Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.

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A/N: Let me tell you my heart wrenching story. First, my RealOne player didn't work. I don't know why. And it still is acting up.

Next, on Saturday night, Krista was over and she wanted to go on to hear ATITS (and then i turned seven). We clicked a link and the next thing comes up saying "No page to display" and I'm all like "okay thats okay lets go on emotionally driven so i can download" so i try getting on there. Same thing. "No page to display". "No page to display"

I WAS PISSED OFF!!!

Today I had a really weird feeling to try the computer. First I deleted EVERY SINGLE SONG FILE I OWN. WHICH IS ALMOST 100 FILES. Then I deleted Kazaa, weatherbug, and my daily horoscope because they all annoy me. AND TA-DA!!!
IT WORKS!

OMG!! I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!

Date(s): Monday, January 24, 2005

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Music: NONE

(1-25) Shine We Are! - BoA

Under the Moon - Do As Infinity

Motokare - Aya Matsuura

A Miracle for You - Mika Nakashima

Destiny's Lotus - Mika Nakashima

Feel Fine! - Mai Kuraki

Be Prepared...For Ralph Nader - AB, Uncle Tom )

Current Stuff: OMG! I bought Fushigi Yugi Vol. 13 (spoilers ahead) and I bawled so hard. Hotohori DIED! I started crying so hard at Sinubi's house and her and Krista made fun of me!!! IT WAS SO SAD!! I CAN'T HELP IT!!! I NEVER REALIZED HOW MUCH I LIKED HIM UNTIL HE DIED!

Then Miaka and Tamahome got married... and i cried.

Then Tamahome died... I didn't cry... I couldn't believe it!!

NURIKO (and everyone else) CAME BACK!!! A CRIED SOOO HARD!!

Then they left... and I cried...

Miaka's wish for her and Tamahome to stay together didn't come true... Crying again.

BUT THEY TRICKED ME... HE DID COME BACK... SO I CRIED!!!

I cried a lot.

OMFG my mom is screaming at me to get off becasue she needs to use the phone but I only need 2 more minutes to download this song. I hate her. She is a fucking btich. She's making me cry. I hate her. GDI She doesn't understand anything I say and she doesn't even listen. Because I'm all like "I told you that before!!!" "NO YOU DIDN"T " "YOU DONT REMEMBER BECAUSE YOU WERENT LISTENING!!!!!"

I HATE HER!

Quote: More-tits-yaa? (by: Machelle, Samantha, and ME! Story: In gym today, for some reason Samantha called me Morticia. (Because my real name is Alicia) (WOW you learn something new everyday!) And Machelle was like "What did you say? More Tits?" and I was like "More Tits? YA!")

YAY a new chappie!

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Watetsu held the knife over her head, ready to cut down into Kagome. Just as she was ready to swing down, she heard a rustle outside her window. Watetsu had always been afraid of the dark, so this scared her half to death.

"Hello??" She called in a shaky voice.

Nothing responded. But there was more rustling.

"I know someone's out there. Please come out!"

Nothing. She peered her head out the window. (Ritsuki is watching this in a movie theater... "NO!! YOU ARE SO DUMB, BITCH! YOU DON'T DO THAT! YOU'RE GOING TO BE KILLED!!" Everyone else "STFU!!!")

(A/N: crappy.... i got writer's block. be back in an hour. i need to think)

Okay scratch ALL of that up there. Let's start over.

(sigh)

Watetsu clung to the knife wavering in her shaky hands. She was just about ready to plunge it into Kagome's heart.

"So long, Kagome. We can't have Inuyasha worry about you anymore, now can we?" She swung down as hard and fast as she possibly could, which was fast considering she was a demon. But not fast enough for our little inu youkai friend!

Inuyasha grabbed Watetsu's wrist while standing behind her. He twisted it and dug his claws through her flesh. "What do you think you're doing?" he sharply whispered.

She was silent for a little while, then quickly spun around and raised the knife above her head, ready to take him out.

"What's the point, Watetsu?" he taunted. "I'm already dead!"

"Shut up!" she yelled. "How did you know?"

"Baka! I was watching from the window. I always have to watch over my Kagome!"

"Oh, so she's a possesion?"

"She's mine!"

"What about me? You're the one who said you'd spend your whole life with me!"

"That's only because you used one of your bedding techniques! You sucked the life out of me while you raped me. I didn't know what I was saying. I fucking hate you, Watetsu!"

"It can't be rape if you enjoyed it!"

"You can't prove I did!"

She was silent... No comebacks from her...

"Watetsu, you filthy little bitch, I won't let you dare hurt my Kagome!"

By this time, Kagome was sitting up and listening to them quarrel.

"Inuyasha, you bastard, why can't you see that I love you?!"

"There's always someone who sets your heart alight. Someone who makes your heart pound just from a tap on the shoulder. Someone who's voice is like a song that never gets tiring. And for me, that someone isn't you. That someone is Kagome."

Tears sprung to Kagome's eyes. That was the most beautiful thing she'd ever heard from someone, even if it wasn't directly to her. She never knew Inuyasha's.... poetic side.

Watetsu's eyes were also sprouting tears, but not tears of happiness. These tears were because she was a sore loser and she couldn't stand not getting the man she wanted. She stormed out of the small house and ran away from there.

"Inu...yasha? Did you really mean what you just said?" Kagome murmmured from her bed.

"You... you were listening?" Inuyasha's eyes got wide. 'Oh m'god, oh m'god. What do I do?? I don't know what to do!! ahhh!! I've never been in this type of situation.... I'll play it by ear, I hope she moves things along, and she doesn't force me to!' "Kagome... I meant every word of it."

"Oh, Inuyasha!" Kagome exclaimed and she got up from her bed and wrapped her arms around him. "Inuyasha, I love you so much. I really do! All this time I was denying it to myself, but after what you just said, I realized I felt the same about you!"

As she wrapped her arms tightly around his neck, instinct towards romance guided his arms around her slender waist. He breathed in her sweet scent and closed his eyes. "Kagome, I'll never let you go."

"Me neither," she brought her head away to gaze into his eyes. The pure love in his orbs completely washed over her. She closed her head and touched his lips, his tongue gently licking her bottom lip.

As the kiss progressed, their hands played with one-another's hair, and their bodies pressed up against eachother. Kagome pulled away, deeply inhaling her breathes as Inuyasha planted kisses down her neck. Each one gave her goosebumps.

"Inuyasha," she sighed. He looked at her again. His eyes were so gentle right now. This was a side of Inuyasha she'd never seen before. He put both hands on her cheeks and drew her closer to him, so he could taste her again.

He walked her over to the bed and laid her down on it. His fingers moved fast while trying to unbutton her shirt. Her eyes got wide as Kagome's mind played tricks on her.

'Is this really Inuyasha this time? Is it Naraku again? What is all this? I don't know.. I'm scared! NO!'" NO!!!" Kagome screamed and clawed at Inuyasha with her dull fingers.

"Kagome? What's wrong?"

"Get away from me!!" she screamed, tears flowing down her cheeks. He tried to comfort her with an arm around her shoulder, but she flinched and slapped him away. She pulled the blanket over her and crawled into a ball.

Inuyasha stared at her, misery filling his eyes. He was rushing into things. He knew he shouldn't have tried to do that when he knew she was just...raped.

"Leave me alone, please, Inuyasha! If you love me, you'll go!" Kagome managed through tears in her shaky voice.

A look of hurt lingered in Inuyasha's eyes. Why coulnd't Kagome trust him? What had Naraku done to her? Only one thing would be satisfying to Inuyasha - revenge.

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"It's alright, cry into my arms," Naraku said, holding Watetsu close to him.

"Inuyasha... I loved him. But he doesn't ever return my feelings. I thought I got rid of Kagome once and for all since she died, but I just had to die, too! It's not fair! Why are we constantly together?!"

"Watetsu... It's alright. Inuyasha needs to die, doesn't he?" he cooed.

She nodded.

"Do you want me to kill him for you?" he was speaking to her as if she was a five-year-old who just got denyed something and was pouting. And he was taking the role of the parent saying "do you want to go and get some ice-cream?" in that... voice.

She shook her head.

"Do you want to kill him?" Same voice.

She nodded.

"Okay. Watetsu, you can call me 'Dad'. After all, I did create you."

"Dad," she repeated.

"Watetsu, I can make you strong. You can be a fighting machine. Just let me take care of you."

"Arigato..." She wrapped her arms around his warm body.

"Are you ready now?"

She nodded.

"Alright." Naraku lowered her kimono and his own robes and embraced her tightly. She scrunched up her face as the pain began. He started pulling himself into her, and she was becoming one with him.

As Naraku's body was sucking into Watetsu's, a wave of warm came over her, and her eyes became fierce. Emotions she'd never felt before came to her, and she starting seeing things in Naraku's twisted perspective.

Her hands clenched into fists and a swarm of demons cam flooding into her. Watetsu was losing control of her own body. This wasn't Naraku coming into her -- this was her coming into Naraku!

Naraku was just replacing his own body with Watetsu's! This one he could use more easily, and he knew from the start he'd have control over her.

He pulled on his own robes, which were now baggy, and tied them around his new feminine body. "I'll still go by Watetsu," he said in his new high-pitched voice.

'This is different...'

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A/N: There you go, Watetsu-haters! She is gone now! For good! WHEE!! (I think...??)

Ohhh I got this book that lets me learn a beginnere's Japanese course! I memorized this sentence... because i read it a lot...

Washi yori hanasamu na no akira sugimoto dake da.

Only Akira Sugimoto is more handsome than me.

(I'm still only lesson two - Katakana.... I'm having toruble reading it. I can read hiragana fluently! Just... not katakana... its a japanese course thru manga! YAY! what more could i ask for! g2g bai bai!)