ones I care about I can no longer stay with or remember Inuyasha. He will have to die. That night he left early to get to work, and I go to the drawing board. First thing I think about is how do I keep them safe long enough for me to kill him with what made him real in the first place." Jacob's head popped up. "What! Whoa! Stop for one second. Your saying you made him real?" He asked having fallen from his chair. Charlotte looked at him, confusement having appeared. "Well yeah. Why do ya think no one saw him but me?" She answered. Shaking her head she continued. "Then it hit me... the only way to kill him was to kill myself; ...Because to make him real I had to give him apart of me. I was really desperate for love I guess. But how was I to keep him away long enough to protect Melissa, or my mom, dad, and little brother? I guess I had gotten tired and went to sleep. Next thing I know I awake and he's there in front of me. He said to me; Charlotte, last night you told me you had to kill me... you had to get rid of me. But I won't let you... I want to be with you forever, and if I have to kill you to have you then I'll do it. Heziengestu! He attacked me with the famous Blades Of Blood. I barely dodged, but I had to get to a place where he and I were alone, free from anyone important to me."
Charlotte stopped. The storm had gotten worse and now the lights were flickering, and her oxygen had gotten low; it was getting harder to breathe. Jacob took the mask away, and let her speak. "Then right when my friend Melissa calls out to me he disappears. He was forgotten... dead at that moment, and soon to be forever. Then that day was a day we celebrated, and for a reason I did not know why... but now it's all come back to haunt me. He must have broken through the seal I placed. The seal keeping him from my world. (Sigh) I might as well do what I... Ah!" The lights suddenly burst, and a low growl, and red eyes with teal pupils appeared glowing at Jacob. "You..." A hoarse but evil voice hissed. "You must know this, petty human. Any man that comes near my Sakuri will burn in hell with demons that will rip you apart, and sow you back to do it again; and the person to take you to this paradise is Me!" Through the darkness she saw nothing, but she felt the blood dripping from his fingers falling onto her face, and she heard his screams of pain.
"Sakuri... Heh, heh, heh. Would you do me the honor of a kiss before our death?" Inuyasha coaxed. Charlotte looked around, and then it hit her. "Inuyasha? Inuyasha?! Where are you?" She faked. Demon Inuyasha changed back to the one who cared not to kill her out of pleasure but love. "Yes Sakuri? What is it?" He asked going to her side. She looked at the silver haired hanyou, and changed again. Screaming in pain, as she became the twelve year old who created this monster. She was the same to him just a little more youthful, the woman he remembered. "I can't move. These changes are making me weak. Please I don't want to die just yet... I want to see one of my friends before we go. And Inuyasha do we have to go to hell?" She begged. Inuyasha's happy face looked down. "For us to be together, and for me to stay this way yes. Do you not like me this way?" He asked. Charlotte smiled. "Inuyasha... I hate life... I am child of a million deaths remember? I am demoness of the light... I am not the woman who ran from you at the house. I am the one who will die with you on one condition. That I can spend one week with Melissa. And then I will go willingly. Okay?" Inuyasha nodded, and taking her upon his back he took her to the Rockstars mansion. Poor Inuyasha... I'm gonna have to... (Choke) I can't lose you! Charlotte thought. Melissa ran out the doors, but was greeted by Inuyasha? Charlotte descended from his back. "Melissa? UH!" Falling to the ground she slept.
Awaking Melissa looked at her worried. "You really did it all. Now you are the most obsessed Inuyasha fan. But what have you done to yourself? Huh?" Charlotte sat up and her teal/amber/turquoise eyes glisten as she looked up to Melissa. "Is he still here?" She asked shaking. Melissa noticed the sudden change in her friend; she was ten years in the past. (Kikyo music playing) "No. Inuyasha is not here anymore. He told me what he was planning to do though. Strange thing too... he tried to kill me. But you... you somehow had a barrier around me, and if he tried to touch me... it was like fire. How did you..." Charlotte cut her off. "I must die to stop him. But I'm losing my memories of everyone I held dear... I feel like I should remember them." She stated. Melissa had never thought of death, but she wasn't surprised now knowing that her friend had thought she would never be loved... and because she thought this she was afraid of being alone; making her one nightmare... Inuyasha.
"Charlotte... I can't take a week off. I do have a career." Melissa sadly admitted. Charlotte smiled. "Who are you...[Huh?[Melissa]] Who are you Charlotte? You're not human anymore... what have you made yourself. To make him real you give half of your soul? What are you, and who are you. I don't know who I am anymore... and so the only thing I know, or can remember is loving Inuyasha... the only one who knew the real me. Heh... that's not true. There was you Melissa. Because you are so dear to me I would give you the world... My love just to stay with you. I feared losing you... and so I knew he must die. Thing is... we must die together. I don't want to die alone." She stopped. Melissa wanted to hold back the tears but she couldn't imagine her friend dying for love she really never knew except what she wanted to know.