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Chapter 2:
I am Raven, I am a Teen Titan, I am a hero. I save the day, that's my job. I rescue people when they need help, I don't believe in miracles I believe in faith. I hold onto hope, but let go of belief. I have no family only friends, I wish I had a real family, I hope that my family never come. I am Raven I am a Teen Titan
I awoke to a loud knock on my door "What" I shouted
"Umm Raven it's me" I heard Beastboys voice
"What do you want?" I yelled as I got up, stretched then sat on the end of my bed
"Well, it's been two hours" Beastboy told me as I looked at my clock, had it really been two hours
"I'll be out in a minute" I replied as I got up and walked to my door, it opened and I saw Beastboy "AH" I let out a little screamed
"Did I scare you?" Beastboy looked up at me, I always thought that Beastboy was the stupidest one of the group, he sure was the one that annoyed me the most, but yet there was something about him, something ..... special I guess
"You didn't scare me" I replied as i walked off to the medicine room. Beastboy ran up beside me as I looked down at him he smiled, I wonder why he trys so hard. He's the only one besides Starfire that ........ cares. He always finds a way to suprise me, one way or another.
We walked into the room as Robin began to wake up
"Dude!" Beastboy ran over to Robin, I never noticed it before but Beastboy runs like a girl
"Urgh...what happened?" Robin asked as he got up and looked around, I knew he was looking for Starfire
"Friend Robin" Starfire smiled as she ran past me and hugged Robin
"Starfire. Can't breath" Robin wet a pale white
"How are you?" I asked walking over to him
"I'm ok. What happend to Doctor Light did we stop him?" No matter what Robin always asked these sort of questions when ever he can't remember things that had happened
"Man we don't know, you should ask Raven" Cyborg looked at me, he always pins it on me. What did I do
"Me?" I asked sharply as I looked at him
"Well Rae you where the first one awake" Beastboy answered for Cyborg
I sighed "Well when I got up all I saw was Starfire"
"You mean he got away?" Robin yelled as he jumped of the bed, as soon as he landed on his feet, he stumbled to the floor.
I sighed as the others ran up to see if he was ok. Why does he try so hard, why is he trying to be something he isn't. I guess he thinks because he is the leader he has to be one step ahead of us, always there when we need him, always there to lead us into victory. Hmph i think thats a load of crap, Sometimes I just think he wants to better then us, but then again I don't think we have ever taken time to talk to each other. It dosen't bother me.
"Raven?" Beastboy asked waving his hands in my face
"What!?" I yelled at him
"Dude you where just standing there" Beastboy looked at me
"You're point being?" I looked straight back at him, he's eyes wornt empty like his head, they where full of emotion
"Nothing" Cyborg pulled Beastboy out of my sight, I folded my arms as I lent on the door frame
"Robin will you be being the ok?" Starfire asked, sometimes I just want to spend the whole day teaching her proper English, but then i doubt it would be Starfire
"I'll be fine Starfire" Robin looked over to the machines that where monitoring him, he gets so upset when he see's himself conneceted to those things
"Do you want us to leave you alone?" I asked getting off the wall
Robin nodded, thats all I needed I left the room knowing the others would stay there. I walked down the halls and into my room, I fell down onto my bed
"I may as well meditate" I sighed to myself as i crossed my legs and began to levitate. I began to chant my magic words "Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos" I repeated over and over again, I really didn't like to meditate but i had to keep my emotions under control some how, I sighed as I continued. Then there was a knock on my door
"What?" I yelled out
"Raven I am sorry for the interuption" I heard Starfire's voice
I sighed once again "What do you want Starfire?" I flew over to the door as it opened
"If you do not wish the talk again, I will the go" Starfire began to turn around, she always made me feel guilty somehow
"No Starfire it's ok" I replied as I let her walk into my room, it wasn't often i let people into my room, but this was different Starfire didn't feel like some other person unfortanetly she felt like a friend, it was weird having someone to call your friend and truly mean it. I had friends but I didn't call them that, and now I am calling Starfire a friend, I never thought I would be calling someone ..... my friend.
"Raven?" Starfire called out to me looking at one of my stuffed birds, I really didn't know why I kept that, I think it is because it is the only thing that reminds me of home no matter how much I hate to think I have a home with the people I lived with, I don't know how i could even call them my family, but I could never get rid of that stupid bird
"Yes?" I replied walking over to my bed
"This is one of the cutest little animals i have set my eyes on" Starfire giggled
"Want it?" I asked as she turned around to look at me
"Like a gift?" Starfire asked as I nodded "Thank you the much" Starfire hugged me
"You hugging me" I pulled away, I didn't like people touching me, when people touched me it's like any hate or pain they felt, I felt aswell, that's why I hate people touching me, I have enough problems on my own to worry about other people's
"I am the sorry" Starfire apologised once again she makes me feel guilty
"It's not your fault Star.......it's mine" I replied sitting down on my bed
"Then what is it friend?" Starfire joined me on my bed, I didn't really want to tell her the whole story, I knew she would forget or not understand
"I just don't like people touching me" I replied as I stretched. "What did you want to talk about Starfire?" I looked at her knowing she was going to go into a long story or something, but I didn't really care because she came to me for help, or advice or just to talk.
"Nothing" Starfire smiled at me, I wanted to asked why did she come into my room then but I didn't I just looked at her
"You don't want to talk about anything?" I asked really hoping not
"Well the actually" Starfire began I have wanted to tell her so many things like 'the' doesn't have to be in every sentence she says and I wanted to talk to her. But then again everytime she asks something I tell her, don't worry or I lie to her, i just don't want my past to get out it's behind me. i should leave it there.
"Yes Starfire" I finally replied
"Well it is, why is ............. is the" There she goes with the 'the' again I knew what she wanted to say
"Robin was that way because he is determined to be a good leader" I told her as she looked at me like she was really paying attention
"So your telling me is that the silly ways of Robin are because he wants to be good" Starfire asked adding the 'the' word again
"Yes almost, he wants to be a good leader so that we don't get hurt" I told her
"Oh I think I understand" Starfire smiled as she clapped her hands together
"So you understand now?" I looked at her as she nodded her head "Good cause if you don't mind I need to meditate"
"Oh yes of the course" Starfire got up, she walked over to my stuffed bird grabbed it then walked to the door then turned and faced me "Thank you friend Raven"
"Sure Star" I slightly smiled. She shut the door as I turned around and crossed my legs I levitated and chanted my words "Azarath, Metrion, Zinthos". When I meditate, I try not to think of anything, I free my mind of all happy, sad, bad, good thoughts in my head. I let it all go.
Bang, bang, bang there was a loud knock on my door after i had finish meditaiting
"What!" I yelled getting a little annoyed
"Yo Raven food" I heard Cyborg's voice
I walked up to the door and opened it "Let me guess it was your turn to come get me" I asked looking at him
"Yep" He smiled. I really didn't need to know that, Cyborg was like a big brother to me, he was the closet thing I had to a family. He didn't nag me when all i want to do is read a book, he never annoys me with stupid jokes that aren't funny, he dosen't play loud stupid music that isn't really good, and he doesn't ask me what things are. The one thing he does is play his stupid car game, that he mostly always beats Beastboy in, but I guess everyone has to be annoying in one way or another.
"What are we eating?" I asked
"Well Beastbo--" Before Cyborg could finished i slammed the door shut. I hated Beastboy's cooking, it was really bad yet none would tell him it's bad therefore he thinks it's good."Come on Rae" He banged on my door
"No. I'm not eating Beastboy's food" I replied walking back to my bed and siting down "Go away" I yelled
"Fine" I heared Cyborg's voice, as he began to walk off
"I can't believe they have turns coming and getting me" I muttered to myself as I closed my eyes.
Bang, bang, bang another loud knock on my down "WHAT!" I yelled
"Umm Raven it's dinner-time and your not out with us" I heard Beastboy's voice
"You cooked right" I yelled back
"Yes" He replied
"Then i'm not hungry, Now go away" I yelled as I fell back onto my bed
"Aww... come on Raven. Please" Beastboy always keeps going never stopping, always wanting something. It annoys me, he always has to get his way.
"Go away!" I yelled again
"Urgh RAVEN YOUR SO MEAN" Beastboy turned and stomped off
"Urgh raven your so mean" I repeated "boo hoo go cry" I folded my arms as I sat and looked at my wall, why does he have to be so annoying, it's like he is obsessed with being number one in everyone's life. At least Robin doesn't talk to me, he does leave me alone, unless there is trouble 'Titan's go!' 'Titans move!' I think that is one of the things that annoys me. Every person in this tower annoys me, but then again I probly annoy everybody else. Friends can't help but annoy other friends
"Maybe I should eat something" I got up and walked out my room and down the halls, I sighed before I went into the main room, and like I thought Beastboy started
"Finally come out of your room have you" Beastboy smirked I hated that smirk, when Terra was here, when she was alive, Beastboy always had that smirk on his face, I don't know why but when I see it, it reminds me of her.
"Shut up" I hissed at him as i walked over to the table and sat down
"Gee Raven, moody much" He turned and looked at me, at this point and time I hated him, he was so annoying, so idiotic, so stupid, but yet I didn't feel the hate inside, the hate I feel for other people. It just wasn't there.
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