AN: Ya its me Ash. its easy for me to imagine someones sadness and write it...so heres kagura's.
All I want is freedom, but freedom never comes. I wake up every morning wondering, wondering if it will ever come. If freedom will ever come to me like it belongs to so many others. This life I live is the same day after day, because it's not my life, I don't own what even the weakest of mortals do. You do. Why did you bother to make me? To torture me? To laugh at my pain as you punish me? To call me weak and test me? Yes that is it. You love my pain. Love to kick me and hit me when I'm down. Love the chains you have on me…because I am imprisoned within your hold. Your hold, which grasps me so tight. You play with my mind letting me think I am almost free by loosening my chains only to bring me back and punish me for my foolishness. I think of death. Will you kill me? Get tired of me like you have tired with so many other things. Use me for all I'm worth and kill me. No that is not your style. You will torture me and torture me until there is nothing left of me. You will use my weaknesses to bring me down like you have with so many others. You have done it with even the strongest. You find one thing that could bring them down and they die. You are the downfall of so many…why not me? Why have you not disposed of me? Do you actually need me, will I help you in some plot? Or do you just like to let me see you have my heart, my weakness in your palm. Just waiting to squeeze it till it oozes the warm, fresh blood all over your hands as you laugh and take in the scent. Torturing me as you do it. Killing me slowly letting me feel every moment. You'd like that wouldn't you? To let me see I have fallen on my knees. To let it all sink in before my soul is gone to sink to the deepest part of hell. Or am I already there? Naraku are you my hell? Is this going to be my eternity? I ask you what did I do to deserve this? All I want is to walk away…to leave it all behind me. To breathe a breath of my own like I haven't in so long. Back when the air was still sweet…because it was mine.
AN: im sorry it was so short but i think it gets my thoughts across. if you like things like this go to my profile and read the sadness in my heart must remain silent. ok well review please