Okay, my first one-shot! Well I was listening to Hilary Duff Coming Clean. It sounds sooo much like this little one-shot I thought up. Tearjerker…it was extremely hard for me to write. Song by Hilary Duff – Coming Clean
It was a cold rainy night and Rin was traveling with Sesshoumaru. They decided to set up camp for the night in a cave. Rin was now eighteen and decided to watch the rain. She sat on the edge of the cave and looked out at the pouring rain. It was like god was crying and he wasn't going to stop anytime soon.
'Lord Sesshoumaru wasn't coming back soon…' Rin thought. 'He wouldn't mind if I take a walk…
Rin got up and started to head for the woods. She started to think of her life so far. 'I stayed with Lord Sesshoumaru most of my life…' She walked on and she was thinking to herself how thankful she was to be with Sesshoumaru. She had everything she wanted; she didn't need anything more but to know that Sesshoumaru loves her.
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth
The sun, the stars all aligned
Cause perfect, doesn't feel so perfect
Tryin' to fit a square into a circle
Was no life
I defy
-Rin POV-
The rain started to soak me everywhere but it didn't matter. It gently slid down my cheeks, making it look like I was crying. My kimono gripped onto my body. It didn't matter I wanted to keep on walking. Besides…I love the rain.
The night was cold and I walked deeper into the forest. I wasn't even worried about how far I went from the campsite. I knew Lord Sesshoumaru didn't want me to go this far but something was pulling me closer.
Keep on going…something is waiting for you…Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
Deeper…and Deeper…I walked into the woods. Every step was like a step to a place, which I have been waiting for. Like heaven…but better. The ground felt softer and moist by the rain. Closer and closer I get the faster my heartbeats. Now I know something was waiting for me…but what?
I suddenly reflect on my life again. Everything has happened…felt like a dream. Everything…felt like nothing. Something is going to happen I just know it…I feel so insecure, so unsafe…
'Lord Sesshoumaru Where are you?'I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Tryin' to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Than always staying in
Feel the wind
I walked to an opening with trees surrounding it, and right then my chest felt tight. My breath came short. I know where this place was I know everything. I remember now…this was when I first met Lord Sesshoumaru. This was when…
"Rin?" I heard a voice from behind me. I spun around to see who it was. Behind the trees I saw a tall dark shadow. A shadow that I knew too well…
"Lord Sesshoumaru!" I felt my tears coming. It then mixes in with the rain; I know what's going to happen. He came out of the shadows with his hair wet sticking to his face. I closed my eyes tight trying to stop the tears. But it wouldn't.
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
I felt his index finger on my chin tilting my face upwards. I opened my eyes and hugged him tight. I cried even harder. He knew I was crying he could smell it; it didn't matter if I hid in the rain. It never did.
"I'm scared…" I whispered. He held me tight, 'Lord Sesshoumaru…I'm scared…help me…Lord Sesshoumaru!'
When Lord Sesshoumaru saved me with the Tenseiga he was cold, and ruthless. To save a person he has to feel kindness in his heart. I am not suppose to be alive right now…so death is repeating itself…I'm dying…I'm dying even more painfully inside than I am outside. I don't want to leave Lord Sesshoumaru.
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming
"Lord Sesshoumaru…Don't let them take me! I don't want to go! Please! I don't want to die yet!" I cried clinging onto his clothing. He sat down with me in his arms, I couldn't tell if he was crying or not the rain slid down his cheeks like mine. We sat under the tree…when I first met Lord Sesshoumaru…when I first saw him…a Guardian Angel…
"I wont…" I heard him whisper to me. "I won't let them take you away from me Rin…My Rin" I felt a smile crept onto my face and closed me eyes. I had a lighter grip onto his clothing. The rain pounded on my face as I heard him say that to me.
'My Rin…' I smiled at the thought…'My Sesshoumaru…'
I felt my breath getting shorter my heart started to stop, I felt my soul leaving my body. I wasn't scared anymore…My Sesshoumaru…he was with me, he believes in me…doesn't he?
"My Sesshoumaru…I will be with you…forever…" I whispered lightly enough for him to hear me.
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean
My grip loosened completely and I closed my eyes. I wasn't scared…I was happy. I knew Sesshoumaru loved me…no one can hear it but me…because I heard it in his heart. That was all I needed to go on. I can leave without any doubts.
He was with me and I will forever be with him, forever…and ever. Just like I wished for on that shooting star, just like I told him that night. Just like…I promised. Just like he promised.
'Lord Sesshoumaru…please don't forget me…' I thought as I passed on. I left hugging him, I don't know what is going to happen now…but whatever it is, I want everyone to know that whatever anyone does…I will never leave Sesshoumaru's side. I will always by right next to him…riding Ah and Un laughing and smiling. Picking flowers for him, forever…
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Omg…you don't know how hard that was for me to write…IM CRYING! Please Review…
Lady Taishya