Title: Love & Tribulations
Rating: NC-17
Content: Love, Tribulations LoL. Sex.
Distribution: Please Ask First
Characters: (Non Wrestling) Cj, Nikki, Faith & Dogma (Wrestlers) Sean O'Haire, Mark Jindrak, Randy Orton, Dave Batista, John Cena, Rico & Jeff Hardy (sorry if you don't think Jeff classes as a wrestler but I do). Also some minor parts from others.
Disclaimer: I only own Cj, Nikki and Faith. Everyone else owns themselves. Although there's a few of them I wouldn't mind owning LoL
WARNINGS i.e.: There may be some mild language, sexual reference and sex
Summary by Chapter: Cj goes back on the road with WWE and can't help but keep running into Randy but does she really mind?
Love & Tribulations – Chapter 19
ON THE ROAD – ANAHEIM, CA
Mark pulled the cases out the car and planted them on the sidewalk in front of Faith and Cj who had been discussing Cj's reasons for coming back on the road since the plane.
"I still don't get it. I understand you wanting a break from New York and getting away from Nikki but you've gone from one problem to another Nikki to Randy. Do you seriously think you're going to be able to avoid him?"
"Who said I was avoiding him?"
"So you came here to see Randy or to keep an eye on him?"
"No I came to get away from New York for a while if I meet Randy which yeah you're right it will more than likely happen I'll just be polite brush it off and carry on. I'm not here to make up with him, or fall out with him anymore so don't worry I'm not here to cause trouble. In fact get me in the hotel get me my room and that's the last you'll have to see of me"
"Oh Cej I'm not trying to get rid of you I don't wanna fall out with you I just don't understand your train of thought"
"Well right now I'd rather run into Randy than Nikki that's the short and sweet of it"
"What's happened with you and Nikki anyway?" asked Mark walking over to the two women stood holding their roller cases ready to move forward into the hotel
"Just Nikki being Nikki"
"That didn't answer a damn thing she could have done one of a thousands things to make you leave town"
"Well you know about Randy right?"
"Yeah Faith told me"
"Well it was the day after and she was feeling sorry for herself about her and Cena"
"Thought they were back together?"
"They're starting over so that means no sex"
"Right" said a confused Mark
"So she's sat there feeling sorry for herself and not once did she ask me how I was feeling. So I snapped she was being so selfish and I was feeling so low maybe I took out a little rage for Randy on her and I'll apologise for that but I meant everything else she's selfish. All I wanted was her to ask me how I was feeling but as always things revolve around her so we fought and now I'm here that simple"
"Simple hah?" asked Mark
"Yep"
"I remember why I moved to Atlanta now it's because my families crazy" Mark said with a smile while wrapping his arm around Faiths shoulder.
They stood patiently waiting in line at the hotel reception. Finally they were seen and escorted to their rooms. Mark and Faith went to their double room as Cj found herself feeling lonely in the big spacious abandoned single room. Cj sighed and walked on to the balcony and looked at the view around her. Suddenly she caught a glimpse of familiar face staring at her from the opposite hotel. His tall well built stance easy to recognise as he stepped into the sunlight revealing his perfectly sculptured physique. Cj's heart started pounding in her chest as feelings of desire ran through her body knowing she wanted him she turned away and walked back into the room. She looked back through the shaded glass at Randy standing lonely across the way she felt her heart sink as the thought of never having him near her again ran through her mixed up and confused head. She stood in the door way and looked over at Randy who was waving her over. She shook her head but Randy persisted. Cj wanting more than anything to go over to him forced herself to close the door on him. She couldn't bare to stay in the room knowing he was there watching her and knowing she could see him but not touch she ran out of the room and down the stairs and almost suffocating she ran to the door for oxygen she stopped and breathed heavy as she looked up and still in the same place she saw Randy staring at her room. Cj headed to the road and tried to cross undetected by Randy who was watching from above suddenly a car screeched and stopped just in front of Cj the driver hurling abuse at Cj as she found her way to the curb walking on her unsteady legs she fell against a seat for support. Randy looking down at the screeching noise in the street spotted Cj and ran out of his room immediately and out his hotel and across the street darting between traffic to find Cj. He arrived at the seat and crouched down in front of her.
"Are you ok?" asked a shirtless Randy.
Cj's eyes examined his naked flesh before she found herself captivated by his blue eyes. She pushed his hand off her lap and stood up walking away without saying a word. Randy followed her and grabbed her arm and turned her to face him.
"Cj just answer me I'm concerned about you?"
"I'm fine!" demanded Cj pulling away from his grasp and continuing on her way Randy hot on her tail
"Cj come on can we just talk?"
"No"
"Why?"
"We have nothing to talk about?"
"What about you hitting the roof because I asked you to marry me? What was that about?"
Cj stopped and turned to Randy and looked at him in disbelief she couldn't believe that still he didn't understand her reasons.
"Well?"
"When a kid falls over their Mama puts them a Band-Aid on to stop them from crying but it doesn't stop them from hurting"
"What are you going on about?"
"That proposal whether you meant it or not –"
"Of course I meant it"
"It was nothing but a Band-Aid for our problems and you could have covered them up and stopped the fighting but that wouldn't stop us both being angry inside. No matter how big the Band-Aid that could never be covered it would always be an open wound"
"You're talking crazy"
"Maybe to you but to me it is so clear us getting engaged would be momentary happiness and then we'd be right back to where we were before. If we're going to get engaged I want to do it on happy terms I don't want it as an apology"
"It wasn't an apology"
"That's what it felt like"
"Why do you have to make things harder than they need to be? It's like you get some kind of kick out of it"
"Yeah Rand it's a perverse thing I got going on. I say no to meaningless proposals just for kicks. I hurt the guy I love the most in the world for kicks. You're right I do get a kick out of it"
"It's not just the proposal Cej it's everything you have to make everything harder than it needs to be. You're supposed to be a pleasure in my life but you're more like a full time job. I have to keep working to keep hold of you and if I don't you kick off and we end up like this. When I proposed to you I didn't see it as a problem solver I did it because I love you and I felt like you were slipping away from me and I was panicking and I thought that if I had a ring on your finger that –"
"You'd own me?" Cj asked cutting him off
"No that it would mean we're forever. This is just a mix up, I didn't even think of it being a..." Randy hesitated thinking of the appropriate word then realising Cj was right "...a Band-Aid. I just didn't want to lose you"
"Mix up? We seem to have a lot of those don't ya think?"
"No more than any other couple. Cj I love you and I don't mind working my ass off to keep you but you've gotta relent sometimes otherwise you're going to kill me"
"Why am I the one being difficult? Why should I take the blame? It wasn't me who kissed that girl at the club"
"No you just slept with Sean"
"And you slept with her! I was angry I'd just seen you kissing her and I didn't know why and it was my fault for not confronting you and for that I take full responsibility it could have all been avoided if I had walked up to you that night and clocked the girl and talked things out with you"
"Cj shut up!"
"Excuse me?"
"Shut up! Stop finding someone to blame and things we could have done to change this outcome because we can't go back and change things it's happened and this is where we are now. Quit living in the past because what's done is done, we've got passed this once and now you're dragging it all back up again. Can't we just take a leaf out Cena and Nikki's book and start over?"
"No we can't start over we can't rewrite three years and even if we could I wouldn't. I wouldn't wanna waste another three years on something that's not going to work"
"That's what you say but do you believe it?"
"I believe we're stuck in a rut and I'm tired of fighting for us I expect problems, relationships aren't smooth sailing but this is ridiculous"
Cj looked at Randy one last time before she turned and walked away this time Randy didn't follow her fearing that she may say something else with truth behind it. He couldn't handle the thought of not being with Cj but the more Cj spoke the more he realised he was losing her.
Cj fought to hide her tears when she turned the corner walking straight into Cena who had a hot dog in his hand, which soon landed on his shirt. Cj looked at his shirt and then looked up to apologise to Cena but couldn't resist laughing at his expression. Cj burst into laughter. Cena gave Cj a look he couldn't believe she found this funny.
Through her laughter Cj managed to giggle out an apology "I'm so sorry"
"Yeah I can see your sincerity"
"Oh I am it's just your face it was a picture"
Cena took the napkin in his hand and wiped what he could off his shirt as Cj looked on with a huge smile on her face. Cena looked at Cj and smiled to himself
"It's nice to see you smiling again"
"It's nice to be smiling. Thanks for that I needed the comedy break"
"Glad I could help. You know you're replacing that hot dog right?"
"It's the least I can do. Well come on then lets get you another one"
"Oh no we're going back to the hotel so I can change my shirt you think I'm going to stay out in this shirt?"
"I hope not" she said laughing
Cj and Cena made their way back to the hotel and Cena opened the door to his room and Cj stepped in looking at the mess left in the room
"How long have you been in this room?"
"We got here about 9am why?"
"You've made yourself at home I see"
"This isn't my mess"
"Then who's is it?" she asked getting her answer before Cena opened his mouth
"His" answered Cena pointing at Randy who had returned to the room and was stood staring at Cj
"Hey" said Randy
Cj ignored Randy and pulled Cena up out of his case. "I'll go wait downstairs ok?"
"Oh ok sure I'll be five minutes"
Cj walked out the room and down the corridor she turned to the elevator, which was just opening as she arrived. Cj stepped into the elevator and before the door could close Randy stepped in. Cj shot daggers at Randy as the elevator began to move Randy hit the emergency stop button
"What are you doing?" screamed Cj
"If this is the only way I can get you to stop and talk to me then this is what we're going to do"
"Randy can't you take a hint?"
"Yeah I can and I'd listen and leave you alone if I thought it was what you wanted but I know you don't want that"
"I knew me coming on the road with Faith and Mark was a mistake but I just wanted to get away but Faith was right I've gone from bad to –"
Randy cut Cj's sentence short as he pressed her against the wall and planted his lips on hers. He kissed her hungrily and as much as Cj wanted to protest she couldn't stop herself because this was what Cj had wanted and it felt amazing. Cj kissed Randy back with as much ferocity as he did her. She found herself putting her hands on the back of his head pulling him closer to her. Their tongues exploring each other and fighting in a duel of lust Cj felt a tingle through her body as Randy wrapped both his arms around his right arm encircling her waist and his left resting against her firm peachy ass.
Cj indulged in the moment and brought her hands down the back of his next and across his broad shoulders grazing down them across his biceps and then stroking his chest softly her nails slightly scratching against his well formed pecks. Cj pushed herself closer into Randy's body wanting to be as close to him as possible their embrace still locked.
The corner of Cj's mouth curled as she felt Randy tent out and press against her, this was what she wanted. She wanted Randy's long firm member deep inside her filling her and making her scream with pleasure as the bolts of orgasm flood through her. Cj's hand slid down between them and unbuttoned Randy's button and zipping down his fly gently inserting her hand into his denim enclosure she rubbed against his already excited cock before pulling it and holding his amazing girth in her hand. Randy's hands moved up from her waist and her ass to pull her top up over her head throwing her shirt to the floor uncaringly as he pulled eagerly at her pants ripping the zip apart and escorting her pants down to her thighs. Randy's penis probed at Cj's moist panties her mind overflowing with sensations. She wriggled out of her pants and stood in front of Randy in just her bra and panties Randy held onto Cj's hips and admired the sight before him he pulled his shirt off and threw it to the floor it landing on Cj's and then pulled down his jeans a little to get his full package out. He pulled Cj in and kissed at her neck kissing right up to her ears and nibbling on her lobes he then kissed her cheek making his way to commandeer her mouth. Cj rested her hands against his bare chest the feeling of his hot sweltering skin beneath her fingertips. Suddenly thoughts and feeling of dread started to run through Cj's head she wanted nothing more than to have sex with Randy right there and then but she knew if she did nothing between them would change. Cj pushed an excited Randy away but Randy protested and pushed himself back against Cj his hands pushing her panties down over her petite hips. Cj like a slave to Randy gave into him and his directions as her panties fell to the ground Cj kicking them off, Randy bent his knees and got himself in the right angle as he slipped his hand between Cj's thighs and pushed them apart Randy pushed his penis to Cj's opening and then lifted Cj up by her ass slowly bringing her down on his massive shaft. Cj moaned in delight as she felt his engorged cock slide inside her. Cj knowing it was wrong closed her eyes and rested her head against Randy's shoulder even though she felt it was wrong she couldn't stop herself because it felt so good. Randy began to withdraw his impressive length as he began to build up a rhythm pushing himself deep inside Cj's wet opening and pulling himself out leaving her longing for more. The thrusts continued in and out her now swollen cunt she could feel herself throbbing and for extra pleasure she could feel Randy throbbing inside her too the thrusts got more vigorous and powerful as Randy felt himself ready to release Cj's inner walls began to quake as Randy's ravenous penis started to jerk uncontrollably inside her, her pussy tightening around his distended member milking him as his hit of pleasure engulfed him causing his strong muscular legs to shake beneath him Cj full of Randy felt herself ready to release as Randy gripped tight onto her ass almost trying to regain his balance as Cj arched her back against the elevator walls as her orgasm washed over her like a sea of sweetness. Cj pulled Randy's lips to hers almost celebrating their accomplishment she overtook his senses and caused him to drop Cj to her feet, he pulled Cj's close to his body both of them still tingling from their orgasms. Cj couldn't help but give into Randy and now after letting herself be taken in by his masculinity she smiled parting her lips from his. Her arms wrapped around his neck she looked up at him smiling at him in satisfaction. Randy rested his forehead against hers and returned the smile.
"I missed you" he said kissing the tip of her nose
"I missed you too"
Suddenly the elevator phone rang and Randy unwillingly pulled himself away from Cj who began to get dressed and answered the phone.
"Hello...yeah we're fine..." he said smiling at Cj "...no it just stopped on its own...yeah...ok...thank you" Randy hung up and Cj handed him his shirt which he pulled over his head before fastening his jeans. "They said it should start moving any sec---"Just then the elevator began to move "There you go!"
Cj smiled at Randy "We need to talk you know?"
"More talking?"
"A lot more talking. We need to work things out"
"I thought we just did"
"No we just had sex that's not working our stuff out"
"No that's just working out right?"
Cj smiled "Randy!"
"Ok, we'll talk"
The elevator hit the ground floor and the doors opened and a mass of hotel staff surrounded the unsteady couple checking they were ok.
LATER – AT THE HOTEL BAR
"You're bad! I thought Nikki was kinky but we've never done that"
"Oh shut up!" demanded an embarrassed Cj with a smile
"You shouldn't have told me. Of all the ways to make up"
"That's it we haven't, it was just sex, amazing sex, but just sex"
"So you're not back together?"
Just then Randy walked into the bar
"I don't know. I miss him and I want him back but I don't think I can handle another argument I think the next one will kill me"
"Stop exaggerating"
"I'm not, I can't take anymore John. It's like me and Randy were fuck buddies for so long and then we've tried to make a relationship of it and since then everything has gone wrong. When it was just sex it was fantastic but things changed and now I don't know what to do"
Randy looked at Cj and without ever making his presence known he left the room once again and made his way back to his room"You claim you love him"
"I do"
"Then you have to make it work because as bad as you are together you'll be even worse apart"
"What happened to the fairytale endings?"
"They died with black and white movies"
Cj smiled and Cena order them another drink.
"So what did Nikki do to you?"
"What?"
"Mark told me you came with them because Nikki was driving you mad"
"Oh she was just complaining about you not putting out and she was making out it was the biggest problem in the world and that day I was waking up to the debris of mine and Randy's argument so I wasn't feeling the best and she just got on my nerves so we fought it out" she said still angry at her sister yet still lying to save her ass
"Oh so it's my fault?"
"No it's just sisters being sisters and Nikki being Nikki we clash"
"I thought you were pretty close?"
"We are closer than most sisters I know. It's just even though we're not living together anymore we're still living in each others pockets and you know how that can get right what do you have like three or four brothers?"
"Four and yeah I know what you mean if there wasn't a fight in our house it just wasn't right but we got better as we got older"
"Well we're just as bad" Cj said laughing
"Well don't tell her I told you this but she bugs the hell out of me too"
"What? That's the girl you're supposed to love"
"And I do don't get me wrong but she's really hard work"
"Hmm maybe that's a Jindrak thing because Randy says exactly the same thing about me"
"I think it's a woman thing actually"
"So you really do love her?"
"Yeah, I know it hasn't been easy going and if you ask her we left things in the worst possible way but she's got this hold on me and she's always on my mind"
"Mine too but probably for different reasons"
"Most likely" Cena added with a sly grin
"She's no angel you know? And she doesn't like being ignored or bossed around and she's vengeful"
"Geez you're making her out to be the anti-Christ"
"I'm just warning you, you're a nice guy and I don't want to see you getting hurt"
"You're warning me off your own sister?"
"No it's just... I don't know lets change the subject"
Cj hated herself for stopping she felt Cena had a right to know about Nikki and Sean but she didn't feel she was the right person to tell him
THE NEXT DAY – AT THE ARENA
Faith and Cj were hanging backstage while RAW was on air, Mark and Faith weren't due out until after the current match and Triple H's I'm the Game and that damn good segment.
"I don't believe it is she crazy?" asked Faith
"I don't know maybe she really was drunk and couldn't remember it who am I to say she wasn't and couldn't, but I felt so bad last night talking to Cena listening to him saying he loved her and knowing this about her. I wanted to tell him but I don't want to be the reason why they're both so unhappy"
"Of course you don't I wouldn't be the one to tell him I'd leave it to Nikki. What about Sean?"
"What about him?"
"Well have you spoken to him?"
"No I haven't seen him, maybe I should go look for him and see what the hell he was thinking"
"You think he pushed Nikki into it?"
"No Nikki doesn't do anything she doesn't want to but trust me Sean can be very persuasive in fact don't hold this against me but I was kinda jealous when she came over and told me"
"Why?"
"Because Sean was my pull and he was a good pull, he is amazing in bed and she went ahead and slept with him now she's got John, Dave and Sean under her belt"
"Notches on bed post Cj? Seriously you wanna do that?"
"No its just she always out sexes me. Maybe I wasn't born with that gene"
"No yours went to Nikki that's why she's the way she is"
"That would explain it"
Just then Randy walked into the room with Mark. Mark walked over to his bag and started to get ready for his match as Randy and Cj looked at each other, Cj smiled at Randy but Randy just ignored her and turned to Mark.
"Hey man I'm guna go I need go work out before I go out there" Randy shot an uneasy look at Cj before leaving the room Faith picked up on this and pushed Cj to her feet.
"Come on Cej you can come with me to the divas locker room I need to get ready too"
"You're ready!" said Mark
"Ready? Are you kidding I look hideous"
"You look gorgeous"
"Aww thanks baby but gorgeous isn't good enough for the WWE we'll see you in a bit" she said kissing Mark on the cheek and grabbing hers and Cj's bags before walking to the door.
The door opened in front of Faith and Cj and Batista's huge physique blocked the entrance he stepped aside and held the door for the two women to walked through
"Thanks" said Cj walking out first followed by Faith
"No problem"
Dave proceeded into the locker room and Faith dragged Cj to the refreshments table where she began to pour two cups of coffee.
"So what was that about?"
Cj snapped out of her trance and looked at Faith "I thought we were going to the divas locker room?"
"No that was just to get you out of Mark's way while you tell me what's going on with you and Randy?"
"Nothing"
"Don't lie to me, last time we talked it was you avoiding Randy while he was trying to apologise now you're giving him sly smiles that he's just dismissing"
"He did dismiss it didn't he? Why did he do that?"
"Why did you smile at him? What's changed since last time we spoke?"
"We got back together I think"
"You think?"
"Well we had sex and we left it on good terms and we were guna talk things through then he didn't meet me last night at the hotel bar and that was the first I'd seen of him since the elevator and he dismissed my smile. Why?"
"Elevator?"
"Yeah at his hotel it was where we you know"
"The elevator?"
"Yeah"
"WOW"
"It was wow too it was amazing. I don't understand why he just did that? What did I do?"
"Why don't you go and find out?"
"I'm guna"
Cj walked away from Faith to find Randy when she finally tracked him down he walked away from her.
"Randy!" she called after him causing him to turn and look at her she approached him and took his hands and walked him to the side of the corridor "What's going on?"
"Why don't you tell me?"
"What?"
"Yesterday I thought we were good we had the most mind blowing sex ever and we were happy with each other then I come and find you and Cena at the bar and I walk in on you telling him we're not working out"
"I didn't say that"
"You said 'I can't take anymore John. It's like me and Randy were fuck buddies for so long and then we've tried to make a relationship of it and since then everything has gone wrong. When it was just sex it was fantastic but things changed and now I don't know what to do' So?"
"Deny it?"
"What?"
"Deny it, deny that we were amazing in bed, that when we weren't exclusive it was fantastic and we never fought. Deny that since everyone found out about us that things have gone from bad to worse? I wasn't saying anything that wasn't true but I never said I didn't want to be with you I said I couldn't stand another argument and I meant that I can't go through another argument with you, but I do want to be with you"
Randy dropped his head and Cj walked into him and smiled pulling his lips to hers
"I'm sorry!" said Randy and he pulled Cj into a hug his masculine arms surrounding her and holding her close to him.
"Don't worry about it!" Randy took Cj's hand and the couple walked away down the corridor hand in hand
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