Opening Notes: I Love You Beastboy!

Disclaimer: Although im in love with Beastboy, i do not own him (sadly) or any other of the Teen Titans. But if producers were willing to give them to me i would jump for joy :).

Chapter 3:

He leaves. Im alone again.

Many days later, they come back. They are smiling, except Raven who never smiles.

I wonder why they are smiling.

Beastboy talks to me again, but Robin and Cyborg tell him hes crazy to talk to a rock. I plead to him to keep talking.

He ignores them and tells me they have found a cure.

I die inside.

A cure can mean alot of things for me. Happiness, which i dont deserve. Love, which i dont deserve. Friends, which i dont deserve. And Control, which i definatly do not deserve.

He says i will be back to normal. I will be Terra, not a rock. I cry, but no tears fall.

Suddenly, i hear Raven.

"Terra."

She is inside my head.

"Raven? You can hear me?"

"Ive always heard you Terra. You dont want to be normal do you?"

"No, im sorry. I dont deserve it."

"I know. You dont. You have had way too many chances. But we want you to have another."

"Why?"

"Because your our friend. And because Beastboy wont shut up."

I laugh.

"You dont mean that."

"I do. Beastboy just mopes and..."

"I mean the friend thing."

"Oh Right. You and me are going to have some rough times, but im willing to sacrafice myself because you sacraficed yourself. Its only fair."

"I dont deserve it."

"Fine ill tell them."

"Tell them im sorry. Tell Beastboy I do hear him and I love to hear him talk to me."

"I will. But i cannot gurantee they will forget about the cure."

"Thank you."

I see her open her mouth and speak to the others. They look at me when she tells me she spoke to me. 'She is alive, but doesnt want to be cured. She says shes sorry for everything, and to tell Beastboy she does hear him and she loves him talking to her.' I hear her say.

'Shes really in there huh? Terra?' Beastboy calls.

God i wish i could talk to him.

'Too bad Terra, your getting cured no matter what you say! Er...think!' Cyborg tells me.

I try to laugh.

"What do you have to say now?" Raven says in my mind.

"I dont know..." I tell her back.

'Hey Terra, look. When you get back, were going to treat you like you didnt betray us. Well most of us.' Robin looked at Raven. 'We dont know why you did it, but we know your not evil deep down. And like Cyborg said, your getting cured no matter what you think!"

I cry.

Beastboy produces a bottle, the cure.

"Tell him no!" I tell Raven.

She ignores me.

He pours the bottle on my head.

I feel the liquid run down my body.

No...I have control again.

I cry harder.

Closing Notes: At least it was longer! Dont worry, as the chapters go on, it will get waaay longer, trust me :).

Next Chapter: Terra cant walk! Gasps And Beastboy gets a kiss on the cheek! Double Gasps R&R Bafoons :).