Opening Notes: Sniff SniffSoo...sad... Looks up Oh! Im typing! Okay, warning: Extremely sad chapter here...Very sorry...dont worry...I...think it gets...better...Goes back to crying histarically
Disclaimer: I put these characters through a TON of torture, but, alas, they are not mine. If they were though...well...Id be shooting up more fireworks with Ravens powers, cooking tofu hotdogs with Beastboy, playin non-stop gamestation with Cyborg, kickin ass with Robin, and take journeys to the mall of shopping and discover more joys of earthly hair ordaments with Starfire.
"Jingle says Beastboys taking this pretty well so far. Hes turned himself into a fly and is on the wall watching. She does see tears in his eyes though." Heather said to the still meditating Raven. Raven peeked open one eye.
"...and Terran?" she asked.
"Hes gone. Their father is moving in towards Terra now..." Heather said.
Raven said nothing to this but closed her eyes again.
"Raven, why dont you go get some herbal tea? Or I could get you some leftover waffles?" Cyborg asked.
"No." Raven said simply.
"Raven-" Robin tried.
"No." She said again.
"But-"
"NO!" She yelled, eyes now open and pure white.
Suddenly Heather winced and looked up from Lives. "Id hate to be Beastboy right now..." She shook her head sadly.
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You could see the baseball bats target perfectly. The dent in Terrans head was unmistakable. He seemed to be drowning in his own blood. Beastboy pried his eyes away from the cruelty towards where Terra lie against a boulder. He knew what part of this horror movie was coming next and he couldnt bear to watch, but he knew he had to. He had to help Terra, and for that he needed to watch. He needed to watch the most horrific, cruel, and disgusting thing that would haunt his dreams for life. Jingle sighed and patted Beastboy softly, feeling his pain. The water in his eyes was unmistakable for tears and his whole body shivered with hate towards this man, this man that was supposed to be Terra's father.
Terra lie there, crying. Her father stood in front of her, a big man against a small girl. He was so drunk, he practically fell over just standing there. "Lets play a little game...Yes a little game that will teach you to shut your mouth about what you just saw... A little game..." he was saying. Terra shrank back into the boulder, trying to be as small as possible. Never in her life had she been so scared. As the big man advanced Beastboy tried to crawl forward but Jingle held him back once more.
"Come on you, be a good girl now. How about you take off that shirt? Its quite hot in here..." The man said, trying to pry the shirt off the defenseless Terra.
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Terra tossed and turned in her bed. Her nightmere seemed like reality, she was going to feel it all over again...
He pulled off my shirt, I was barly old enough to wear a bra but I was a tiny bit thankful that I wasnt completly exposed to my father right then. I was scared, his touch was so hurtful. I couldnt do anything. I kept crying, trying to tell him to stop. All that came out of my mouth were chokes and sobs. I tried my best not to look at my brother, he was so cold and bloody. His cheeks which were usually so rosy were dead pale. This, of course, made me cry much more and I looked away. My father was now taking off my shorts. My life began to creep through my eyes. Slowly, I was becoming naked. He kept telling me something, but I couldnt understand. I was crying much to hard. Suddenly, he reached out and smacked me straight across the face and yelled "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID BITCH!" to me. Sure, it shut me up for a moment, but I continued my tears of pain and hate after the moment.
I felt him reach around me and try to undo my bra. I backed up harder against the boulder, crushing his fingers. He swore at me, and slapped me again, but he had undone my bra. I was now almost fully exposed to him, my undeveloped breasts all his. I tried to hide myself but he pushed my arms out of the way and started to touch me. His touch was cold and hard, hurting me with each movement. Slowly, he got bored of this and reached for my last peice of clothing.
"No..." I wailed, crying histarically. He told me to shut up and continued. After my last peice of self-pride was thrown to the floor, I tried to cover myself up again. He pushed my hands out of the way again and reached for me.
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"Man... Terra... I never knew..." Robin was saying. "I feel awful..."
"Why do you feel the awfulness? It was not your fault her father was a kroglifgar..." Starfire tried to comfort him.
"Yeah, but after the way I yelled at her that night...I didnt know what she had gone through..." Robin said, his head in his hands.
"Its not your fault Robin. Deal with reality. I know, it does suck what happened to her and her brother, but it will soon all be in the past." Raven stood up.
"Where're you going?" Heather asked.
"I need to think." Raven held up here mirror and was suddenly transported into her own mind. There, she was met by a couple emotions who wished to have a small word with her...
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"Selfish." Anger snorted.
"Unlike you." Wisdom replied.
"Sooo... sad..." Timid cried.
Even Happy shook her head, her smile not a big as usual.
Raven blinked. "Was it really wrong for me? Did I really put Beastboy into a mess he could have nightmeres about for the rest of his life?"
Slowly, most of her emotions nodded. The rest just stood quiet. Raven nodded back.
"Then Im going to help him." she said, and quickly exited out of the forbidden door, not bothering to hear the pleas not to.
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Coming out of her mirror, everyone glanced at her but returned to whatever work they were doing. Soon after they heard more chemicals being mixed, they got curious again and stared.
"Uhh Raven? What are you doing?" Robin asked first.
"Im going. You can keep an eye on those two." Raven said, simply nodding towards Cyborg and Heather. They blushed.
"Going where?" Starfire asked, coming up behind Robin.
"Into Terras dreams. It was selfish of me to let him go in there alone. For that, i must apolagize to him..." She said. She drank some liquid quickly. "Heather, lets go." Heather nodded, knowing what she had to do. The two walked out of the room, Heather grabbing the almost forgotten Midnight Moon.
"Terran must be some guy, huh?"
"Please dont talk about Terran right now..." Raven asked in a almost pleading voice. Soon they came to Terras door.
"I hope this goes well... Good luck." Heather said quietly, taking the liquid which turned to powder before it hit her hands, and blowing ever so gently on it. Slowly Raven started to disappear.
Closing Notes: Well...thats all...very sorry cuz its so sad... Sniff
Reveiws: Thank you all muchoz!
Iamrecognized - Well there, i know i signed it that time! and yes, im not all good with my grammer yet... lol...
Hermoineandterras-Twin16 - I know! I know! I know! It is really sad, i almost cried writing it!
Akamai - Omg, I soo seen you on Animation Insider Forums! Im Gawjuz Heather Sorry, I just wanted to point that out... Anyways, thanks for the reveiw!
Malik Ming - It would affect Beastboy more if Raven wasnt there, I almost did that... I was gonna make Raven break down in front of him cause he looked so hurt and all, but I scratched that idea. Seemed too unlike Raven, ya know? And lol, I know you ment it like that, im just crazy about them things...
the kool kid - Wow, glad to know I got myself an "addicted" fan! w00tz for me! Hehe, thanks! Sorry bout my writerz block, I mean, i got a idea of whats gonna happen, I just dont...know how im gonna make it happen... you get me?
Next Chatper: Gawsh... Well Raven goes into Terras dreams as well, see's Terran on the floor, dead...ALMOST cries...uhh thats all im gonna say...