Author's Note: Okay I now have your opinions and comments, so I'm gonna roll with an idea a got because it's awesome and you're just going to have to read to see what happens. It might turn out just the way YOU want…

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As Alex and I enter the apartment, I'm relieved to see that when Jake left this morning he didn't leave the usual mess. But then again, maybe Abby cleaned up after him. I had been thinking about Abby and Jake's relationship a lot these past few days and was starting to wonder why she would go out with someone younger than herself. It seemed a bit juvenile.

"Kali can I have a snack?" Alex asks as I snap out of my thoughts.

"Yeah okay sure, what do you feel like?" I ask as we look through the cupboards in the kitchen.

"Uhhhhh I want….. This," he says triumphantly holding up a bag of chips.

"Sounds good, I'll grab some soda," I call as he goes into the living room and turns on the TV.

I pour the drinks and bring them into the living room for the two of us and pull out my homework. Alex munches on the chips and slurps his drink as I write out an essay for my English class.

"Shouldn't you be doing your homework," I inquire an hour later as I finally finish mine.

"After this show I will," he mumbles without taking his eyes off the TV.

"No way mister, you gotta do your homework. Grab your bag and go work in the dining room, Luka's going to be here in a few hours so we'll still have time to hang after you're done," I instruct and nudge him off the couch.

He walks away grumbling and I can't help but laugh as I turn to the TV and switch the channel from cartoons to music videos. But my eyes can't focus and they soon begin to droop.

"I need some help over hear!" someone screams.

Doctors rush over to the admit desk and I open the door of the doctor's lounge to see what's up. Abby's lying in John's arms. Her scrubs are covered in blood…

"Abby!" I scream out.

"Kali, Kali what's wrong?" Alex hurries out from the dining room with fear in his eyes. For me, or of me? I don't know.

"Where's Abby?" I question with wide eyes.
"She's still at work, are you okay?" Alex asks cautiously placing a hand on my shoulder.

I focus on him before taking a deep breath and nodding. He sighs and sits down beside me. We stay that way until Luka comes to pick Alex up. And long after the sun goes down, I sit in the dark trying to figure out why my mind was now trying to make me relive that awful night that happened over a month ago…