Thanks to Dreadnot for the great edit.
Integral did not get up to nearly 11:00 AM the day after Alucard had visited her bedroom. Seras came into her room to check on her and was alarmed to find her still sleeping.
"Sir Integral? Are you all right?" Seras asked in a concerned voice.
Integral woke up immediately. She wasn't used to having anyone in her room. When she started to get up she felt just a little bit dizzy. What in the bloody hell is wrong with me? Of course she would never let on to Seras that anything was wrong. Hellsing needed her. With Walter not remembering where his allegiances lay, she was needed more then ever. Integral was the only human besides her soldiers in Hellsing. She had to be okay.
"I'm fine, Seras. Thanks for your concern." Integral rubbed her eyes as she tried to wake up. "Did I sleep late or is something wrong?"
Seras smiled. Integral seemed perfectly fine – maybe a little tired, but fine. "It's after 11:00 AM, Sir. You never sleep this late, do you?"
"But, if it is 11:00 AM Seras, what are you doing awake? I thought vampires had to sleep during the day."
"I-I-I just couldn't sleep. I got up to get a pack of blood and stopped by your office. When you weren't there, I got worried." Seras smiled sheepishly. She felt just a bit foolish. "Besides the daylight doesn't bother me all that much anymore." Seras grinned proudly. "I'm getting stronger."
Integral smiled at Seras. She was proud of the progress the young vampire had made since Alucard first brought her back from Cheddars. "Yes, you are. Do you think you could fix me a cup of tea, Seras. That'll help me wake up."
"Yes, Sir."
Seras had taken on much of Walter's responsibilities since the end of the war with Millennium. Until they could reach the "old" Walter, Seras would do her best to fill his very big shoes. Of course there was one area where she could not – in his relationship to Integral. Seras could see the sadness in her commander's eyes whenever she mentioned Walter by name.
Integral summoned Alucard while she drank her tea. Seras had gone back to room to catch up on her sleep, now that she knew Integral was okay. What she didn't know is that Integral still felt abnormally tired. The commander was in denial herself about how weak she was feeling. I'm just exhausted from the war.
"Master, do you have an order?" Alucard walked into the room. He was dressed in all black today. The vampire had replaced his red overcoat with a black one. The vampire studied his Master carefully, trying to determine if anything about her had changed.
"Yes, Alucard. But, not a mission. I want you to bring Walter his meal and try talking to him. See if there's anything in his mind that you can reach." Integral yawned.
"Master, are you okay? You look rather tired. And a bit pale." Alucard did his best to look worried. He even put his cool hand on his Master's forehead in an attempt to determine her body temperature.
This action seemed to anger Integral. "I am fine, Alucard! Please remove your hand from my body."
The vampire feigned a look of innocence. "Master, I was just worried about you. Can't I be concerned for my Master?"
"Alucard, don't toy with me. I didn't think you had human emotions."
"I never said I didn't have them. After all I was human once. I just think most human emotions are a weakness. Most, but certainly not all." Alucard stepped closer to Integral and stroked her hair. He was rather surprised when she didn't stop him. Integral seemed to be enjoying it. Just as he had hoped. Integral's physical weakness seemed to be affecting her mind. When he had tried to touch her in the past, his Master had pushed him away. The two stood motionless for a few seconds staring into each other's eyes. It was at that moment that Alucard put his arms around Integra's waist and pulled her against his chest. Again Integral didn't pull away.
"Alucard," she tried to verbally protest but she was so exhausted, she couldn't fight against Alucard's advances any more.
"Integral. My Master." He murmured into her ear.
As Alucard moved his mouth down to Integral's, he could feel her tremble in his arms. Delicious.
As Alucard moved his mouth onto hers, Integral knew this was wrong, knew she should fight. But, why couldn't she? At that moment she wanted nothing more then to feel Alucard's lips, tongue, and body. She surprised even herself when she responded passionately to his kiss, sucking on his cool tongue. It worried her that she felt other part of her body responding to this closeness to her vampire, her monster. She pulled Alucard closer to her and let him grind into her body. Integral wanted to, needed to stop but the sensations that Alucard's actions were sending through her body, would not let her. Integral's body seemed to be moving on it's own. Her body felt alive with passion, every nerve ending on fire, screaming for more. At the same time her mind was screaming for her to stop. She was Integral Hellsing. She could not do this. But, Integral could not stop. The kiss had gone on too long and Integral hungered for more.
Seras thought she heard a strange noise coming from Integral's office. It sounded like…moaning? It took her a minute to realize just what it could be and how dangerous it was for Integral if she was right. Seras was relieved to hear Pip felt the same way.
Seras, you are going to go in there. You have to interrupt them. The boss didn't seem like herself today.
I don't know, Pip. What if Integral wants to be with Alucard in umm that way. Sera felt herself blush at the thought of sex between Alucard and Integral.
Well, then she'll just yell at you to leave the two of them alone. But, what if he does more then shag her, Seras? What if he makes her what he is? And she's too out of it to say no. Wouldn't you feel bad if you didn't try to help her? I know you don't want to because it is bloody embarrassing to walk in on two people kissing. But, if you don't, I just know you'll regret it.
Well…okay, Pip. You're right. I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to Sir Integral. Let's go in. I really don't want to. What do I say?
How about you ask her if you should go bring Walter his dinner? Then it won't look like you're spying on her or anything.
Great idea, Captain.
As they approached the door, they heard Integra's moans and Alucard was speaking in a low voice. Even Seras couldn't make out what he was saying. Seras just barged in and shouted, "Sir Integral, should I go-" She stopped speaking when she saw them. Alucard had been kissing Integral's neck. It looked like he was getting ready to bite her. "Sorry Master – Sir."
Integral looked like she had been woken up. She looked relieved by the interruption. "No Seras, it is quite all right." She glared at Alucard. " Alucard – please leave me and Seras alone."
"As you wish, my Master. I shall go see Walter and bring him his dinner." Alucard glared at Seras on his way out the door. If looks could kill, Seras would certainly have died in that instant.
"Seras, did you need something?" Integral asked.
"Umm I was just wondering if you were feeling better and if there was anything I could do."
"I am feeling a little better. Thanks for asking. If you could fix a little dinner…that would be heaven."
"I'm not much of a cook, Sir. But, I'll do my best."
What in the bloody hell was I doing? I put the entire Hellsing organization at risk and possibly all of England because I was what? Tired. I can't feel that way about him. He had to be using his powers to influence me. That damn bastard was taking advantage of my exhaustion. Well, I know better now. I can't trust him to even put a finger on me. I will put up my guard. I will let nothing stand in the way of my duty to Hellsing and England.
Integral Hellsing was much harder on herself then she was on her subordinates. And she was pretty demanding of them. Integra was so mad that she had allowed herself to be weak. And Alucard had played to that weakness. She felt like a God damn food. What bothered Integral more then her weakness was that she could feel something for that monster. Her father had taught Integral that vampires were evil, demons, monster. How could she feel desire for such a creature? Did that mean that she, leader of the Hellsing organization, was a monster herself? Ridiculous, Integral thought. I am not a monster. That git was using his "magic sex beam" or something to get me into bed. And that will not happen again. But, Integral had a nagging doubt in the back of her head. A question that would not go away. If it had merely been Alucard using some type of vampire spell to make her desire him, why couldn't she stop thinking about the bloody kiss?
Alucard looked in on Walter in the cell. It pained Alucard to see Walter not quite himself. He had always liked Walter. But, now the butler had that distant look in his eye. Alucard hoped to see some sort of recognition in his eyes.
"Walter, I have your dinner. Are you hungry?"
The butler merely stared at Alucard. His eyes lit up when he noticed the blood bag. Alucard tried to penetrate the butler's mind. But, it seemed locked. The butler, however, did something that Alucard was unaware of. When Alucard tried to penetrate his mind, Walter instead was able to creep into his former comrade's mind.
Walter could remember everything. Although, mostly everyone at Hellsing thought he had some type of amnesia and that was the reason for his blank stare, he did not. Walter could remember all of his past, every last detail. He just didn't care any more. Something in his mind told him he should. And when he was able to enter Alucard's mind for a few seconds, Walter remembered the reason why. He saw Integral. She had been to visit him before. When she had come to see him, Walter fought the tenderness, he felt for her. Walter didn't know why but since he had been captured by Millennium, the butler would experience pain when he felt a genuinely good emotion like tenderness or love. It was because of this that Walter had buried his feelings for Integral. Walter cared for her deeply. He had raised her like a daughter since she was thirteen. and he loved her like one too. But, to feel love now was to feel pain. What he saw inside Alucard's mind however, alarmed him greatly. Walter would not sit by and watch Integral be harmed, and what he saw inside of the other vampire's mind, made him fear for the young Hellsing's safety. Walter knew that even if it meant intense pain for himself, he would need to act to prevent harm to the young lady he had been a father to. The hard part was that besides feeling pain for good emotions, he had changed in other ways. The butler now had no conscience and enjoyed causing other's pain. Walter had loved digging his claws into Seras Victoria. Since seeing her, the butler had been unable to stop thinking of more twisted and wicked things that he wanted to do to her. All in good time. Walter knew she would be coming to see him soon.
Alucard watched Walter start to drink his meal. The butler wore a blank stare so Alucard did not bother with meaningless conversation. The vampire left Walter to a bucket of blood bags as he said, "Walter, I do hope you get out of whatever it is you are in. I would just love to fight you. I have a feeling you may be my one true worthy opponent. I'm getting sick of disappointments."
Walter grinned when he heard Alucard's words. "Finally, someone at Hellsing who isn't insisting on being nice to me." Walter spoke for the first time since his capture.
Alucard chuckled. He knew that the real Walter was still there. Perhaps the real Walter all along had been just a little bit evil. And now that darkness had taken over. Integral and Seras just didn't want to admit that "their Walter" could be as dark as he was. Stupid women. Alucard retired to his room. He still had plans to go over in his head. Fighting Walter might be fun, but his only real desire was Integral. Tonight his goal of possessing her would be closer to becoming a reality.
Author's Note: Rest of fic will be posted on AdultFanFiction due to the rating going up. I may try to get it down to a R rating and repost it here eventually. But, for now you need to read it there if you are of age.
