Love- have you ever really wondered what this is? Sure there's a definition for it from Webster: (ahem) "A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance." The key words there would be "the emotion of sex and romance".

It's really funny to think that we confuse love as to be coming from our heart and soul, when really it's from our sex organs and desires. Now this is pretty blunt, and I do apologize, but it is true.

So when someone says those famous three little words, little as if we think them little- hah yeah right- "I love you!" every woman melts and cries with happiness. Okay so that's a tad dramatic but its true- we seem to confuse our feelings, our irrational feelings rather, with that of an emotion of love.

I think love is more of a feeling, a desire if you will. Love isn't something real, it's an impossibility that people admit to when they think they should say it or think that they feel it.

How is this relative to Rory and Logan's relationship? Well let's just say a little birdie told me that Logan was in love with Rory! Another thing that seems to be wrongly used, "in love" seems to translate, at least in this age, as "I want you in my pants!" There, I said it- and it's true!

That's what Rory thought too as she contemplated her past love life yet again and what she was getting herself into…

Rory sat at her desk staring at the page of a book, she had read it over about five times and couldn't seem to retain any of the information. Her mind kept wandering back to the date she'd been on with Logan the other night. After she'd accepted his proposition, they danced around the park gaily and laughed at the banter they created. It was playful yet sensuous- so much fun to endure that apparently Rory didn't want to let it go!

To Rory, life was simple- you study, eat, DRINK COFFEE, study some more, go to class and flirt, I mean banter, with Logan Huntzberger. This was easy for her to do and made life fun. That day though, the day after the big date and the start of their "coupledom" Rory began to wonder about relationships, hers to be more specific.

In the past, she'd been with Dean, she loved Dean. Or did she? It was never about sex, because they were too young- well not ready for it then. That didn't stop the making out or groping though- have no fear lovers. That was when they were young though, but not long ago it had changed- they slept together and that was all she could think about.

Sex is a funny thing- once it happens, it becomes your focus for a while and thank goodness Rory lived far enough away that it didn't consume her being. Meanwhile poor Dean was left in Stars Hollow to dwell on his broken marriage and the affair he'd begun. Oh no! But, did Rory truly love him? And what was, is love anyways? Is it an emotion that comes with sex and relationships? Is it a feeling of desire and want?

This was a lot for Rory to think about and was making her studying even harder to concentrate on.

She closed her book and blinked to remove images of her and Dean having sex. They haunted her dreams at times- times when she was hot and bothered, missing him. Was she really missing him? Or was she missing the sex and her part of him?

This was just not leaving Rory alone today to she left her apartment for some air and hopefully a distraction. Luckily that distraction came quickly with one Logan Huntzberger.

"Hey there Ace, why aren't you studying?" Logan asked mocking her study habits. So she was a bit of a study freak, she couldn't help liking to know things and being prepared.

"I couldn't concentrate," she gave him a coy smile which he responded to immediately.

"Thinking about me again, geeze Gilmore that's almost stalking style!" he laughed finishing with his signature grin.

"It's a good thing we're dating then," she said closing the space between them and licking her lips.

"Yes, how good of you to remind me," he stepped into her personal space and gave him a look that dared him to come even closer.

He took that challenge and immediately crashed his lips to hers sending a driving spark up and down her body. It was like fireworks had exploded within her and he was definitely the fire! The kiss was quite intense as he backed her up against a nearby wall and hovered over her mouth before crashing once again to her lips.

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And here I make my case in point- Logan's "love" for Rory is being displayed by his sexual side. Which many of us seem to use to display this so called affection of "love".

So here's the confusing part of the word- what about completely platonic friendships where we love our friends, or we love our family. Ah, now my young Jedi you are catching on to how this word is misused and wrongly defined. Love's definitions should read, "A feeling that we use when we think we feel something but truly we don't know what it means or how to use it," That my friends, is a far better definition for the word and you all know it!

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Rory's world was spinning, she was getting lost in this lustful world that she couldn't seem to shake- and she liked that! That's what drew Rory to Logan, what made her say yes. He had his sweet moments, but damn was he sexy and passion filled. That was what really floated her boat, what really rocked her world.

Logan seemed to feel the same but for different reasons. Rory was an interesting character- she's innocent without trying, yet she has a great adventurous side that he knew he could pull out of her with a little effort. She was sexy because she had intelligence and wit. She was the perfect woman!

Reality struck them like lightening- rather the sound of thunder that came from the clouds above. Tiny droplets of rain hit Rory's crimson cheeks like a dripping faucet. She tore away from Logan and immediately turned her face to the sky. Rain was one very beautiful thing to her. She began to spin like a child and this drove Logan crazy. He joined her quickly and began to spin her around in his arms.

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How do we know if we're in love when we're young? We act like children but say we're adults, therefore are we able to love, like adults, when we're children? That is to say if such a matter of love is something real.

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A very soaked Rory stopped spinning and fell to the muddy ground, again like a stubborn child. Logan followed suit and kissed her softly as he fell to the ground. She giggled loudly and it made him smile at her. She really was beautiful, like a porcelain doll that never grows old. She had child like features with an adult personality. How was it that Rory Gilmore accomplished these two very different things? That was one thing Logan vowed to find out and a reason that would keep him studying the mystery of one Rory Gilmore.

A/N: I know this is differently written, but I thought it was kind of interesting and a subject that was brought up in my English class a few days ago! I hope you like it! Please Review!