Peter told us to write another journal entry today. The topic is supposed to be about all the progress we think we have made since coming here. Truthfully I don't feel like I have changed all that much. I have noticed that I let mother get to me less, this is a good thing because she was ruining me, tearing me up inside bit by bit. Coming to Horizon is the best thing that has ever happened to me, I'm finally learning what it means to be oneself and as corny as that sounds I owe all that to Peter. Some of the time I still feel lost, like nothing will ever be ok, but then I look around and there is Auggie and all the other Cliffhangers. Yes, even Shelby. As for progress I can't pin point one certain thing but I can say that I have changed for the better. Every day things get better, for the first time I'm letting myself be loved and I find I'm loving myself more. I'm getting better, I am scared about graduation, leaving behind everything that has kept me safe. I know Peter is teaching us things that will help us when we go to college but I don't feel like I am ready for a step like that. I wonder what the future holds for me and Auggie, I just know that I could not live without him in my life. Everyone has a soulmate, I just never expected to find mine at 16. Life throws you for some very unexpected things, but I think that is what is so great about it. You wont always be prepared but I know that when I get out into the real world I will always remember the things that Peter and Sophie have taught me.