Opening Notes: Due to people barfing from the last chapter, Ive acknowledged some of the more sexual parts in this chapter. If you experienced any displeasures from the last chapter or this one, I am DEEPLY sorry.
Also, Ive never wrote a rape before. Actually, come to think of it, Ive never read one either. So, im sorry if something is kinda screwy...
Another Also, Beastboy and Raven are JUST FRIENDS in this story. If you want a BbxRae romance pairing, check out my oneshot, "Internet Dating"!
Yet another Also, Im almost done with this story... Dont cry though! Im writing a sequal! The sequal will be all about Heather. I wrote a summary for it so here ya go!
---Remember Heather from "Terra"? Well shes back in the sequal to it. She has found her way home, but Starfire's never been heard of, Robin has died, Cyborgs her abusive boyfriend, Beastboy's heart gets broken because of Terra, and Raven's father is genuinly pissed. Heather is completly scared, and she misses her new friends back in another alternate Earth. What happens? More Oc's.---
Disclaimer: Dont own the Titans. I do, however, own the laptop I use to twist their lives with!
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I closed my eyes. I couldnt help it. 'How could someones father be so fucking cruel? Hes sick, twisted, demented, completly fucked up! How can someone do such a...' My thinking was cut off by a whisper in my head.
'Beastboy.' it said. Did I think that? I looked at Jingle, maybe she had said something. No, she was staring, wide eyed, at the scene in front of her.
'Beastboy.' it came again. Again, I looked at Jingle. If this was a game, I would be seriously pissed off.
'Beastboy!' it shouted. Was that Raven? It had her monotone voice all over it.
'Raven?' I thought back. Nothing else came into my mind. I looked around the room, trying to avoid my eyes from the sight of Terra and her father. Then I seen it. A hooded face in the window. My eyes widened. "Raven?" I whispered out loud. Jingle turned to me, confused. She traced my eyes and seen the figure in the window and gasped. Raven held up a finger to her lips, hushing us both. I shrugged my shoulders, asking her what the hell she was doing. She shook her head, pointed to the rape, pointed toward the closet, and disappeared. I looked at Jingle. She seemed as confused as I was. Suddenly, i put the peices together and crawled towards the closet again. Jingle followed as I crawled through the crack and morphed back. Sure enough, Raven stood there, her hood pulled down farther than normal. "What-" I started.
"Im sorry. I should not have made you come here. You can go back and Ill stay." she said, almost sympathetically.
"Huh?"
"I shouldnt have pushed this on you like that. It was for my own selfish wants."
"They wernt all selfish. You were also making sure Terra wouldnt get hurt."
"I still should not have pushed this shit on you. Go, I'll stay." I laughed quietly.
"Like Im gonna let you sit here and watch Terra get raped by yourself." I said sarcastically. "Why is your hood pulled down father than usual?"
"I look the same as I did in this time. Her father will recognize me. Your really gonna stay?"
"Its gonna suck and your cloak might be a tiny bit wet when were done but yeah. And uhh...Rae?" I could tell Raven noticed me calling her Rae but she pretended not to notice.
"Yeah?"
"Im sorry about Terran...How did you two know each other anyways?"
"He..." she sighed. "He was a really good friend..." I scensed her not comfortable with the conversation so I dropped it.
"We should get back!" Jingle whispered in my ear as a scream was heard. Raven nodded. I sighed, wishing I had more time away from the site behind the closet door.
Morphing into a fly again, I walked back onto the wall outside. Raven appeared beside me, being held by Jingle, who seemed to not even notice the new weight on her. Raven had shrunk.
"Shrinking potion." she said before I could ask. I closed my eyes, sighed, and opened them to the scene in front of me again, knowing I wouldnt like what I saw.
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Squirming in my bed, I threw the covers off me in my slumber. The vision of my father was clear. The face I hate the most had its evil glint in its eyes.
His touch, hurtful. His gaze, evil. His temper, drunk and pissed. I squealed as he grabbed me, pushing his hand into me. It hurt. I looked up at him through teary eyes, the man who made me, the man who would destroy me. He was smiling. Smiling like a child, seeing millions of presents under the tree on Christmas day. I tried to push his hands out of me but he pushed them away roughly. I tried again. This time he got up and went over to my drawer which had stuff that I had used to run away with before. I had always come back, my brother was still here. Now he took out my sack, and rummaged in it until he found a rope. I remembered putting it in there. 'Just in case' I had thought. 'Just in case I might need it.' He came back towards me, and I choked. I couldnt cry anymore, my eyes were sore. My throat felt like one big bee sting. My lungs were almost out of air from gasping with pain and crying so hard.
He grabbed my hands roughly and tied them behind my back. I kept chocking, trying to cry more, but I couldnt. The tears were gone, the sound dead. It had seemed crying was the only thing I had had control over, but now it came no more. I didnt have any control. None. My father had taken it.
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"Oh..." Heather said quietly. The whole room turned to her, knowing her wall had the awnsers to their questions.
"This is...I ummm..." she tried. She dragged her eyes away from the wall and towards three feared faces. She simply nodded sadly and their fears were confirmed.
"How could someone do such a...fucked up thing?" Starfire asked. Cyborg cringed. Robin shook his head, not bothering to yell at Cyborg for letting her watch Mtv.
"Star...this is a fucked up world." Heather said, not knowing anything about Mtv and assuming she had sworn before.
"But you are not from this world..."
"Looking at these lines, I can tell." she said, and turned back to her wall.
"Oh." Starfire said, and layed down on Ravens bed. Cyborg just shook his head.
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Slowly he pulled down his own pants. I dared not look. Instead I turned my head so my cheek touched the cold surface of the boulder I was pushed up against. I closed my eyes and waited. Even though I was prepared, I had no idea how much it hurt. He thrust into me, and I screamed. I didnt think id be able to walk after this. In and out he thrust like a madman. I was determined not to scream again, it had made him trust harder. He liked my pain. He kept going in deeper, faster. I bit my lip to keep from crying out. I wanted him to be done with me, to leave me to my own pain and misery. But he wouldnt. Suddenly, warm, wet stuff entered me. It was disgusting, i sqeezed my eyes shut. He kept going, in and out. I felt sick. He kept going deeper.
Suddenly, something inside me broke. I couldnt help but scream again. I was trapped. Trapped in my own pain. He pulled out. I couldnt feel myself, my legs wouldnt work. He laughed. Still squinting, I told him I hated him. It just made him laugh more.
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He left me for a moment, going back to my brother and picking up the bat still dented in his skull. I shook my head in disgust.
"No." I said, firmly, though still quiet. I felt strength come to me from somewhere deep inside me. I looked back at my brother. He wouldnt do the same to me.
"No." I said louder, standing up. He looked up at me, smiling like a phsyco.
"Im sorry Terra, but you have to end. Your going to have the same fate as your brother."
"You dont know my brother...or me."
"Im your father, of course I know you."
"Do you?" I picked up a pebble with my powers. Id never shown them to him before, afraid he would throw me out. Now, it was diffrent. Tables had turned, my brother was dead. He was going to pay, and I didnt care if he threw me out. Now that Terran was gone, I had no reason to be in this Godforsaken place anymore.
I chucked the pebble at his head. He looked startled for a moment and I took this oppurtunity to pick up another, bigger this time.
"What the...?" I threw it at him and he clutched his head where it had hit. "How are you...Your some kind of freak arnt you!?!?" he yelled.
"No. Im just pissed." I said, picking up the boulder from behind me. I seen his eyes widen.
"Terr-" was all he could say before the boulder came crashing down on him.
Then I woke up.
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Closing Notes: Again, Im deeply sorry for the rape parts. My reviewers said to do it! Blame them!!!
Reveiws: WOAH, lots this time! Btw, Blame these people! Lol, jk! If you hurt my reveiwers, someones gonna get their butt's kicked pretty hard!!!
MidnightMoon - Aha! Sweet, people use my ideas! w00t! And yes, I know last chapter was sad, but this chapters worse...
Corrpt'dDr-ms - I already picked out a name for you! Its Elleena (Pronounced: El-ee-na, Ill tell ya it at school if you can pronounce it)
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Terasbestfriendkitten - Hah! Im so in love with that smily now! 3 3 3!!! Muahaha, oh and tell your brother not to be readin Rated R stories! Tsk tsk tsk, not good for the health! And yes, Terra does RULE! 3!
Corrpt'dDr-ms - Hurry yourself! Ive got more chapters up than you!
Spazzfire - OMG! I loved that story! That guys a really great writer, thanks for recommending it! And Raven did crush on Robin? Wow, that totally came to me off the top of my head!
Kikyo728 - Yeah, pretty much...
Eclipse Of The Sun - I couldnt feel, I was crying too much! I feel really bad putting Terra through all of this...But really, thanks! I guess I do got some talent, but Im no J.k. Rowling!
Malik Ming - Well, im actually not sure what im going to do with that. I mean, Beastboys gotta forgive her right? But then again...who said this was going to have a happy ending?
Iamrecognized - You were pretty much why I decided to put up the "sexual content" dividers. I just hope you dont lose interest... your one of my top reveiwers!!!
Bbsidekick - yes, Yes, and YES! You are so right, Terra's father is a asshole! If I had superpowers, Id go all SuperPhysco on him!!!
Akamai - Wow, with your mouth open! Sweet! Now I just need to build a fly to fly in your mouth for this chapter! Lol, sorry im just kidding... Im glad you like tho! And yes, you probally will see me on AI! :)
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Next Chapter: Well, now that the watching parts over, Beastboy and Raven can go back in and kick some abusive father butt! w00t!!!