Nuriko took a deep breath, but still looked angry at Houki. "And if you want to know how I got this body, I borrowed it from Nyan Nyan, Taiitskun's servant. But I could only use it a little, since it can only last a certain while." Houki realized that Nuriko slowly turned back into a ghost. "If you want to know how I have this real body,
I borrowed it from Nyan Nyan, Taiitskun's servant. I can't use it a lot at the risk of taking away too much of Nyan Nyan's life energy." Houki sadly looked down at her bandaged hands. She wanted to cry, but knew that Nuriko was right. But there was still one question she just had to ask him.
"Nuriko...how is Hotohori?" Nuriko looked at her, a expression of confusion in his face.
"Houki...I know you love his majesty...and that's wonderful, but..." Nuriko paused, as searching for the right words. "His majesty, Hotohori, no longer has the same feelings for you as he once did." Nuriko bit his lip, wondering what Houki would say.
Houki stared at her hands, avoiding eye contact with Nuriko. Silently, Houki got up and walked towards her bathroom. Not wanting to follow her and give her some time alone, Nuriko just stood there.
He was about to disappear, when all of a sudden he heard Houki gasp hard. Immediately, he used Nyan Nyan's body, and ran to the bathroom. A terrible sight met his eyes.
Houki had grabbed a double-edged knife, plunged it in herself, and had cut her hand as well. She noticed Nuriko was there and stabbed it even deeper. Blood poured out and soon she started to cough out blood.
Nuriko stared in horror and tried to pick up Houki.
Houki pleaded him to let her die, and then started to speak. "What good is life...if he can't even love me in death." Nuriko used his god given strength, and lifted Houki to her bed. He tried to wrap up the blood with some of his garment, but blood poured out even more. In a few moments Houki would lose too much blood and soon die.
Not knowing what to do, Nuriko just told Houki to hang on. Then, suddenly remembering Mitsukake's gift,
he plunged his hand into his pocket and took out Mitsukake's holy water. He took some water on his fingertips, and sprinkled it on all over Houki.
Houki's wounds were all healed, and even her royal garments were back to normal. She'd fallen asleep, and Nuriko did not think it would be a good idea to wake her up.
Nuriko just sat next to her as she slept. "Houki...I can feel your pain. I only wish...I could heal your pains inside. He just grabbed her hand and felt her squeeze tight in her sleep. She was so heartbroken...but he needed to help her rule Konan. It was her duty.
Houki called Saihitei in her sleep...but he would never, ever answer her.

Birds chirped outside, and it was a beautiful sunny day. Houki walked down the hall and entered the dining room. She was oddly quiet and just walked to the window.
"I still can't believe it...I thought he loved me." She just listened to the wind as her thoughts spread in her mind. "Stupid emperors...I should have never left home. All this time...and the jerk just used me."

Nuriko glided to Houki. Houki, deep in her thoughts,
did not notice him. Knowing he was unable to tap her,
Nuriko softly spoke. "Uhh...Houki?" Houki looked back at him, and gave him a sad smile.
"Sorry...I'm just thinking about all this.
Nuriko nodded. "It's all good...you know, you really got me scared last night." Houki didn't answer or looked at him. "Houki...to go to such an extreme to try to KILL yourself? How could you?" Houki moved to the table. "He's right...I don't know what came over me." Houki turned to Nuriko. "You're right...I don't know what came over me." She sat down on her chair and folded her hands. " Starting tomorrow, I will find a new husband...the new ruler of Konan.
Nuriko was surprised. Knowing Houki, he thought she wouldn't have gotten over the fact that Hotohori didn't love her anymore, even in death. "Houki...I" "Nuriko..." Houki interrupted him. "Why did you come here in the first place I mean, you're dead. Why?" Houki had been dying to ask him this.
Nuriko did not expect this. AS he tried to find the right words, he started to explain. "Houki...you stopped caring about anything when his majesty died.
It seemed as if you didn't know your position, as empress of Konan. You didn't care anymore." Houki but already knew this, but continued to listen. "This Universe of the Four Gods was created for a purpose.
all the kingdoms must live in peace and harmony. When you stopped ruling, Konan fell out of place, as it is now, and the whole kingdom is in havoc. If this continues, the Four Gods will destroy this world. All of it. All because of you." Houki took all this into thought, but there was still one more question, and she was afraid to ask it.
"Nuriko...then what's your reason for being here...and will you leave when you fulfill it?" Nuriko was shocked again. "Houki...I came here to help you get into shape to once more rule the kingdom.
I...I will leave when you're able to." Nuriko had a sad face.
Houki looked up. "Well...what if I give up? Stop being empress. I can just forget it all, and have someone more responsible to be empress." Houki was sadden by her own words.
"You can't just give up. When you married into the royal family, a pledge was made between you and Suzaku. It would be your duty to help rule and protect this kingdom of Konan. Give up, and Suzaku will execute you. I won't let you do that." Nuriko looked at Houki sternly.
Houki stood up. "Ok then, it's time I found a new husband, and rule side by side with him. I'll raise Boushin to be a great ruler, and complete my task as empress." Houki walked towards the door and looked back. "Does this mean that you're going to leave now?" Nuriko thought for a moment. "Well...no. I'm going to help you find a new husband! You know, it could be good, since I'm...well, you know." "Gay?" Houki giggled.
Nuriko looked peeved. "Uhhh...I'd prefer gender translated...and I like girls as well!" "Ok...whatever you say!" Houki giggled more than she did in a long time...

Today was the day. The day Houki would find a new husband...the new emperor of Konan.

Houki tried to find a good dress. "Hey, Nuriko! I can't choose what's better! The gold or the pink robe?" Even as empress, she still couldn't choose a good gown.
Nuriko came out for the hundredth time! "Urgh! Houki!
Just choose any old gown! You look good in anything!" Houkl blushed! "Yeah! I guess I do!" She walked out the door, Nuriko following her closely.
Houki walked fast. "Okay, Nuriko! When I signal, just disappear and when I say so, tell me what you think of the men who come, okay?" "You got it." They entered the grand entrance hall and Nuriko quickly disappeared. Houki entered the room...the room with her future husband.

Houki came out of the grand entrance hall, with no future husband, and a weird smell of vomit on her. She was very angry and stomped towards her room. Nuriko followed her closely, with a real sympathetic face.
Houki slammed her door. "That was the most DISGUSTING thing that ever happened to me!" Houki went into the shower, leaving the door open, so that she could talk to Nuriko.
"I don't blame you! Remember how that...uh, what was his name...Sir Shingo...he barfed all over you when he had to much to drink?" Nuriko couldn't help but laugh.
"Urgh! Don't remind me! And the other guy farted and grabbed my chicken and stuck it up his ass to make it "smell uh lil bettuh!" Stupid pig!" Houki was extremely pissed!
Still, it was refreshing to have some laughter in her life. Since her husband died, it was a very rare event to see the empress ever smile.
Nuriko was lost in thought as he thought of what to do next. A crazy idea entered his mind. "Hey, Houki! I think I have a different idea on how to get your husband!" Houki came out, a towel wrapped from her chest down to her knees. Nuriko immediately closed his eyes.
Nuriko shook her head. "Uh uh...I got an idea. You see, all these weirdos are all rich people...rich losers who have terrible personalities." Nuriko took this into thought. "You see, I want someone who's kind and honest, even if he's poor. So I'm going to sneak out of the palace and go out into the city." Nuriko immediately opened his eyes. "Are you kidding me! You're an empress! Do you even remember that?" Houki giggled. "Well...if you're so mad, you can come with me!" Houki gave him the puppy eyes.
Nuriko scowled. "Grr...ok...but we have to be careful!" Nuriko had a bad feeling about this.
"Don't worry, Nuriko! You grew up here in Konan, so you'll know you're way around!" Houki put on a final layer of clothes.
Nuriko murmured to himself. "Oh, shut up."

Houki entered the dining room and silently crept towards the kitchen. She could distinctly hear the night wind outside, and the moon giving light to the darkened room.
She entered the kitchen and silently collected all the food she that was in sight. It would be a long trip, and Houki didn't know how long she would be gone.
Nuriko all of a sudden appeared behind Houki. "Oh,
Houki..." Nuriko sang playfully.
Houki squealed loudly and fell backwards. Breathing heavily, she turned an angry face towards Nuriko. "You idiot!" she silently scolded. "I'm trying to escape!
Are you crazy?" Nuriko silently giggled. "Why do you need to steal food, when you're the richest person...in, uh...THE ENTIRE COUNTRY?" Nuriko's eyes almost came bulging out of his eye sockets.
Houki looked annoyed. "All that money I have is for royal reasons! Or if I need to buy something real expensive. Even then, I have someone else buy the expensive stuff. If I ask for my money, that would make my advisors suspiscous." "Sheesh! I never knew being empress would be so idiotic!" Nuriko thought to himself. "Heh...I never knew." "Well now you know. Anyways, we're leaving tonight!
Hurry up and...uh...float around, looking like you're busy." Nuriko looked annoyed, making Houki giggle. "I mean, be a lookout for now." "Houki...there's a teeny weeny tiny problem." Nuriko spoke sternly. "If you're not here, what's going happen with everyone else. I mean, it's not like it's NORMAL to have the empress disappear!" Houki thought to herself for a long time. "I got the perfect plan!" Nuriko looked at Houki, unsure. "We did it before! We can switch places!" Nuriko's eyes almost actually came out of their sockets. "WHAT?" Nuriko laughed hysterically.
"Hahaha! In case you haven't noticed, you're ALIVE,
and I am...DEAD! Do you understand?" Houki laughed out loud. "No, silly. No one's going to see you. Just avoid everyone. You know, lock yourself in my room, or stay in the bath room for a long time!" Nuriko stared blankly at Houki. "OH! And if there's any chance that someone catches sight of you, use Nyan Nyan's body for a bit. Don't forget to cover your mole!
Nuriko stared at Houki without speaking. Then, slowly opening his mouth, he spoke. "That is the most...STUPIDEST IDEA I HAVE EVER HEARD! It's so stupid...so INCREDIBLY stupid...that it just might work!" Nuriko looked at Houki with delight. "But it's still real crazy!" "Perfect!"

Nuriko floated to Houki's bedroom, unsure whether or not Houki's "brilliant" plan would work. It was the middle of the night, and Nuriko was sure that no one would catch him tonight.
Boy, was he wrong. In the distance, footsteps could be heard walking towards Houki's bedroom. Nuriko went right through the wall, and for once, was glad he was dead. However, the door knob started to turn, and Nuriko floated as fast as he could towards Houki's bed.
Immediately, he used Nyan Nyan's body and went under the covers. The foot steps went towards the bed. A female voice softly spoke.
"Your majesty, are awake?" It was one of Houki's servants.
Nuriko used the girliest voice he could use.
"Uhh...yeah! What do you want?" Nuriko started to sweat, hoping this woman would not figure out he wasn't Houki.
"Prince Boushin needs feeding. We believe that he needs to be feeden from you." Nuriko's heart skipped a beat.
"Uhh...excuse me, but I don't think I can. Can't you give him...uh...a bottle?" This was starting to go in the wrong direction.
"We're sorry, your majesty, but it seems he...craves...your milk. So if you don't mind, we would really appreciate if you come and feed him." Nuriko couldn't even comprehend all those words.
Thinking fast, he got up, untied his braid so his hair fell down in a feminine fashion, and put his finger on his mole.
"Oh...uh okay." he said to the maid in the most girlie voice. "Uhh...can I just PLEASE use the bathroom?" Nuriko had no idea what to do.
"Please you're majesty, his highness is very...uh, in need. If you can hold it in, well..." Nuriko covered her mouth.
"I get it! Just let me go by myself, because...uh, I need womanly needs." The maid got up slowly and walked towards the door.
"Hurry up!" The maid ran out of the room.
Immediately, Nuriko returned to his ghost form. "I'm sorry, Nyan Nyan, but I think my life...or, uh,
death...is going to be the worst thing that has ever happened to me."

The cold wind hit Houki hard in he face. She wasn't used to being outside, and hadn't stepped out at night in such a long time. The moon above gave her a lot of light in the streets, but Houki still had an awkward feeling of being alone.
Houki walked for long time, stopping only to eat.
Not knowing what to do, she decided to enter a inn and let the night pass.
When she entered she went pass the landlord. Annoyed,
he spoke to her in his drunken voice. "Hey, doll! Get the heck outta here if you ain't got no money!" Houki was confused. Then it hit her. She had to PAY!
Not wanting to admit to being empress so that she could be safe from any "weirdos", she immediately left the inn and stayed outside. Her bag got heavy and she took it off.
She had a blanket in there, but the wind made this night freezing. She got out some dumplings and started to eat hungerly. Maybe by morning, someone suitable as emperor would come.

Back at the palace, Nuriko was sweating harder than ever. He was holding a VERY angry Boushin. He had told the servants to leave him and Boushin alone, but he almost wished the servants were here to help.
Not knowing what to do to calm down the prince, tried to rock Boushin to sleep, which ended up by Boushin biting his fingers.
Yowling in pain, the servants came in to see what was wrong. Many of them were surprised that he wasn't feeding Boushin.
One servant got irritated and spoke harshly to Nuriko. "My empress, I really do believe you should feed him. I mean, I'm sorry to say, but I think I should help you" She reached to lift Boushin to Nuriko's "breasts". Without even thinking, he whacked the hand out of the way, and pulled Boushin of his chest. He put as many layers as he could on Boushin's head to shield the servants from seeing him.
Unsure of what was happening, Boushin started to bite on Nuriko's nipple, causing intense pain in Nuriko's chest.
Trying no to look like he was in pain, Nuriko begged the servants to leave. They left, uncertain,and started to whisper as they left.
"Hey...when did her majesty Houki have a MOLE?" One whispered. "And when did her hair turn real dark?" Another one whispered.
They left, and Nuriko pulled Boushin off. He was relieved that Boushin was off, but Boushin started to cry again. He threw Boushin on his bed, not realizing he could hurt him, and immediately got out of Nyan Nyan's body.
"Sorry, Nyan Nyan. I'll limit using your body. But this really was an emergency!" Nuriko realized that Boushin stopped crying, and started laughing at the fact that Nuriko was transparent. It seemed that this was a form of amusement for him.
"Uhh...haha! Yeah, I guess it is funny I'm dead." Nuriko laughed at himself. Boushin laughed even harder when Nuriko tried to touch Boushin and his hand right through him.
The servants came in, and Nuriko immediately got back in the flesh and blood body. They noticed that Boushin was laughing, and were quite amused.
"You know, you majesty, his highness has not laughed at all in his whole life." They were crying tears of joy, but Nuriko had an angry face.
"Oh my god, what kind of sad dump is this awful place?" He scolded the servants as they trembled. "I mean, this kid deserves happiness all his life!" He took a deep breath. "Now, leave!" They walked out, once again speaking to each other quietly. "Since when did Lady Houki have such a...manly voice?" Nuriko took in another deep breath. He calmed himself down, then went back to ghost form. As Boushin laughed again, Nuriko heard a voice,
squeaky and high. "N-N-N-Nuriko...I'm really hungry..." Nuriko gasped. He had forgotten that Nyan Nyan needed food to live. Being dead, he never needed to eat again.
"Oh my god, I'm sorry Nyan Nyan...I'll get you food." Nyan Nyan's voice thanked him.
Nuriko turned to Boushin. "Uhh...I know you can't...UNDERSTAND me, but I can't risk using Nyan Nyan's body again." He really didn't think this would work. "Can you get us food?" Nuriko thought he was going crazy, but Boushin shocked him. He nodded and got up, then spoke his first words. "G-G-Get Foo!" "Foo"? What the hell?
Nuriko guessed that Boushin tried to say "food", but he was still touched.
Boushin giggled, then motioned Nuriko to follow him.
Nuriko followed Boushin out the door...

Houki was freezing! The cold night had her trembling,
and now as day rise approached, she felt yet another chill.
Wondering where men...NICE men hung out, she decided to walk around Konan. She noticed that the further she walked, the less people she saw.
Eventually, she realized that she walked right into the slums of Konan, and turned around back towards Konan.
She ran really fast, but the whole place was unfamiliar. Eventually, she was extremely lost. She tried to ask for directions, but all the people just shoved her off.
Houki began to get scared and didn't know what to do.
She decided just to stop and rest.
She ate most of her food and started to doze off.
Suddenly, a deep voice spoke. "Excuse me, Miss...but are you lost?" Houki slowly opened her eyes and saw a tall man in filthy clothes looking at her. "Y-Y-Yes...I can't find my way into the main city." He purred at her. "Oh don't worry...I'll lead you to safety." He offered her his hand, and she took him. He was ugly, but he seemed nice.
She reached for her bag, but he urged her forward.
"Don't worry. We'll feed you there.
They had only been walking a few minutes, when they stopped at a bar. He spoke to her in a strangely dangerous tone. "This is a shortcut." "Oh...ok." She entered with him, and the smell of alcohol immediately came to her nose. This place was dangerous. She turned to leave, but two men blocked the door.
She tried to yell, but one man covered her mouth. A tall, mean looking man grabbed her breast. Then he spoke to the other man who brought her.
"You brought a real fine one, Jun! We'll have a little fun with this one!" A bunch of men came closer and grabbed her. Feeling like she was being ripped apart, she felt a tear in every spot of her clothes.
As she felt something enter her body, she tried to scream, but she couldn't even hear her voice. She couldn't hear anything anymore...

The feeling...it was so intense...so sad...but Nuriko couldn't feel what it was. But this feeling was so familiar, he had felt it before, but he couldn't place it.
He came back to reality when Boushin brought him some bread. Nuriko had filled up already, but he starting to obsess about food again.
Being human again was great, but it seemed to be a lot more hard work than being dead.
Nuriko had been worried about Houki, though. He'd been having a lot of fun hiding from the servants with Boushin, but Houki's safety always worried Nuriko.
He'd been walking down the hall with Boushin, when a servant jumped out of a room, having a face of relief.
"Oh, your majesty! We were so worried! Let us go to dinner, and after dinner, you need to discuss something with the high council!" The servant smiled at Nuriko and walked away.
"Oh my god...how dull. But I still need to pretend to be Houki...damn." He walked towards the dining room,
and shortly another servant took Boushin by the hand and took him away.