Chapter 2
We went back to school on Monday. I saw you walking in with Ellie , I saw that look in your eye of fear and nervousness. We both made eye contact and it provided us with some comfort to enter the building and start the day. This day we knew would be one of the longest days with the therapy sessions , grief counseling but we both needed it. I secretly hoped we would be in the same room for the most of the day. Because even just your presence around me calmed me down. They let us choose which therapy group we wanted to attend. I chose a circle therapy group . I saw you and Ellie sitting there, I was happy and upset all at the same time. There was an empty seat next to you and I slid into it, I fought the urge to go to your arms. We made eye contact again and you could see right through me into all of the conflict that was going on within me. I wanted to leave and not deal with this but at the same time I wanted to be there. As the session began I spaced out thinking back to that moment when you stepped in front of me and out yourself between the gun and me. I wanted nothing more than to curl up in my bed next to you and just forget everything that has happened in the past couple of days. I snapped out of my trace when I saw you storm out of the room. I wanted to follow you and comfort you but Ellie got up and followed so I decided to talk to you later.
I walked aimlessly around school feeling rather lost. Some people were staring that didn't bother me too much but when a girl came up to me and started to question me I snapped. I didn't even know her name but she came and asked me all sorts of personal stuff. I ran to Snake's room as soon as I entered the door I started to ramble. I didn't even notice you were there until we made eye contact. I lost it completely again and walked over into your embrace. Only then did it really seem to hit me that you saved my life and that you protected me. You barely wrap your arms around me I was lost. Why now did you seem to only pull away from me ? I was now scared you didn't hug me back but placed your hands on my hips to push me away. I wasn't ready for that this only made my world seem to crumble more. I whispered to you "Sean please don't push me away, I need you " your eyes caught mine they were glazed with tears too. You started to walk away but when I barely touched your arm to stop you , you turned around and wrapped your arms around me, I was shaking against your body . Snake had left and shut the door at some point I still to this day can't remember when exactly he left because I was so wrapped up in you at that moment. We slid down on to the floor you held me as I cried and tried to regain my composure. We got up and left I didn't see you until later by Jay's car. You asked me if I was coming with you and I realized I needed to for the both of us.
Author's Note : I am sorry I left you hanging... I have alot of stuff to do. I'll update soon. I am still trying to iron out some details in the plot.
I took a little creative license with the episode
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