A/N-This story was found and given to me by Serra. It is the complete diary of Rebecca during her journey with Eliwood, Hector, and Lyn.

Through My Eyes

Journal,

As if hardship hasn't been dire enough, both the men that Nino called her brothers, are dead. She cried into Jaffar's shoulder for a long time. He was the only one who could comfort her, even Legault's kind words only made her cry harder.

I brought her some sweet bread I'd managed to make, and I almost cried with her as she choked it down and forced a smile.

Mad Dog, also known as Linus, was strong. Even Hawkeye couldn't take him in one hit. But in the end we over powered him. Just as we had every preceding foe. When the trial gets too hard, overwhelm. Then they can die in complete fear…I'm sorry…I feel ill again…

Lord Athos showed up a while ago and he, Lords Eliwood and Hector, and Lady Lyndis and Cami went somewhere. Then they returned and sat in a huddle for a while. I'd left Nino to be comforted by Jaffar and gone to talk with Wil by that time. He and Rath were discussing bows and such.

I noticed Cami go off on her own, then she came back and asked Florina and Matthew to come wither her and they, along with Athos and the Lords went into a cave. They haven't returned yet.

Matthew is so strong now! His fighting style is closer to Jaffar's now, but he definitely isn't as scary!

Wil and I talked some about Pherae, though he wouldn't say much about his family of hometown.

Legault came and sat with us, upon which we became much more aware of our things. He is a thief after all, who knows if he'd take something or not! He told us some things about the Black Fang and his old life. Then Serra dragged Erk over and started to talk about Ostia, which caught Oswin's attention. Now they are talking about armies and military strategy and Fiora has joined.

Looking around, Lucius is trying to convince Raven not to kill Sain, who is flirting with Priscilla…again. Lord Pent and Lady Louise are a good distance away…Wallace, Bartre, Dorcus and Dart are off talking by themselves. Heath and Vaida (The Wyvern Lord who just joined us) are seemingly training. Lowen is being instructed by Marcus. I swear Marcus is too hard on Lowen! Working him every waking moment! Others are scattered about and Kent is….sitting outside the cave entrance…I'll go see what he's doing. He seems so depressed!

The conversation went as such;

"Sir Kent?"

"Miss Rebecca! Hello…"

"Are you alright?"

"….I suppose I'm just worrying too much…Sain says I do…"

"About Lady Lyndis?"

"Huh? How? Is it that obvious?"

"Mmm…"

"I know she'll be fine…I just don't….want to see her hurt."

"Florina is with her, and Lord Eliwood and Lord Hector and-"

"I know. I'll be fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Sorry to have worried you. You can go back to your journal."

"Ok…"

He really does love her…I wish love could be easier. Then maybe we wouldn't have to fight so much…With how close we've become, if one of us were to ever die the others would suffer so greatly for the loss. I know that if Wil died…Oh I couldn't even say how I would feel…Awful…I guess….yes….

I'm sure Lord Eliwood feels awful that Nergal took Ninian away. Oh please let her be alright! Lord Eliwood has suffered enough! And so has Matthew…yes. I hope Matthew can still find happiness somewhere…somehow…

Now Serra is calling,

Rebecca

Oak- Don't worry, I had this all planned since the beginning! . Thanks for your review!

SimKatushka- LOL! I know all of that. But making them remember would make the next few chapters much harder for Rebecca….so I'm leaving them without memory. Also, I know Dart is her brother, but he's so unimportant to the fic that I couldn't fit that part in…maybe toward the end…But Thank you very very much! I hope you liked this chapter!

A/N- Sigh Well, we're getting close to the end. If Sugar-Coated-Evil would ever read the rest and help me with my second to next chapter then we'd get to the major big fancy plot! But you'll have to wait till then! Enjoy!