A/N Hello people this is chapter 4 :D I hope you like it, if you do RAVIEW :P
Chapter 4
I am Raven, I am a Teen Titan, I am a hero. I save the day, that's my job. I rescue people when they need help, I don't believe in miracles I believe in faith. I hold onto hope, but let go of belief. I have no family only friends, I wish I had a real family, I hope that my family never come. I feel alone, I fall into darkness. Light blinds me, emotions clouded me. I am Raven I am a Teen Titan
"You have stuff in it" Cyborg looked up at me
"Oh" Was all I could say, I was going to say it wouldn't have happened if you or Beastboy warned me, but again I didn't
"She will be the ok right?" Starfire looked at me
"She'll be fine" Cyborg smiled
I looked down at mine and Beastboy hands and I smiled a bit "So did we stop Cinderblock?" I asked, I sounded like Robin
"Well me, Cyborg and Star went after him while Beastboy brought you back here" Robin replied
"Thank you" I looked up at Beastboy as he blushed, I have to stop being so nice it's so, not me.
"Anytime" He smiled, we kind of locked eyes until Cyborg talked
"Ahem, your leg will now be fine" He smiled, what's he so happy about?
I nodded as I finally let go of Beastboy's hand and went to get up
"You right?" Cyborg asked
I nodded as I stood up "I'm fine" I turned to face them
"Good" Robin said "Do you need anything else?" I wanted to tell them my visions. But I didn't
"No" I replied
"May we now go and do what we wish?" Starfire asked
"Yeah" I replied
Everyone left the room, everyone but Beastboy who stood there and looked at me
"What?" I asked
"What's wrong Raven?" He sounded serious
"Nothing" I lied
"So first you grabbed onto me when we're in the hall and then you hold onto my hand like you're totally scared or something" Beastboy walked over to me, I felt like walking away yet I wanted to stay
"Umm" I tried to find the right words to say
"What?" He pushed
"YO BB COME PLAY WITH ME" Cyborg yelled out
"Looks like you're wanted" I began to walk out of the room
"Rae" He called just as I was about to turn the corner I didn't know what he was going to say
"What" I didn't turn around I felt like I was frozen, he walked up to me
"If you want to talk to someone, someone that understands everything you can talk to me" And with that he ran down the hallway and into the main room, to play his stupid game I guess. Should I talk to him, I can't talk to Star she wouldn't understand, I couldn't talk to Robin we don't really talk anyway, I might be able to talk to Cyborg we are kind of like brother and sister but Beastboy ………..for once I don't know what I think or feel, did I like Beastboy no not possible, how could I, he always got on my nerves his stupid jokes, his annoying attempts to make me smile, he is annoying full stop, but yet he did that cause he cares, how could he like me I'm so mean to him, I don't understand anymore it's stupid and I really don't
"Raven?" Starfire interrupted my thoughts
"Yes?" I replied realizing I had been standing in the hall all this time
"Is everything the okay?" Starfire always cared she was never mean, surely something would get on her nerves
"Yeah I'm fine" I began to walk to my room
"Raven?" Starfire called again
"Yes Star?" I asked
"You seamed the scared just before, is everything ok?" Starfire held her hands to her cheat
"Umm" Once again I couldn't find words to explain it
"Please tell me you are the okay" Starfire walked up to me
"Starfire I'm fine really" I lied again I gave her a fake smile
"I am glad" Starfire smiled
"Yeah okay" I looked at her
"Do you wishing to join me of going into the main room" I really didn't get what she said
"No Star I'm going to my room okay" I told her
"Okay" Starfire smiled as she walked down the hall
I turned around and walked down the halls and to my room; I walked over to my bed and lied down. "Maybe I should meditate to get Beastboy out of my head" I muttered to myself
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos" I continued to repeated myself every once and a while I would think of Beastboy but then tried to ignore it.
"RAVEN WE'RE GOING OUT FOR PIZZA" Beastboy yelled out to me
I sighed as I got up, pizza night is the night we spend more time fighting over the pizza toping then what we do actually eat it. I opened my door, and saw Starfire standing there as if she was about to cry
"Are you okay?" I looked at her
"It was horribly awful" Starfire run up and hugged me, then I saw it again, the thing I shut my eyes I tried not to see it.
"Starfire" I pulled away "Did you see it?" I asked
Starfire nodded with tears coming down her face
"Don't worry, it's not really" I tried to comfort her
Starfire nodded again, I don't get why she saw it
"Are you okay?" I asked again
"I am the fine" Starfire wiped her tears then smiled, I admire this girl, never tell her though
"COME ON GIRLS!" Beastboy yelled again
I looked at Starfire "If you see it again you have to tell me"
"I will" Starfire smiled
Even in this sort of situation she still managed to smile. We walked into the main room where the boys were waiting for us
"What took you so long?" Robin asked
I looked at Star "Star just got scared" I replied walking over to them
"You okay?" Robin asked
"Yes I am the fine" Starfire smiled
"The lets go dude I'm hungry" Beastboy whined, Beastboy is always hungry
"Ok then, I'm driving" Cyborg ran down to the car, of cause he is going to drive he is the only one that can drive. I walked with Starfire as we went down to the car.
"Okay everyone hop in" Cyborg pressed what I'm guess was the unlock button
Everyone got into the car, Starfire sat in the front while me, Robin and Beastboy sat in the back. Starfire loved playing with all the buttons while Beastboy bored us with his lame jokes
"Okay I've got a good one" Beastboy smiled
"Please, if this is good I'll eat your stupid tofu" I sighed knowing he would probably fine a good joke now
"Okay w—"We where hit by something it was like the time we first in counted Terra, Starfire blow off the door with her Starbolts as she pulled me out
"Thanks" I rubbed my arm as I turned and pulled Beastboy out while Starfire pulled Robin out
"Is everyone okay?" Robin looked at us
"Starfire is bleeding but not bad" I looked at Starfire's arm
"Oh no I am ok" Starfire smiled
"What hit us?" Cyborg rubbed the human part of his head
We all looked around
"You snot munches are really stupid hey" We heard Gizmo's voice, stupid smart-ass literally
"Not all of them are snot munches" Jinx waved at what I'm guess Cyborg
"Jinx, Gizmo" Robin looked at them
"Where is the Mammoth, get it" Beastboy laughed, I sighed as I rolled my eyes
"You're lame" Jinx put her hand on her hips
"Thank you" I looked at her
"You think so too?" Jinx laughed
"Always have" I tried not to laugh I mean I was talking to Jinx
"Dude, you're talking to Jinx" Beastboy and the others looked at me
"And why are you talking to Raven?" Gizmo looked at her
"She isn't that bad" Jinx looked down at me, did she really just say that?
"You're joking right, Raven not bad" Gizmo laughed he annoyed me. My eyes went white as I hurled a car at Gizmo, it hit Gizmo but missed Jinx, and I didn't really want to hit Jinx at this point
"Hello" Mammoth's stupid grunting voice came behind us and he whacked us with our car
"Titans GO!" Robin was the only one who dodged; he can go all he wants I can't move
"I am stuck" Starfire called out
"Me too" I tried to pull myself out, then I remembered "Azarath Metrion Zinthos" I chanted as I lifted the car off us
"That hurt" Beastboy stood up
"You could say that again" Starfire got up
"Umm yer" I got up
"Look out Star" Beastboy yelled as Mammoth was about to hit her
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" I yelled as I throw what was left of our car at Mammoth, Starfire flew up, while Mammoth was running after me, I flew up and Star shot her Starbolts
"Thank you" She smiled at me
"Sure Star" I replied as I looked down and saw Gizmo about to doing something, I didn't want to sick around to find out. I pushed Star as I moved. It exploded in between us, and I remember hitting the ground then opening my eyes
"Awe" I got up just to be knocked back down
"You belong on the ground" Mammoth laughed
"Azarath Metrion Zin-"He whacked me back again he walked up to me as he was about to hit me again, I closed my eyes but nothing happened my eyes and Beastboy had charged at him, I got to my feet
"Thanks" I called out to Beastboy
"Got yourself a boyfriend have you" I turned to see Jinx
"Drooling over Cyborg again have we" I replied
"Shut up" Jinx looked at me as I look back at her, we always fight each other
"Honestly just ask him out" I don't know why I was getting involved
"You think so?" Jinx got out of her fighting stance
"Ye-" I tried to talk but no Gizmo threw one of his bombs at me as I hit the ground Gizmo walked towards me laughing, "Azarath Metrion Zinthos!" I chanted as I threw a street sign at him, it went straight through him I knew it was a hologram. I saw Jinx standing in front of me as she began to spin, her pink things came flying at me, but they didn't hit me, they hit Gizmo
"What is wrong with you?" Gizmo hit the floor
I looked up at her as she turned around "Retreat!" She yelled
I watched her run of as I sat on the ground
"You okay?" Beastboy put his hand out for me
"Umm I think so" I replied as I took his hand, he pulled me up
"Okay why did Jinx save you?" Cyborg walked over to me
"I don't know" I replied
"Why did she run away?" Starfire asked
"Cause I told her to ask Cyborg out" I looked at Cyborg
"You WHAT?" He looked like he was going to strangle me
"She has been drooling over you for ages" I sighed
"It doesn't matter she is a bad dude, she has worked for Slade" Robin replied, him and his Slade
"So, doesn't mean she isn't allowed to like someone" I looked at him as he got angry
"Raven is right, just because Jinx is not good dose not mean she can not like someone" Star agreed with me
"Would you two stop being stupid" Robin sighed, that's it
"Come on Star" I turned as I began to fly off, I was soon joined by Starfire
Star and I got back to the tower as she sat down on the lounge I began to walk to my room
"Raven?" Starfire called out just as I was about to leave
"Yeah?" I replied turning around
"Why did Robin call us stupid?" Starfire hung onto herself
I sighed as I walked over to the lounge and sat down "We didn't agree with him and he gets annoyed because of it" I tried to explain it nicely
"Maybe I should apologize" Starfire went to get up
"No Star" I pulled her down "He called us stupid he is the one who has to apologize"
"So he did the bad?" Starfire looked at me
"Just cause we can think by ourselves doesn't mean he can call us stupid" I replied
"Would you wish to watch a movie with me?" Starfire gave me that please-don't-leave-me
"Umm sure" I replied as she smiled
"May we watch the care bears?" Starfire really wanted to kill me
"Sure" I fake smiled
"I think they are the very cute" Starfire giggled, I just had to say yes didn't I
"Whatever you say" I want the boys back, now
Starfire had put on the movie, it was driving me crazy with their kindness and happy, love, joy it was so un-natural, it had been three hours and Star had watched it three times and there was still no sign of the boys, I wonder where they could be
"That was the sad" Starfire cried
"Star you have watched it three times and you're still crying" I sighed
"But they live the happily ever after it is very happy" Starfire clapped
"Yes it was magical" I rolled my eyes
"May we watch it again" She is joking right
"What?" Just before Star could talk the boys came back
"Thank god" I jumped up and walked off
"Raven wait!" Beastboy called out
"You people just want everything to be blown up don't you" I looked at him
"Robin has something to say" Beastboy replied
"Girls I'm ………. sorryicalledyoustupid" Robin muttered
"What was that?" I asked
"Sorryicalledyoustupid" He rushed his words
"Slower" I teased him, it was funny
"I'm sorry I called you stupid" He finally talked normally
"Oh Robin it is ok" Starfire hugged him
"Yeah, yeah fine" I replied
"What's wrong with you?" Cyborg asked
"Raven and I watched care bears" Starfire smiled I wasn't smiling
"Yeah all the hours you where gone" I lent against the wall
Beastboy laughed until I looked at him
"Can I go back to my room?" I looked at Starfire
"I thought you said we could watch it one more time" Starfire looked back at me
I just stood there "Umm. Umm" Was all I could say
"We'll all watch it with you" Beastboy announced
"I hate you" I looked at him
"But I love you" Beastboy smiled. Was he joking? Of course he was, was he?
I rolled my eyes as I sighed and walked over to the lounge and sat next to Star and Beastboy
As soon as the movie was done I got up and walked out. If I ever have to watch care bears again I will scream, I walked into my room and I laid face down on my bed. All I kept thinking about was when Beastboy said he loved me was he joking? He would of have to been he would never say that to my face. I heard rainfall on the roof, I got up and walked to my window, good it's finally raining. I walked outside into the halls and down to the door that leads to the roof
"Raven?" I heard Beastboy's voice
"What?" I turned around
"Where are you going?" He asked
"To the roof" I replied
"But its raining" He looked straight at me
"Umm yeah I know" I replied
"Can I come with if you're going?" Why did he want to come?
"If you have to" I turned around and opened the door
We walked up to the roof as the rain fell onto my skin, I floated up and sat in the rain
"Raven you're going to get sick" Beastboy looked up at me
"Why do you care?" I looked down at him
"Cause I care" He replied he really does care
"Why?" I looked down at his emerald eyes
"Because Raven" He paused
"Because why?"
That enough for me. To lazy to write more lol jokes but if you want a chapter 5 please review thank you