Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha.
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A/N: Hey! WHEE! It's 7 o clock and I have to leave at 7:25 or something. Yeppers.
Date(s): Friday January 28, 2005
Saturday January 29, 2005
Monday January 31, 2005
Mood: Tired... I just woke up.
1-29 - Pissed off
1-31 - Good mood.
Music: Sakura Drops - Utada Hikaru! (I LOVE THIS SONG)
Hanabi - Ayumi Hamasaki
Funny Girlfriend- The Brilliant Green (LMAO THIS SONG IS WEIRD BUT I LIKE IT)
Feel Fine- Mai Kuraki
Like a Star in the Night - Mai Kuraki
Destiny's Lotus - Mika Nakashima (I LOVE THE RAPPING PART ITS SO FUNNY!)
Motokare - Aya Matsuura
1-31
I hear music from DDR cuz my sister is playing.
Current Stuff: Nothing!
1-29 - Okay. Last night Krista came over while my mom went out to PARTAY cuz she is immature and acts like a teenager. Well she (my mom) was going with Jodie, her best friend. Next thing we know, Krista and I are getting a call from Jodie saying "Where's your mom? Is she home"
UH OH
So we went to bed at 1, and my mom still wasn't home. So I had to go to work in the morning, and we set the alarm. Well, we wake up 5:30 in the morning and my mom comes home at, like, 6 AM. OMG I was so pissed off. I was really worried. I thought she might've died.
She won't tell me where she was or what happened.
Then, today my boss was pissin' me off. I was tired because of the whole thing last night. So my boss, Lindsay, was all like "Alicia, pick up the pace" And I'm like "Okay"
I didn't really let it get to me.
Well, it got pretty busy later on. People are telling me to do this and that, and I'm the only busser on this day. So I'm really stressed out and then Lindsay is all like "ALICIA THERE ARE TABLES! STOP GETTING STUFF FOR THE OTHER WAITERS OR WAITRESSES"
So since she screamed at me in front of everyone, I was almost crying (not in front of her... I'm not going to let her get satisfaction out of my feelings being hurt).
So since then, I was getting fed up because every time we'd pass eachother she'd say "hurry up" or give me an evil look. I was getting pissed off.
The next thing I know, she calls me to the desert room (employees only). "You really need to get your ass moving. If you don't want to work, I'll send you home, it's as simple as that"
"You know what? Fine! Send me home! I'll stay home! I quit"
"Good! You don't do anything around here anyway"
I started to mummble.. "I do more than you"
"You can stop it with that attitude"
"My attitude is who I am, and you can't change that"
I ran to the front desk and called my mom to come and get me, and my this time I was crying. It takes a lot to stand up to Lindsay. 'Cause she's a bitch.
So I went to the bathroom to get all my tears out, then I came out to hear Lindsay yell "Alicia quit! We're all going to have to CONTINUE to bus our own tables today"
I grabbed my Inuyasha sweatshirt and camouflage jacket and I stood outside in the cold for the rest of the time for my mom to drive over and get me. OMG I was SO pissed off.
I miss it already.. I made over 100 a week... which is good for a 14 year old! Oh, well! I'll just get myself a summer job.
1-31
I feel weird... the guy I like has a gf but he's flirting with me. It's happened before.. but I thought we weren't really friends anymore...so I feel weird.
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A wall of confusion prevented Inuyasha from getting close to Kagome. 'How can I try and help her if I can't even get close to her?' That thought ran in his head over and over again.
It hurt him as much as it hurt her when he saw her curled up in a ball on the bed, sobbing uncontrollably for hours.
Every now and then, Kagome's mind would flash pictures of both situations. 'Which ones were real? Whose words do I believe in? And whose hands am I in? Even though I am alone in the end...' (A/N: Whose words do we believe in? And whose hands are we in? Even though we are alone in the end... - Hiiragi by Do As Infinity I LOVE IT!)
This was driving Inuyasha mad. He'd always been a loner, but ever since Kagome came into his life, he'd be yearning for someone to be at his side. He didn't want to be alone anymore.
The only thing Inuyasha could think of doing was to try and get close, even if it meant hurting her feelings a little bit. Maybe all she needed was someone to be there for her"Kagome" Inuyasha's voice was so.. not him. It was like he wanted to understand her, and he wanted to hold her in his arms and never let go.
Kagome was silent. Inuyasha didn't care. He walked over and sat down beside her and grabbed her by the shoulder, gently, but quickly, holding her up against his chest. "Kagome, I won't let you go. I don't care if you want to be alone or not, you're not going anywhere without me. We're living in a strange place right now, and there are probably things we haven't encountered yet. I won't let you face them alone. I'm coming with you everywhere, always."
Kagome started to cry and again and she hid her face into his haori. She didn't want him to see her crying, although he could already feel her tears soaking into his clothing, and he saw her shoulders shaking. "hww duhhh ahhh nohhhh tssss yuhhhh" she said through the thick cloth.
He grinned. "What"
"How do I know it's you" she cried, tears falling on her hands.
"..." Inuyasha knew... Naraku disguised himself as Inuyasha again. And he raped her. That's why Kagome was so touchy. "Because I love you."
Kagome looked up into his golden eyes, which sparkled even in this world without sunlight. They always danced when he was expressing his love to her. Even now, while she was in his strong arms, they were twinkling, and then she knew. This was her Inuyasha. "...Inuyasha..."
Kagome brought her lips to his, and she kissed him with such passion it created tingles to journey from his head to his toes and back up again. He looked her in the eyes when she let go. "Are you sure you're ready" he asked. He did not, by any means want to rush her into a relationship.
She nodded. "Yeah. I can't let something like that hold me back when there are feelings inside I want to express to you. Inuyasha, I love you. I always have. Ever since I layed my eyes on you while you were pinned to the Goshinboku. Even now, we're dead, and my feelings for you are still here."
"This can't be death... if I feel so alive" He was right. How could he be dead if his heart was pounding in his chest right now?
She smiled. "No, we're alive" she agreed and nuzzled into his chest, planting kisses up and down his neck. Inuyasha closed his eyes and let his mind shut down, his instinct take over.
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And I'm gonna end it there... Cuz I don't feel like writing anymore! Um.. Chapter 6 will be the last of this series... There WILL be a trilogy, soooo yeah. THANKIES TO SHIRU FOR HELPING ME WITH THAT IDEA!
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Ja ne, mata! (finally figured out what that means)