YAY! WOOT! Gomen minna! I don't mean to take THIS long to update XD But skul is here ya know lol. If I want to go to Japan for the summer, I have to get good grades. Lol. But now I will begin writing just for you! The fans o

Chapter 2: Thinking of you

Days Past…

The snow kept falling to the ground,

I wont stop looking till you're found.

I saw you once, but not yet twice,

A simple glance would just be nice.

When I first saw you I already knew,

I could never love another, except you.

I always say never, my love will never die,

I'll never settle for another, except for you and I

A lonely cave lay there in the cold snow all by itself, isolated from everything. Trees that surrounded nothing; a frozen river, not even the birds sang there. It was just a lonely cave, nothing more. Inside it sheltered a lonely boy, and nothing more.

Hiei laid on the cold stone floor of his cave, his arms rest behind his head as he fixed his vision on the ceiling of the cave. Moisture of the stalactites dripped in the cave into puddles as it echoed throughout the lonely, cold, damp cave. His eyes reflected the crystals that hung above his view. He gave out a sigh and closed his eyes.

"Kurama…" That name, that sweet name that seemed to flow off the tongue with such ease. "Kurama…" The name that he couldn't stop saying. The face that he couldn't stop seeing. "Hmmm, I wonder what she's doing now…she was kind of a weird case, but her beauty was breath taking." Hiei stopped "What the hell am I doing?" He sat up and walked over to the entrance of the cave and sat down. He hugged his knees against his chest and sighed once more. His eyes were following one snowflake at a time as they disappeared onto the ground. His stomach grumbled and he looked down at it, "Hmm, maybe I should try to find some food or something." And just as that was said, he grabbed his stuff and jetted off.

Horns honking, Music playing, and bright neon lights were shining in the starless night. Girls standing on street corners, smoke filled the air in the already polluted town, and laughs could be heard for miles, especially when fights broke out. Wandering eyes looked at all these features with great detail. The same Jade wandering eyes that stood on the street corner of that cold night he met a little boy. It felt the same…cold…and lonely…

Kurama walked past a bunch of places in the town. Nothing new. He saw everything more times than he could count. He past the Litter Box, a place where women get there money by stripping and sleeping with others. One of the ladies was medium height, tanned skin and walked up to him and wrapped her hands around his eyes.

"Hey, stranger!" Kurama pulled her hands away and turned around to see her smiling face.

"Oh, hey there Kat. Big night tonight?

Kat poked his nose, "Nah, today's a little slow, I'm just waiting for some customers. What about you Kyo? How are you doing?"

Kyo…another name that he is known by…another name that wasn't him…

Kurama pulled out a wallet, "Well, not too bad actually. I found this in one of my customers' shirt pocket a few days ago. I didn't know he was so loaded."

Kat clapped her hands together, "Wow Kyo! You really have some luck there!

"Luck? I don't think living on the streets sleeping with old farts is really considered luck Kat. But you know, I do try my best. Hey, How about I buy you a drink sometime?"

Kat patted Kurama's shoulder and headed back to the Litter Box, "Alright then Kyo! It's a date!"

Kurama waved and walked down the street.

Jumping from tree to tree Hiei looked around, down in the bushes and above his head as he sighed,

"Dammit…" His stomach grumbled, "There's nothing to eat…I can't find anything at all!" He jumped down from the trees and slipped on his back and into the snow. "I'm soooooooo huuuuungry!" He quickly sat up as he heard the sound of a twig snapping. "Wha?" He got up and hid behind a tree looking around as he saw a big brown smudge in the distance. "Is that...a deer? I didn't know there was any around here…. But hey, Food is food, no matter where it came from…" He quickly made his way into the trees again jumping branch to branch, tree to tree, quietly stalking the deer as he pulled out one of his many knives out of his rag bag. "Alright…" The deer stood still looking around as if it knew Hiei was there. As he crouched down directly above the animal he leaped down and landed right on its back as he sliced its head off. "HA! ALL RIGHT! That wasn't too hard!" Hiei then began to drag the body of the deer to his cave, leaving the head and a long trail of blood behind.

Transvestites, hookers, gays, and the homeless. A whole world full of people in his town. This is all that he could see. For some reason…he can't find anything that e wanted to see. He only saw the things that haunt him. Kurama shivered from the cold wind and the sites of people digging around in the trash for scrapes of food, and begged for money. He wrapped his arms around himself and looked to his feet for comfort. He just kept on walking until he made it to the edge of town. "The woods...this is where…" His thoughts, all of them went to that night. In the van, the cloth, the belt… "This is where…" A little boy with short black hair ran past behind him laughing chasing his sister as their mother could be heard telling them to slow down. "That boy…with the raven black hair…the one who…my name..." Without even knowing it he began to make his way through the woods.

The tall trees were looking down on Kurama as they let go of some loose branches and leaves. "What am I even doing here? Why am I walking all alone in this snow?" He sat down by a tree and sighed to himself. "Why did I…. tell him my name…?" Kurama jerked his arm as his hand touched something warm, and fuzzy. "Hm?" He looked down to see a head of an animal buried in the snow. "GAH! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!" He jumped up and kicked the head. "A dear head?" He kicked is again as the tongue flailed out. "Eeeewww…Hey…What's this?" Kurama found a trail of blood coming from the dear's head. "Ok…now I know I'm not following that…." Kurama began to move in a different direction but then stopped and looked back at the trail. "I am just a little bit curious of how this got here…There aren't any bears or wolves around here…So, what could have done this?"

Kurama followed the trail all the way until it stopped at a frozen pond. He looked across the pond to see a small cave. "Hey…maybe that's where it is." He made his way around the pond tripping a few times and sliding on the snow. He made is way to the mouth of the cave. He stopped as he heard sounds coming from inside. They sounded like squishy noises. Things splashing around, things being thrown around, and sounds of flesh being torn apart.

"What the hell IS that?" Kurama stuck his head inside and looked around as e saw someone. It was really dark, he squinted his eyes to get a better look. "Is that…a boy? What in the world is he doing?" He tiptoed inside a few inches to get a better look as his eyes were still squinted. "Is that…."

Hiei turned as he heard a voice. "WHO'S THERE?" He stood up out of the belly of the dear. Organs flung from his feet, blood dripped off his clothes, and fur stuck to his face.

"Wha—H-Hiei? I-is that…you?" Kurama took a few steps back as he said, "What are you doing?"

Hiei walked closer to him, "What are you doing here? Why have you come?" Hiei stepped even closer as Kurama stepped back even more. Hiei was getting easier to see.

Kurama's eyes opened wider. "Hiei? Are you ok! What IS that all over you! Are you the one who killed that dear! And your skin…Its like...a green tint…are you ok...Hiei?"

Hiei picked up his pace and knocked Kurama to the ground. "GET OUT OF HERE! Leave me ALONE!" Kurama sat there in the snow not knowing what to do. But all e knew was that he was scared…really scared…It was nighttime, the boy he thought he had met a few days ago looked like a monster that was harsh with anger.

"Hiei…what's going on? I don't know you, but that time…you're acting very strange…" There was a long pause as Hiei began to walk even deeper into the cave.

"I said leave. And If I EVER see you again after I told you to leave…Your head will be mine." Hiei's footsteps trailed off until they couldn't be heard anymore.

"M-my head?" Kurama quickly got up and walked backwards and bumped his back onto a snow filled tree. "That's not him…that couldn't have been…" Kurama covered his mouth. Just the sight of what he just saw made his insides turn. It was a sickening feeling. He just stood there, as the wind and snow begun to play a little game of tag through his hair. Then he just ran away, not looking back, not thinking twice. He just ran away…

TO BE CONTINUED!

(( sorry, no yaoi in this chapter ; Sorry, but hey, At least I updated XD The next chapter will be better I promise! Thanks for reading!))