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Chapter 2: Scared as Hell

"Oh my Gosh,Oh My Gosh" I'm so scared. I dont know whatto do so I pick up the phone and call Sean.

"Hello?" he says.I know he's confused.

"Sean, it's Ash I'm at Ellie's and I think she's...dead" I'm terrified and getting frantic and I think that Sean can tell.

"Dont worry,I'm coming right over. It'll all be fine. 'click' he hung up.

He's scared too I can hear it in his voice I look over at Ellie and I meanreally examine her this time. I moved the blood covered hand from her neck BIG mistake I jump back something broke my fall. It was Sean. I pull myself up.

"How..how long have you been here" I stutter. when I said this it was alot gentler thant the statment usually is from me.

"long enough to know" He pauses he's eyes are red and tears are streeming down his face."That she's gone" He's crying hard now,harder than I. I embrace him in awarm hug. We're just standing here crying,not knowing what to say,do or think. This is the worst thing that's ever happened to me! I just cant believe my best friend is dead,gone. The worst thing is that I probably could've stopped her. Sean senses my sudden unease.

"Ash, what else is bothering you"

"She died,Sean, She's dead she' gone"

"Ash ,I know it's hard, i know it hurts" he's pretty choked up. Both of us still are crying.

"You dont understand Sean, I could've stopped this! She was throwing thses sigjns at me,I could've stopped her,but I didn't do SHIT" I'm practicaly yelling at him.

"You couldn't, have done anything Ashley,nothing. I've tried to talk her out of this but she really wanted to die."

"What the hell'd we every do to make her want this,huh,what Sean what". I'm crying more now. more than i've ever cried before. Why does this have to happen. what the hell'd I ever do to deserve this.

"I don't know." his voice is hsakier than mine.

We walk over to her body and examine the hand and neck once more.

"She slit her throught,looks like. She must've grabbed her neck in pain and then diedimmediately after."Sean says.We both just stand there and cry in the silence. I cant beleive my best friend is dead.. I still cant beleive.

"We should go wash our hands" Seanseems eager to clean the blood of , but I'm not yet ready to let go.

"You go ahead, I wait awhile, I think it'll keep me close until I'm ready to let go.

"Take your time I'll be waiting" and with Sean walks into the bathroom to clean his hands.

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