Title: Love & Tribulations
Rating: NC-17
Content: Love, Tribulations LoL. Sex.
Distribution: Please Ask First
Thanks: Natalie the Sexpert
Characters: (Non Wrestling) Cj, Nikki, Faith & Dogma (Wrestlers) Sean O'Haire, Mark Jindrak, Randy Orton, Dave Batista, John Cena, Rico & Jeff Hardy (sorry if you don't think Jeff classes as a wrestler but I do). Also some minor parts from others.
Disclaimer: I only own Cj, Nikki and Faith. Everyone else owns themselves. Although there's a few of them I wouldn't mind owning LoL
WARNINGS i.e.: There may be some mild language, sexual reference and sex
Summary by Chapter: Randy tries to apologise to Cj. Mark finds out about Nikki & Cena. Dogma meets Jeff Hardy after loving everything about him for years. Randy after being rejected before tries once more to apologise to Cj who blurts out about her night of passion with Sean. An angry Randy invites Emily to the arena Cj seeing them together lets her anger overcome her common sense.

Love & Tribulations – Chapter 10

LATER AT THE ARENA

Cj was sat high up in the arena watching the empty ring, deep into her thoughts. She was replaying last night in her head. First the club and what she had done that made Randy feel that something was going on between her and Sean, you know before there was something going on between her and Sean. Then she kept thinking about the sex her and Sean had and how passionate it was yet how hollow she felt afterwards. With Randy afterwards she felt happy, and content. But with Sean she felt like she'd been used and she didn't like that feeling at all. In her own world still trying to figure out why Randy slept with Emily, she didn't see Randy creep up behind her. He sat behind her and leant forward.

"I'm so sorry" he whispered sincerely

Cj snapped out of her daydream and turned to Randy. She could see the sincerity in his eyes and as much as she wanted to say 'It was ok and they were going to be fine'. She knew it wasn't, first Randy didn't trust her, then Cj couldn't trust him, then they couldn't trust their selves and now they're both in this place of regret trying to forget it ever happened but it did. And Cj couldn't see passed that and even if she could forgive Randy for what he did, how was she going to forgive herself? Randy doesn't even know about her and Sean and what was Cj supposed to do say 'Hey it's fine don't worry about it I slept with Sean last night so lets call it a draw'. She couldn't break his heart like that. She couldn't put him through the pain that she was going through. So for her own but mainly Randy's best interests she replied

"We can't its...it's too hard" Cj replied with a lump in her throat. Cj stood up and walked away as fast as she could as not to cry in front of Randy. Randy sat back in his chair and sighed.

Cj walked into the backstage area and Randy caught up with her and pulled her arm causing her to turn and face Randy and her demons.

"I know I was an idiot and I'm sorry I've put you through this but I can't let you go. You know there's something between us and yeah it's going to be a lot of hard work but in the end it will pay off because we'll be together and we'll be happy. Cj stop being sensible about this and follow your heart. You know you want to"

"Randy just listen, we're not going to happen. We can't. Just leave me alone, please" Cj walked away as Nikki and Cena watched on.

"I have to go after her."

"No leave them to it"

"But you saw her, she needs her sister"

"She needs to be left alone. Let her deal with this in her own way. Anyway you have some more apologising to do"

"Apologising? You're lucky I'm talking to you."

"I prefer it when you're not" said Cena with a sly smile as he pulled Nikki in for a kiss. They're deep into the embrace when Mark walks into the room and sees them. His temper flares as he makes a beeline for Cena. Mark pulls Cena off his sister and slams him against the wall raising him by his collar.

"Mark!" exclaimed Nikki

"What did I tell you about sleeping with my sisters?" Mark screamed in Cenas face

"Mark let him go"

"Mark, we're just having fun. And we both know that. It's nothing more and I swear I'm not going to hurt your little sister."

"Oh and that makes it better?"

"I was hoping yeah"

"You're lucky you're still breathing John now don't push my buttons. You're going to leave my sister alone and if I see you even talking to her I won't stop myself from hurting you next time."

"Mark stop being such an asshole. I'm 25 years old I'm not a baby anymore. I can sleep with who I want, when I want and you can't do anything about it."

"I can't? Well I'd like to know how you and Cena plan on sleeping together when I rip off his dick" said an irate Mark looking back at a worried Cena holding his groin

"Duuuuude!" said Cena pulling one of his infamous faces.

"You're ridiculous; do you know how stupid you're making yourself look?"

Just then Faith and Dogma walked in and up to the commotion in the room.

"What's happening?" asked Faith

"Marks flying off the handle as usual" replied Nikki

"About what?"

"Well Dog I think he might know about me and John"

"Oh, and what's your problem with that?" Faith asked Mark

"I don't want him or any of these guys near my sisters"

"Just these guys or all guys?" Faith enquired to receive nothing but silence from Mark. "Just what I thought. Mark you've got to let go. As much as you hate to admit it your sisters are grown women. Working, dating and being independent. You can't make their decisions for them. And if you haven't learnt by now baby you never will, the more you hate what they're doing or who they're dating the more they'll do it or them. So why fight it?"

"I don't want them getting hurt."

"And you think John is going to deliberately hurt your sister? You think your friend who you respect for whatever reason is going to hurt Nikki and your friendship?"

Mark didn't reply and Nikki smiled "Plus if you can sleep with their friends why can't they sleep with yours?" added Faith like the icing on the cake. Nikki looked in awe and then smiled in glee as she turned to her brother. Who was staring daggers at Faith. Mark turned to Cena.

"You hurt her I'll hurt you" Cena smiled and Faith took Marks hand and the newest couple in the gang walked away.

"Way to go Faith, I knew she could do it" said Nikki

"Have you seen Cj?" asked Dogma

"Yeah she just had a fight with Randy and she went through the curtains."

"Ok well I'm going to find her and keep her company."

"Thanks Dog I would but I've had orders" Nikki said smiling at Cena as he put his arm around her. Dogma walked away to find Cj. He finally found her sat on top of a pile of props

"Hey beautiful" said Dogma smiling as he climbed the props to sit next to a sad and confused Cj

"Hey"

"Let's see what we can do to cheer you up. You're wearing that smile the wrong way and it's not attractive."

Cj looked at Dogma and he could see the flood gates opening and he opened his arms and Cj fell into his chest in tears and Dogma comforted his friend for a few minutes before trying to bring back the bubbly and always smiling Cj he loved so much.

"I ran into Rico again this morning..." Cj sat up and dried her eyes.

"What happened?"

"Short version: he was naked, offended an old couple next door to him and was surprisingly very well hung." Cj smiled and let out a little laugh. "I don't think you're ready for the long version yet but I'll tell you later"

"Really?"

"I tell you everything, because you're my girlfriend."

"And you're the perfect boyfriend" Cj said hugging Dogma. While hugging Cj, Dogma noticed his #1 love, Jeff Hardy.

"Oh my God, that's Jeff Hardy" Cj broke from the hug and looked to see the very eccentric Jeff Hardy stood behind her. He was a beautiful specimen and Cj as well as Dogma found him very attractive.

"Hey it is"

"I have to marry him. Do you mind if I leave you to arrange the ceremony?" asked an excited Dogma

"No not at all, go."

Dogma jumped down and straightened himself out before approaching Jeff Hardy. Dogma was ready to go and Cj called him back. Dogma walked back to Cj.

"Before you go and get married and live happily ever after, again. Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course"

"Are you ashamed of me for what I did?"

Dogma smiled and looked at Cj lovingly "Sweetie look who you're talking to. I'm not exactly an angel am I?"

Cj smiled and Dogma walked away stopping and turning back to Cj "Plus, I could never feel ashamed of you. You're my girl." Dogma smiled and walked over to Jeff Hardy leaving a much happier Cj behind. Dogma approached Jeff and was amazed at the vibrant colours in his hair. Jeff turned to find Dogma stood in front of him.

"Hi I'm Jeff"

"I know you are, you're my favourite wrestler ever, and favourite sex God."

"Thanks I think. And you are?"

"Oh me I'm Dogma"

"Dogma? That's an unusual name."

"A strange name for a strange person"

"Strange? Nah. I'd say you were inventive and charismatic"

"Thank You I suppose I am" Dogma smiled and him and Jeff got involved in a long and lustful conversation.

LATER

Cj was walking around the arena trying to find something to write about in her column. She had been so caught up in everything, Randy, Sean and herself. That she had completely forgotten her column. She walked over to the curtain and peered through to see what was happening in the ring area. Well to be honest she was peering through to make sure neither Sean nor Randy were anywhere to be seen. She scanned the room and saw Sean sat about 20 rows back in a group of WWE guys. She stepped back not wanting to see him or wanting him to see her and as she did she backed into someone. She immediately turned to apologise and saw Randy stood in front of her.

"Please can we talk?" asked Randy

"No Randy I've told you already. This, us, it's not going to happen. Why won't you let it go?"

"Because you're just angry, I know that when you cool off you'll want to start up again but I just want to get things off my chest so we can start a fresh. So please just take five minutes to listen to me"

"Randy no!" Cj tried to walk away and Randy pulled her back and pressed her against the wall

"Please?"

"Randy I'm not angry, I'm ashamed of myself."

"For what?"

"For hating you so much"

"You have every right to"

"No I don't, every time I think of you with that girl it makes me sick and makes angry."

"You should be but we can work passed that"

"And I don't know why or how I can be angry with you when the same night I slept Sean."

Randy stepped away from Cj and his facial expression told Cj everything she needed to know.

"You slept with Sean?"

"Yeah, I was angry. You'd kissed that girl and I didn't know why"

"So what sleeping with Sean gave you all the answers?"

"No, I was confused"

"Confused? What were you confused about? And when did you realise you were confused before the sex, during the sex or after the sex."

"I hated myself for it."

"I've been going around here all day trying to apologise to you and feeling the worst I've ever felt. And all this time I was sorry about hurting you, you knew what you'd done? I wasted my time apologising to a slut like you"

Out of nowhere Cj slapped Randy "That's what you think. You thought that before I'd even slept with Sean. You thought so little of me that when I danced with Sean you in your twisted little mind made an affair out of it. And through spite you kissed that girl knowing I was only 10 feet away watching everything. Yet you're blaming me. I know I am far from innocent but I am not going to take 100% blame for this. You're as much to blame as I am if not more."

"More? How did you come to that?"

"You kissed her first. I'm not making excuses for what I did. I did it to get back at you and that I won't deny but if I hadn't seen you kissing her. I would never have thought of doing it."

Randy didn't reply and Cj left feeling even worse about herself. And Randy was left asking himself why he did what he did?

LATER

Cj was still walking around, her personal and professional life fighting each other for the most attention. Cj knew she had to start let alone finish her column but she couldn't concentrate. She walked into the loading area and saw Randy leant against the wall. She smiled to herself and realised no matter what had happened she'd never felt this way about any man before and even though she knew it wouldn't be today, maybe not tomorrow or a even a month or two from now she hoped that they could reconcile their differences and try again. As that thought passed Cj soon began to question it when she saw the same girl from the club walk into the arena. Randy stood upright and kissed her and put his arm around her waist and started to walk towards Cj. Randy looked ahead and saw Cj looking on, he walked Emily passed Cj and walked her down the corridor as Cj looked on heartbroken. Cj could feel all her emotions making their way to the surface and her eyes began to well up.

"BOO!" came a voice from behind Cj startling her. She looked around and saw Sean looking down at her.

"Are you ok?" he asked as Cj nodded her head.

"You don't look it."

"I'm fine"

"Okay, how did things go this morning with Nikki?"

"From bad to worse, I should have left with you."

"Still wearing the battle scars then?" he asked moving Cjs collar revealing a bruise riding up her neck and a love bite situated just above. Cj smiled and remembered the amazing sex they'd had the night before. Suddenly she remembered Randy was down the corridor with Emily and she looked up at Sean.

"What about you? Do you have any battle scars?"

"A lovely bite mark around my nipple. Other than that no. You were very nice to me"

"It was our first time I was just being polite. If you wanna tackle me again I can give you some scars to be proud of" she said with a devilish smile

"Okay what about tonight?" asked Sean. Cj shook her head.

"No I'm in the mood right...now"

"Now? Here?"

"Scared?"

"Not at all just wondering where you've been all my life"

"I was avoiding you. I wanted to be a good girl. And we all know you're a bad influence"

"But a good..."

"Yes!"

Cj pulled Sean down to her lips and not breaking the intoxicating kiss pulled Sean into the nearest room which just so happened to be the janitors closet Before the door was shut Sean was pulling off Cj's clothes. Sean pulled away from the kiss and pulled off his 'Slayer' t-shirt and throwing it to the ground beside and bucket and mop.

The room was dark and cramped but this added to the fun of it plus the fact that a member of the janitorial team could walk in on them at any second.

Cj stood in a black thong and matching bra Sean looked at Cj's sexually beaten body and smiled at his accomplishment as he brought his hands behind her back and undid the clasp before bringing his hands to her sensual breasts and letting the heaviness of the twin globes rest in his hands, his thumb and forefinger rolling her nipples and sending hot sensations through her body.

Cj and Sean's lips met in a long deep kiss their tongues duelling in urgency to be with one another. Sean sucked down on Cj's tongue and then tugged on her bottom lip as if he needed to devour her.

He turned her around to face the wall, her arms resting on the cold brick, and she could feel his hands squeezing her rounded ass, his finger sliding into the string of material which was the back of the thong and down towards the front. He could feel her underwear was wet and could tell she was aroused.

Sean pushed his trousers down around his thighs and pulled his thick long cock out pumping it in his hands for a few moments before turning her around again and picking her up around the waist. He pushed himself deeply into her using the wall to brace her. He then began to pound himself into her with amazing speed, his mouth latched onto her nipples as he did, the pair of them grunting and groaning from the quickie sex they were enjoying. Cj could feel the brickwork grazing at her back and as Sean was thrusting he accidentally kicked the bucket sending it clattering on the floor. They both gasped thinking they were about to get caught and then chuckled as they realised it had been Sean. Sean continued to slam himself into her the sound of skin hitting skin and groaning filling the air.

"Oh baby I'm about to come." moaned Sean and with that he spilled his seed violently into her.

Sean pulled out leaving a sticky trail of semen on her thigh and let her legs drop to the ground, he knew she hadn't come yet so he moved his hand between her legs and began to finger her, moving his slim digits in and out of her sticky wet opening, his thumb circling her clit.

She gripped his shoulders as she felt herself getting close and then moments later she cried out as wave upon wave of ecstasy washed through her, her legs almost giving away with the intensity of it all. Cj breathing heavily as she leant back against the wall relieved. Sean moved in and his hands moved upwards slowly from her hips. He put his hands on her face and smiled before moving in for a post-sex kiss. As Sean tried to pull away from the kiss Cj put her hand on the back of his head and pulled him back in to the passionate embrace. Cj pulled away and looked at Sean. Sean pulled up his jeans and zipped them up while Cj looked around for her bra. Sean picked up his t-shirt uncovering Cj's missing bra. He picked it up and handed it to Cj, as she reached for it Sean pulled his hand away and pulled Cj towards him with his other hand. They kissed obsessively and Cj quickly grabbed her bra out of Sean's hand and smiled devilishly as she got dressed. Sean and Cj walked out of the janitor's closet and straight into Randy along with Emily. Randy shot an infuriated look at Sean and then a disappointed look at Cj as he and Emily walked away from the scene without uttering a word. Cj hung her head in shame and Sean put his hands on Cj's shoulders and she pulled away and walked off and Sean followed her.

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