Duo

Two days. Trowa called me last night. He seems to think Quatre might not want to be married to him. God, what a fool. It's obvious to everyone but Trowa that little blonde wants him. It's so cute I could gag. Two days. I'm at least going to get Heero to talk to me for one night. I don't know how he could ever have forgiven me though. I'm probably setting myself up for a fall. At least Solo wont be there this time. Trowa promised. If only he hadn't shown up last time. I had to make a big fucking deal about getting him to socialize. He came for me. He was only at that party to make me happy. And it ruined everything. If he didn't care for me so much. If I didn't use people to hurt others. But that's what I am, the God of Death. I don't bring happiness.

Flash Back

Their backs were to each other. Heero's hand on the doorknob and Duo looking down now, shaking, crying, his eyes only black shadows. His voice dropped so low that a normal human being couldn't hear it. But Heero isn't normal and he did hear him. "If you walk out that door Heero Yuy, we are too." Duo waited to hear his footsteps come back but all he heard was the sound of a door opening and closing as Heero walked out of his life. If Duo had been listening harder, he would have heard Heero whisper, "I'm sorry angle."

But he didn't hear him because he was too consumed with the pain of what had just transpired. Duo stayed in that room for another hour after Heero walked out. He couldn't bear to face their friends just yet. He knew that Heero had long since left, and told everyone a short and sufficient explanation. They'd all be looking to Duo for details.

Just when he thought he couldn't take any more of the pain, he decided he would climb up on the ledge of the balcony. Duo was ready to fly off to the rocks below. When he finally got the nerve, he leaned forward, expecting to fall, he wanted deaths sweet lips. The second he fell forward he had arms wrap around his waist and pull him back inside.

His heart leapt to his throat as he turns his head, expecting Heero. But when he saw Solo, he realized there was no going back. He had ended things with Heero. Heero is not someone to forgive things like that.

"Duo, why would you do that?" Solo breathed in to his ear. Duo was in his lap and when he asked that, it all spilled out. Every thing from the beginning to what had just happened.

Solo let him get it all out. Since they were kids, he'd been in love with Duo, but Duo had never returned the feelings. When he found out that Duo loved Heero. That was just too much. He hated Heero. But for now he was just happy to have Duo in his arms, comforting him.

"...And then I was just going to end it, end it all. But you stopped me Solo." Duo looked him in his eyes. "Why, why do you even care? All I do is hurt people." He laughed grimly. "I'm the God of Death, I'm Shinigami"

"No, No Duo, you bring happiness. You make people laugh. You make them happy."

"Yeah, well name one." He challenged.

"Me" Solo answered back meekly.

Then suddenly Duo remembered how familiar this was. Heero had held him in his arms the last time he had had that mental break down over the war. He realized how intimate this was and how close their lips were. He could feel Solos warm breath.

"Duo, you could never hurt me, and I would never hurt you. No way in hell would I leave you for any reason in the universe. Duo, I love you, I have since we were kids."

Duo had known that Solo had feelings for him, but he didn't know they were very strong. 'If I cant be happy with Heero, I can be happy with Solo.'

Solo narrowed the distance between their lips until they finally met. Duo was slow in responding, but he did as Solo brushed his lips lightly with his tongue. Duo parted his lips enough for Solo to slip in his tongue and they began a battle of control. Duo maneuvered around and pushed Solo to his back. Solo buried his hands in Duo lovely tress. Before long, Solo was on top. They were kissing fiercely, but Duo noticed that Solo's eyes were plastered to something he couldn't see. But before he could dwell on it, Solo began to grind against Duo.

As Duo moaned "Solo", they had finally moved enough Duo could see what Solo had been staring at.

"Kore wa nan desu ka"- He asked flatly

"HEERO!" Duo squirmed out from under Solo, utterly destroying the boys hopes of having Duo that night. "You came back" he said meekly

"I shouldn't have" Heero said coldly. "Shitsurei itashimasu"

"No, you don't, its not what it se, you don't understand Heero"

"Wakarimasu " Heero turned and walked out. And Duo, Duo just collapsed to fetal position. When Solo tried to comfort him, he just hit him. He'd really just lost Heero for good. After a few more tries at comfort, Solo gave up and left. Duo finally got up and went back out to the party.

Quatre and Trowa and Wufei intercepted him and began to ask what happened. "I'm sorry Duo, but what the hell happened. Heero sucked it up and came back to you. He told the doc. off. He wanted to apologize to you. I'm not beating around the bush here, don't you either."

"Solo" Duo uttered in utter disgust. He was walking towards the group. Duo ignored Wufei's talking. They all watched as he approached. "Duo, are you okay" he asked as he retched them.

Duo launched himself at Solo and knocked him to the ground. He sat on his stomach and got a few good head shots in before Trowa and Wufei pulled him off.

"DUO" Quatre screamed at him "STOP IT!"

Duo was completely ignoring the 3 gundam pilots' plead to stop. He struggled against the hold Trowa and Wufei had on him.

"SOLO HOW COULD YOU. YOUR SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND. YOU- you know I love him."

"I didn't know he was there Duo. I swear."

"MOTHER FUCKER. THAT'S BULL SHIT. YOU WERE STARING AT SOMETHING THE WHOLE TIME. I JUST DIDN'T KNOW WHAT.!"

The pilots were starting to understand why Heero told them when he stormed out the second time to tell Solo if he EVER sees him he will do worse than murder him.

"Duo, how could you, with Solo, it hadn't even been a few hours." Quatre asked finally understanding it all.

Duo stopped struggling and collapsed again. He said in a quiet defeated tone.

"I thought that he was gone for ever. After what I said. I never dreamed that he would forgive that, or even try to come back. I figured I'd screwed up again. That bastard just happened to keep me from killing myself. If I couldn't have Heero, if I couldn't have him, might as well give my best friend what he wants. Cause it don't matter now." Duo looked up at Solo

"Why didn't you stop when you saw him. Why?Why?" Tears streamed shamelessly down his face. "I hate you Solo. Get out of my sight. You saved my life. I'll spare yours tonight. The next time I see you though, don't count on it."

End Flash Back

'I'm screwed. He can't have forgiven that. Maybe I just shouldn't go. He probably has some mission he needs me for. That's why he would call me."

Quick Notes...these japanesephrases mean...

(Kore wa nan desu ka- what is this?

Shitsurei itashimasu- excuse me. (In the sense, I have to leave now.)

Wakarimasu-I understand)

Heero

There are only two days left until the party. I'm getting really nervous. Yes, I can be nervous thanks to Duo. I don't know really what to write. I just hope he forgives me for over reacting. I know Solo took advantage of the situation, its not all Duo's fault like I tried to make him think.

What if he doesn't forgive me. When I walked in that room, expecting to find Duo alone and see solo on top of him I was so shocked. I remember standing there, Solo kept going at it, watching me all the time. But when they moved so Duo could see me., when I had to look at his face as he moaned Solos name, that was too much. He probably won't even speak to me. I mean, he didn't even answer his machine.

Okay, chapters one through five are up. I hope you like them …. I really would like some feed back. Good or Bad. I don't care. I just like to know people are reading this. I love writing and have began to write for myself and not for others so I hope it will improve. This is why, if you missed it in the last chap. I will no longer be including Lemons.