Rebbecca had alwes had a simple life , she wanted to be a viroligist witch is a form of bioligy
in other words she wanted to know what makes people tick, everthing was fine till her dream,
in here dream she had friends , friends like family , they were flawless , they lived in a perfect
city a darkly buetiful one , every thing was okay , in the arms of her friends nothing else matterd,
she was so happy ,so vary happy. then one day she woke up ,and everthing sucked ,school
tormented her , suddnly every one was so stuppid and cold.
why cant i just be filled with all that i dream of , people who understand me ,a buetiful world
a place where time no longer maters, where you can escape your own mind, rebbecca thought
as she walked out of school and headed to her house , as she left she could sense people frowning
at her as they alwes did , ignorant of her powerfull feelings, she could feel her idea of heaven of
paradise , so far away from her. she walked into her house ,her father was passed out ,his bottle
laying on the floor its containts flooded onto the dank carpet , another mess to clean up thought
becca , she was so vary close so close but just not there just not whole , never complete.
becca went up the stairs and into her room where she opened her night stand drawer, and removed
a canister, she took out somthing from the canister along with her lighter, a lighter she bought from
the coner stoor , no ...no thats right i dint buy it he did , but hes not here hes not real. voices ...all
i ever hear in the silence of this room is voices , thoughts that arnt my own ,there are others like me,
there cries also unheard .paridise , fun , a perfect world , ha that one ,the one from my dreams, he
said he would come for me , well im ready , the other ones dont belive ,becca said as she exhaled
the canisters contents . all of a sudden she was seeing somthing diffrent , things she did
not recognize as her own vision she saw two boys , probely brothers drinking in there basement
having a party , but they werent normal somthing diffrent about them , she saw another to boys
sitting on a deck , near a lake doing the same thing she currently was doing they to were not normal boys
, and one of them
turned toward her no wait he looked right at her he could see her , and he told her it was time ,
we were gonna go to ...paridise now...i made my decision and i told him , i told him sharply,
it hurt , but i could see that my dream was becoming a reality, and as everthing was fading i herd
there voices,i fowlled there voices threw the darkness.my pain was over.
when my parents found my body on my bedroom floor they could see what ive accomplished they could see that i found paradise at the edge of a knife, all the blood was flooded on the carpet i guse its another mess to clean.