A/N: Hey everyone, big apologies for the really lame, dumb, last chapter. But this one is alot different. Jeremy does something drastic, so sorry for all of you Jeremy/Jess lovers but I'm kinda making him a bad guy in this chapter. It explains more about the Damon chapter too, so R & R, and enjoy. Thanks everyone who has been reading this story, it means alot.

JESSICA

I couldn't believe what I had just said.

Jeremy inched closer to me and grabbed my waist, pulling me towards him.

"What are you-"

Jeremy covered my mouth up with his. Giving me a hard, rough kiss.

I tried pulling myself off of him.

He pushed me onto the couch and sat on top of me.

"Jeremy, what are you doing?" I screamed.

"Shut up!" he said taking his shirt off.

"Jeremy! Don't do this, please!"

He put his knees on either side of my legs, locking them together so I wouldn't be able to move.

"Jeremy! Stop!" I cried.

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I limped my way into my Mercedes and drove out of his driveway.

I couldn't think.

I found myself crying as I drove into my neighborhood.

I managed up into my driveway and into my house.

As soon as I closed my front door behind me, I slid down the door on to the floor. My knees hugged up against my chest and buried my head onto my knees, crying.

How could he do that? We were the perfect couple. He raped me, how could he do that? How could I cheat on him? Why did I slap him? What is wrong with me!?

"Jess?" I heard Liz's voice.

She walked down the stairs and saw me against the door.

"Jess! What's wrong?" Liz asked running over to me.

I sobbed onto her shoulder. She put her arm around my shoulder.

"Liz, it's awful! I went to Jeremy's and he...and he..."

I buried my head on her neck, bawling my eyes out.

"What'd he do?"

"R-raped-"

"HE RAPED YOU!?" Liz exclaimed standing up.

I nodded.

Elizabeth shook her head and grabbed the phone punching in a phone number.

"Dad?"

"Liz, no!" I exclaimed, reaching for the phone but she held it away from me.

Liz told him the story.

"Okay, yeah, you too, bye," Elizabeth hung up.

"Liz!" I exclaimed.

"Jess! It was for your own good! He's going to try to get a lawyer,"

"Liz! Why did you do that? I could handle things myself!" I exclaimed and ran up my stairs.

"Jessica!" Liz called after me running up the stairs behind me. I could hear her trying to open up my door it was locked.

"Go away!" I exclaimed.

Just then I saw her in my room.

"We have joined bedrooms, remember?"

I rolled my eyes and flopped back onto my bed.

"Jessica, he has to get in trouble for this, he hurt you," Liz said.

"I'm sorry, Liz, its just, I feel so awful and dirty!" I cried.

"Well go relax and take a shower, I'll make you something to eat, if you feel like eating, that is,"

I nodded.

She planted a kiss on my forehead and left my room so I could get in the shower.

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"Morning," I said the next morning walking downstairs into the kitchen.

My mom, dad, and Liz were already sitting at the table.

"Oh Jessica, honey, I am so sorry!" My mom said running over to me giving me a hug.

"Mom, mom, mom, let go, I can't breathe," I said with a laugh.

I grabbed the bowl of scrambled eggs sitting in the center of the kitchen table and scooped some onto my plate.

"Well, you're sure acting pretty calm." Elizabeth said.

"Yeah, well I'm trying to be cool about this whole thing." I said.

"Jess you got-"

"Yeah, I know Liz," I interrupted.

"Well we better get going anyway," Liz said standing up from the kitchen table. She gave mom and dad a kiss on the cheek and headed towards the front door, waiting for me.

"Yeah, bye mom, bye dad," I said waving at them and heading out the front door with Liz.

"Did he use a condom?" Liz asked

"Liz!" I exclaimed.

"Well did he?"

"Yeah," I said as we pulled out of the driveway.

"I just can't believe he did that," Liz said, after five minutes of silence.

"Liz, can we drop it, please?" I asked.

"Okay," Liz said as we pulled into the school parking lot.

Elizabeth waved at me and walked over to Anna and Salvador.

I jogged up the school steps and into the building.

I saw Jeremy standing by his locker.

Tears stung to my eyes.

I saw Conner and Jeremy whispering back and forth to each other. I could tell it was about me.

"What's up, slut?" Conner asked me.

I walked past them as fast as I could.

I saw Damon rounding the corner.

As soon as he saw me he turned around and walked the other way.

"Damon!" I called after him.

I jogged over to him.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Why do you care?" Damon asked and walked off.

I leaned against a locker.

I'm the one who got raped. Why are they all mad at me?